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He glanced in her direction as he slid the end of his belt through the buckle. "Walk me to the door?"

With her heart pounding harder at the thought of saying goodbye than it had before their sexual encounter, Ali forced herself to sound casual as she said, "Sure."

Jon turned to face her fully. "I'm going to be gone very soon and for a long time."

She read between the lines. He was telling her not to expect a post-coital phone call before he left. "I know."

"It's fighting season over there. I can't afford to be distracted."

And now he was saying, in his roundabout way, for her not to expect an email or letter while he was gone either. "I understand."

"And even when I'm home, the schedule, the hours, the demands are insane. It's the kind of shit that breaks up marriages."

Jeez. She got it. Most men would probably just say goodbye and disappear. She didn't know if she respected him more or less after this run of preemptive excuses.

"Jon, I knew what I was getting into when I invited you in."

He surprised her when he reached up and cupped her face with both palms. His gaze was intense as it met and held hers. "I'm screwing this up badly. What I'm trying to say is, Ali, you're the kind of woman who could easily be a distraction if I let you. If I want to come home alive, I can't let you."

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