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ChatGPT writes an episode of Friends

Tonight a thought crossed my mind: “What if ChatGPT wrote an episode of Friends?” Of course, it needed to involve a dinosaur.

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Intelligent agents for simulations (using LLMs) #1

A week ago I came across this damned paper (Generative Agents: Interactive Simulacra of Human Behavior). Also check out this explanation of the paper and its implementation. I called the paper damned because the moment I understood its possibilities (creating intelligent virtual agents has always been a dream of mine), the spark of obsession flared up in me, and for someone this obsessive, that could only mean one thing:

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Interdimensional Prophets – Deckbuilder (Game Dev) #2

If someone had told me a few years ago, when I was obsessed with board and card games, that in a few days I would have developed a Python program that generates game cards effortlessly, I would have jumped for joy. Working with Python, coming from Rust in particular, is like going from aerospace engineering to building toy rockets; thankfully, a card generating program doesn’t require the speed and multiprocessing that Rust provides.

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We're Fucked, Pt. 98 (Fiction)

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I'm drifting back toward lucidity. I avoid meeting my gaze in the rain-slicked windowpane as I blink away the residual stardust. My brain registers again the noxious reek that's invading my nostrils, that must have coated my clothes and hair and skin: mouldering corpses mixed with sewage festering in a latrine pit. The lump in my throat subsides enough for me to speak, though my voice is shaky and broken.

"Perhaps the nurses that assisted in my birth made a mistake. They didn't prepare the umbilical cord right before cutting me away from my mother."

"I can barely hear you," the blob complains impatiently. "Unless you're mumbling to yourself, speak towards your audience."

I grit my teeth. After I wipe a couple of tears with the back of my hand, I swivel around in Jacqueline's chair.

The wall-wide bulk of jellified, tar-black flesh looms at the opposite end of the office, looking like it crawled out of a swamp. The skewed reflections of the fluorescent light fixtures seem tattooed on the blob's dozens of polished eyeballs.

I take a deep breath, and feel the stench of decay fill my lungs.

"I was thinking of everything that has gone wrong with me."

"Don't you do that often enough?"

"Most of the time; my brain makes sure of that. Close to my birth, still a drooling infant, I devolved into a trash heap of toxic waste, a vessel for desire and obsession, driven by uncontrollable impulses. When I could walk and talk and go to the toilet by myself, I became an unkempt houseplant withering in a corner. Anxiety consumed my insides like bowel cancer, and I wondered from where all my shit-ridden thoughts were emanating. As my tits developed, I had been living for years in a glass prison. A void within me, a gaping abyss that had never known warmth, swallowed everything good about life, leaving in its place a desolate, desecrated ruin. I had no clue how I was going to survive in this society. Should I have joined a war to fight for some obscure tribe or king? That would have been easier than attempting to endure broken-hearted in a world full of savages. I knew that no matter how much time passed, nothing would improve my life, and every night, when I lay down to sleep, I dreaded the incoming sequence of nightmares that would entrap me naked in a maze of tunnels infested with well-hung monsters, who salivated as they pawed at their genitals."

A wave of nausea sweeps through me as if I were puking up my guts in slo-mo. I hunch over, resting my elbow on my knee. I wipe away the slime seeping from my forehead. I'm boiling with the self-loathing that gurgles in my stomach, and my mouth has become a well of vitriol ready to spill out with each ragged breath.

"The shrinks kept me blabbing to pocket my money," I continue in a choked voice, "so I started my own therapy through masturbation. If I couldn't love another human being, at least I would become a machine of self-diddling. I have spent hours upon hours of my spare time, and of any time I could steal from work, rubbing my clit or shoving into my depths rubbery contraptions that I found in alleyways or dumpsters, soaking my bedsheets and the chair cushions in a flood of warm secretions, because those few seconds of bliss numbed my heartache, and gifted me a break from the onslaught of intrusive thoughts and flashbacks with which my brain terrorizes me. I burn with an unquenchable thirst for sexual debauchery and depravity, no matter how perverse. Sex is my religion, masturbation is my ritual, and I'm the high priestess of this cult. My record is fifteen orgasms in one day, although I suspect that some adventurous women out there would ridicule my achievement. Anyway, at times I suspected that alien parasites had hijacked my cerebrum, brainstem and cerebellum to feed off the dopamine secreted during my bouts of auto-arousal. I wished I were strong enough to claw my face open so I could unspool the parasites and liberate my mind. After all, as soon as the itch in my vagina subsided, my depression grew again. I was regularly kidnapped away to flashbacks in which my kid self cowered in a corner, hugging her knees, sobbing, while monsters crept closer. Their hooves clopped on the floorboards. I felt the heat radiating off their hideous flesh. When I blinked back to reality, I found myself as a miserable aging woman detached from anything and anyone, a walking reservoir of self-hate that over the years had bubbled up into a tide of tar eager to consume the world. Most days, instead of facing more anguish, I would have rather entered the cosmic urinal through self-deconstruction, if you get my drift. Hell, I should have spontaneously combusted from self-loathing alone. We're all going to disappear anyway, right? If not by our own hands, then by a pandemic, a nuclear war, a zombie apocalypse, supervolcanoes erupting, meteors plummeting out of the heavens... So we may as well hurry up and plunge into oblivion, let the abyss squeeze us dry of life's little droplets until everything turns to dust. Many nights, as I lay face up, I gave my heart permission to shut down in my sleep, to spare me the torment. How could I make plans or care for my hereafter when I resented that I was born? But one day, a woman's voice called to me from behind the mist on the horizon: 'It doesn't matter how old you are, how fucked up your life may be. I will take away your loneliness. I will save you from drowning.' One organism had dared to reach out and touch my begrimed soul. Jacqueline," I say, my voice cracking as I speak mommy's holy name. "She ran through me like a full-bodied orgasm from all the ends of the universe. However, even mommy with her boundless love can't glue together a broken vase that's missing half of its pieces, so apart from those times when I find solace in Jacqueline's ample bosom, I remain a wreck, an insufferable mess with no sense of direction, dignity, or decorum. I crave being ravaged; I yearn for little else than to be devoured, bones and all, by someone I could adore."

The office falls silent, save for the rhythmic drumming of rain against the windowpanes. Using the back of my shirtsleeve, I wipe away a few tears trailing down my cheeks and a glob of snot clinging to my upper lip. The blob's psychotropic gas keeps assaulting me. I thought he was allowing my words to sink into his slimy bulk, but when he speaks, his voice oozes with contempt.

"Is that all?"

I open my mouth, eager to deliver the coup de grâce, but I end up sputtering inarticulate mumbles instead.

"I... suppose so. It seems I have run dry of words." I rub my throat. "I've gotten hoarse, too."

"Get over yourself, you neurotic coward, you irresponsible cretin, you mental cripple who spends company money staring at horse penises!"

"I-I was only curious about how long they get."

"I need a serious shower after listening to you moan like an aborted foal."

I cross my arms.

"You do need a shower, although you'll end up as a pile of eyeballs blocking the drain. Maybe you're just a revolting monster incapable of understanding human suffering."

"You're too much of an asshole for me to feel sorry. My life was also riddled with setbacks and calamities, but look at me now!"

"You should have used 'and,' not 'but.'"

A guttural chuckle reverberates from deep within the blob, sending ripples of tar-black slime across its mass.

"You think I haven't caught up to your shtick?"

I suppress a shiver.

"Don't know what you're talking about, bro."

"You navigate the world by arousing pity in the idiots that fall for your act. That's what worked with Jacqueline, wasn't it? That's what gets you laid and keeps you from killing yourself."

A flash of rage ignites inside me. I leap from the chair, then I jab my trembling finger at the blob as I offer him the most feral look I can muster.

"Hey, don't involve mommy in this fight, you globulous gasbag!"

The blob snorts.

"You're mad because the snot-slicked lump of gunk is right. Until that big-breasted floozy arrived in your life and turned you into her sex puppet, you were wasting away as a resentful sack of depression."

"It's none of your business how I wasted my life!"

The myriad of glistening eyeballs glare back at me as I grit my teeth and my eyebrows twitch.

"Alright," the blob says, his voice laced with scorn, "we're done with this farce of a therapy session. I won't let you keep ignoring our problems any longer."

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Author's note: today's songs are "The View" by Modest Mouse, "Liar" by Built to Spill, "Birds Encouraged Him" by Jason Lytle, and "Carry the Zero" by Built to Spill.

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Interdimensional Prophets – Deckbuilder (Game Dev) #1

A couple of weeks ago I kept myself busy programming an exploration game based on an old free verse poem of mine. I had developed the core of the game, the encounter system, when it became obvious that for the game to feel remotely compelling (even for myself), I’d have to manually develop dozens or hundreds of encounters. The game as it was conceived couldn’t continue past that point, so I thought about what I liked the most about that concept:

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Information about words thanks to ChatGPT

Yesterday, the shady company behind ChatGPT sent me an API key so I could do extra stuff with their GPT-4 AI model. I was mainly interested in using it for Auto-GPT.

Don’t you know what’s Auto-GPT? Some clever people figured out that if you give ChatGPT access to the internet and various other tools (such as your operating system’s commands), and trap it in a loop of reasoning, planning and criticizing itself, you can drop into that loop some task, such as growing your business or gathering particular information from the web, and ChatGPT will work itself to the bone for you. They called this implementation Auto-GPT, and it’s the closest thing we got, that I’m aware of, to AGI (artificial general intelligence), which is the holy grail of AI, and possibly the thing that will kill us all.

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We're Fucked, Pt. 97 (Fiction)

I must have been thirteen when I was startled awake by my father barging into my bedroom. His brown hair, disheveled and matted with sweat, as well as his beard, sported patches the color of dusty cobwebs. He stopped mid-stride. His gleaming eyes widened in their sunken pits, his wrinkly face scrunched up. His cheeks flushed crimson as he glared at my crotch.

I remembered: an explosion of ecstasy and relief had knocked me unconscious. My inner thighs were coated in dried juice, and my folds still felt puffy from the punishment I had meted upon them with the sticky dildo I was holding.

I sat up with a jolt, horrified that my father was getting an eyeful of my pussy. As I stuttered an apology and scrambled to cover myself, the old man let out a strangled grunt, lunged and struck me square in the face. The whiplash cracked my vertebrae and blanched my vision. An overwhelming pain swelled behind my shattered nose as if I had inhaled icy seawater. I was yanked off the bed onto the wooden floor, where my father delivered blow after blow as if I were a piñata. Darkness was pouring in like oily tar. I must have missed my father's footsteps leaving the room; I was writhing, sobbing and bleeding when he dropped a damp washcloth on my face.

"Quit whining, little pervert," he said. "You're lucky I caught you first."

In one of the first memories that my defective brain bothered to save, I was sprawled out face down across my mother's lap as she spanked my bare bottom. She'd smack me so hard that the shock traveled along my spine, and the stinging skin of my ass cheeks broke into droplets of blood that dribbled down my thighs. I squealed, I pleaded for forgiveness. My tears seeped into the fibers of the living room carpet. I begged to know what I had done wrong to deserve this pain, but my mother repeated, "This is the only way to get back on track for a better life." After her wrath subsided, while she caught her breath and my ass burned bright red, she would squeeze me against her chest. Her cheap perfume cloyed my nostrils. Her fingers trailed along the sensitive skin of my back to knead my buttocks. She whispered, "I know you'll make me proud someday, my baby starfish." I wanted to ask when would that day come, when would I be worthy of a loving embrace.

Ages of this world have come and gone. Try infinite loneliness. I remember floating inside the amniotic sac, inside the womb, as an embryo. Tiny hands grasped at the umbilical cord. Warmth encompassed me in a soft embrace, a protective fluid that buffered me from the horrors outside, that flowed down my nostrils and caressed my tongue with its velvety texture. The baby starfish swam inside its mother's tummy, and when it heard music, it waved its tube feet. I was waiting for something, or someone. Perhaps it remains within me, that insatiable longing.

I have been shot, stabbed, strangled, drowned, electrocuted, exsanguinated, eviscerated, crushed by boulders, frozen solid, blown apart, thrown off a roof, run over by a truck, trampled, hanged, crucified, burned at the stake, boiled in oil, decapitated by guillotine, impaled on a pike, poisoned with cyanide, flayed alive, torn to shreds, eaten and excreted. Yet, I still operate a flesh-and-bone mecha from the command center housed within my skull. A couple of years ago this body passed the vertex of its parabola from growth to decay, and began the accelerating descent that one day, turned into an arthritic hag, a withered husk covered in sores and boils, will land me in a grave, to linger as bones with flesh clinging to them while I join the cosmic reservoir of carbon and silicon and phosphorus and hydrogen in the great big mess known as Earth.

My unsteady legs want to drop me like dead weight. Those intrusive daydreams had blocked off the stream of colors and sounds and crazy that reality dishes out, in which I've spent a lifetime wading neck-deep, but I feel it rushing back in through my pores, flooding me. I hunch over and hide my face. Some tectonic shift has shaken my mindscape, plunging the plate of my sanity into the ocean, locking it a thousand kilometers below sea level, down into the pitch-black, icy trenches of despair. My brain craves to squander what remains of its energy running in an idle loop, turning over and over on itself.

"What the fuck is wrong with you now?" the blob spits out.

My chest tightens. No, I can't bear to look up at that rotten blancmange sprinkled with eyeballs. If I'm doomed to receive the visits of sentient monsters from some interdimensional abyss, why couldn't I have met a half-woman, half-octopus who used her tentacles to draw intricate artwork on the seabed? Or a man with the wings of a bat, who spent his nights soaring through the sky, seeking out those in need of an angelic guide. Or a half-woman, half-serpent who became a healer, milking her knowledge of venom and antidotes to save lives. At least a witch with a vagina of glittering gold. Instead, a black-humored goo-pile, like the foul sludge from my mother's bowels, got its shit together and came stumbling through a dimensional rift to annoy me.

I'd love to tell my former co-worker to piss off, but my voice would push against the lump in my throat. An insurgent faction within my mind is attempting a coup d'état to usurp control over my nervous system. I turn away from the contaminated wall, then I stagger past the wastebasket where my vomit must have cooled. With my trembling hands, I pull Jacqueline's chair and I slump onto it, making the chair squeak and skitter closer to the window.

As cold pellets of water splash against the glass, the office lights are contouring in white those raindrops that streak down in zigzag over the black canvas of this night. Amidst the pitter-patter of rain, the wind howls and thunder grumbles. Toss thy dildo at the reflection in that cracked mirror.

The outside world awaits me in a superposition. In how many of those probabilities has everything already come to an end?

I close my eyes. I take measured breaths of fetid air to steady my racing heart. The cacophony of noise and colors fades into the background, and my mind starts painting on the void. A cabin, its cedar boards grown mossy and bowed with age, its shingles weather-beaten by decades of harsh winds and rainstorms, its wooden shutters hanging crooked on their rusty hinges, stands on a plot of land by Crystal Lake, surrounded with snow-laden fir trees. I'm sitting next to my father on a bed covered in blood and hair and bits of bone. As usual, the old man is naked. He's combing the hairs of his forearm with his fingernails.

I clench my eyes tighter. In the vast, dark, cold ocean of my mind, an intricate tapestry blooms as it unravels, stretching to infinity. Galaxies shine like jewels, glued to trillions of purplish-pink, bioluminescent threads woven in a cosmic web.

I'm an infinitesimal starfish suspended on a silken thread over an abyss. My lips have been sewn shut with tiny sutures by my surgeon goddess. As Her glowing, blood-red gaze penetrates my consciousness, I expand through the vortex of Her web.

A silver-white flash dazzles me. I'm melting. My cells burst and ooze with viscous juices, and my atoms break down into electrons, protons and neutrons, until only my ghost remains. A phantom, a specter in the void, a lost soul drifting through the endless expanse of space alone.

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Author's note: today's songs are "Oh Sister" by Neutral Milk Hotel, "Made-up Dreams" by Built to Spill, "How Does it Feel" by Roy Harper, "Always This Way" by Laura Marling, "Fallin' Rain" by Link Wray, and "It's Happening Again" by Agnes Obel.

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We're Fucked, Pt. 96 (Fiction)

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I'm thrust back to that October night in my former home, a madhouse of lurking shadows. Spellbound, I'm staring at the shabby, demon-spawned horse that stood on his hind legs in front of my busted living room window. His mangy coat, crisscrossed by scars, reeked of rot. His brain and nervous system must have been atrophied, maybe vestigial. He had headbutted the windowpane, so his forelock was matted with blood that flowed down his forehead, between his bulging eyes, which were black as midnight oceans, and along the long slope of his face. Through his puffing, the gaping holes of his nostrils blew drops and strings of blood, splattering the shards of glass strewn on the floor. A foul green pus oozed from the jagged wound where his missing genitals ought to be. The horse opened his jaws wide, exposing dagger-sharp teeth, and let out a mournful bray.

Alberto the blob shakes, making his dozens of eyeballs swing and jostle in their gooey sockets.

"Poor Spike, he was unprepared to handle a lunatic like you, and too eager to help if that meant protecting his pals. I never knew him as well as the professor did, but he always struck me as a good guy, the kind of pushover that could irritate you with the lengths he went to accommodate others. He didn't deserve any of this shit, and now he's lost to wander madly for eternity."

My mind is going numb. I avert my gaze from the malevolent glop and his dozens of eyeballs, which are focused, laserlike, on my hunched self. I fear that if the blob blames me again for that horse's mental collapse, I may break down in tears.

"Wh-why a horse?"

"Why not?" the blob croaks, his voice a cacophony of mucus and slime. "If you are forced to slough off your human form, you may as well become a horse. I'd rather be a majestic animal capable of trampling people to death."

"That's a horsey way to put it. Nobody would give a damn if you stepped on your own excrement, and horses care more about their hooves than their souls."

The blob snickers.

"Do you hold a grudge against equines?"

"Not at all, even though a stallion once pinned my mother to the ground with his steaming member while the rest of the herd feasted on her entrails. Horses may lack empathy and compassion, but they know how to survive in this fucked-up world. They are also a key component in the food chain. However, do I hold a grudge against deformed and putrid horses? I should have despised them on principle, but Spike held a special place in my heart. Anyway, you know what I meant: why a horse instead of a giraffe, or a caribou?"

"The professor suggested that it depended on the person's self-image. What we truly feel or believe about ourselves, beyond conscious recognition, becomes flesh. Our current forms incorporate elements of decay and suffering because we are always aware that our efforts will be curtailed by death, as much as we'd love to forget it, or deceive ourselves."

I rub my chin and squint.

"Spike didn't have a dick. What does that mean?"

"It means he couldn't get himself off." He chuckles. "Was it so important to you for his horse form to be capable of ejaculating?"

I fold my arms, annoyed at the blob's frivolous answer.

"I'd say so, yes. Whenever I caught a glimpse of that jagged scar down south, a chill ran down my spine. Besides, nobody should deny any mammal their primary pleasure."

The blob sweeps his dozens of gazes around the office. When he focuses back on me, an elongating rope of goo breaks from his underside and plops into a puddle.

"Spike showed up deformed and dickless. What did that illuminate about his self-esteem?"

"I see. An unlovable workhorse that wasn't even built properly to fulfill his role as a slave to the system. So he was a horse for horses' sake and a horse for his own sake."

The blob snorts.

"A sad example of human potential, for sure. The guy even avoided using his real name; he referred to himself by some ancient IRC handle. Is that a symptom of profound self-loathing?"

"Perhaps that's how horses communicate nowadays."

"Or he believed that he wasn't worthy of an authentic name."

"That is plausible. His low self-esteem manifested as a tenebrous desire to lose himself in the abyss of a nameless existence, to exist unnoticed as inconsequential flotsam. Anyway, what is IRC?"

"Have I become obsolete? It's short for Internet Relay Chat. Late nineties, early two thousands way of communicating for nerds and horny teens."

"That's why Spike referred to himself as IRC?"

"No, that's why he called himself Spike!" His dozens of eyeballs joggle around as they glitter menacingly. "Whatever. Back to the point: these horrid forms are creative incarnations of our self-image. That's the professor's working hypothesis. Some days I'm inclined to believe that the universe is playing a joke on us, maybe to highlight the absurdity of our lives. I used to come to such conclusions even when I could rely on skin to contain my oozing insides."

"Sure, I hate to see your phlegm-like innards leaking out, but of course you'd rather believe that the universe has conspired to torment us all the while." I gesture towards the slimy infestation, the many-eyed, squishy bag of rotting guts at which I've been staring unflinchingly. "Your bizarre form doesn't speak wonders about you."

"I suppose not, but do you choose what reality you accept based on how it suits your vanity?"

"I rarely accept reality. And don't change the subject! This isn't about the universe, buddy. This is about you, a lonely and disturbed man-slime."

The blob glugs as it wobbles from side to side, slopping gunk onto the ruined carpet, expelling a gust of putrescent gas that reminds me of rotten cabbage and anus breath.

"Well, my self-image did falter regularly. Even now I feel my gut digesting what remains of that self-esteem. It's getting all sludgy inside me."

"I bet."

"In my youth, I went to see a psychiatrist for my problems. What about you, huh?" he asks in a piqued tone. "Were you ever analyzed, diagnosed and treated by a proverbial horse doctor? 'Hey, why the long face?'" He laughs insanely. "Because if you want to talk about disturbed minds, you need a shrink far more than I do. Who knows, you may come to shed layers of your own repulsive form."

"Thanks for the unsolicited advice, but my mental dysfunction can only be cured by a bullet." I sigh. "It seems that the three of us, collections of fluids and biochemistry that occupy a certain volume in the space-time continuum, are overgrown clusters of germs with a low opinion of ourselves, damaged creatures in need of a hand and a quickie, who grew up as half-person, half-slime in this fucked-up society of one-size-fits-all humanoids. We should have been born to shine as noble steeds."

I recall a night when I wandered into an old tavern. In a dimly lit, dusty corner, a deformed horse was twisting his elongated neck and torso to accommodate his position atop a worn wooden stool. He was munching on fried chips. The hazy light of a dying bulb highlighted the scars that crisscrossed his once majestic coat. Other patrons were stealing glances at the equine as they traded whispers and hushed theories about the life he must have led before being confined to this hole in the wall, where no self-respecting animal deserved to dwell.

I approached the bar. Despite the horse's atrophied forelegs, his stench and his dribbling mouth, he possessed a quiet dignity. Melancholy flickered in his bulging black eyes. I recognized a fellow weary soul that sought solace in the embrace of a cold beer, or in my case, a mug of warm milk.

I sat on the stool next to his, and we drank together until the sun awakened from its coma. The horse gazed at the reflections in the dwindling amber liquid of his glass while we talked about life's inanity, about how little we enjoyed our time as half-people in this world where only whole persons mattered. I have retained a single sentence that the horse uttered from his slobbering muzzle: "Your dreams are wishes you lack the courage to express."

After I shuffled out of the tavern, a pain ached deep in my chest, as if someone were stabbing my heart with a needle. I miss that broken-down ungulate, my friend, more than words can describe.

Spike suffered like me, like any being that ever existed and will ever exist. Back when he stalked me, I believed that he wanted me to become an accomplice and abettor to his villainous deeds. I had become terribly vigilant of every hurt from which I needed to protect myself; after all, what had my parents achieved except teach me to distrust others? Wary of every bump on the sidewalk and every scrap of litter, of every stranger that crossed my path and every corner I turned, I was afraid to leave my apartment. I pictured savage beasts leaping out of the darkness to strike with claws sharpened by broken bottles. We see in the world a reflection of ourselves.

I kept to myself whenever possible, I hid whenever necessary, and I prevented others from getting too close. I welcomed them believing I was insane, as long as they left me alone. I refused to face in the mirror those tears and scars, and that black ink from the inscriptions of self-hatred. My mind was my only refuge against the all-consuming abyss, the sole weapon against a loneliness that threatened to drown me.

Spike was a vulnerable soul who carried his broken heart around like a primed grenade. He neglected to feed himself, he let his hooves grow long and scratchy as he wasted away, and he killed himself because I'm an unbridled machine of ruination that I can barely steer, destined to hound more and more victims to insanity or suicide.

Can't I bring everything back like I've always done?

A white coat shimmers under a sunny sky, a silky tail lashes around, hooves tread on the sands of time. Show me a beautiful horse. Let that beast look me in the eye and share his name. Tell me he's proud of what I've made out of him.

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Author's note: today's songs are "A Horse With No Name" by America, "Caribou" by Pixies, "Australia" by The Shins, and "Kim's Caravan" by Courtney Barnett.

I keep a playlist with all the songs I've mentioned throughout this novel. A hundred and forty songs so far. Check them out. I didn't add "Caribou" because it was already there, but I made a reference to the song.

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Interdimensional Prophets (Game Dev) #6

I had finished programming the non-visual part of Team Struggles (a part of the encounter system that involves character traits and psychological dimensions against some performance thresholds) when I faced the fact that the game was loading too damn slow. I admit, I have been a bit overeager demanding more anime photo IDs from Midjourney, and they are completely unoptimized, but still, I figured that this project could load much faster. So I figured the following solutions:

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Interdimensional Prophets (Game Dev) #5

A couple of entries ago I presented my first version of the encounter screen. As the team of explorers wanders around in the map, the stored encounters will get shuffled, and the first one whose condition gets triggered will present itself.

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