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Fail to FightIt had been a few weeks since I saw Raven, and I knew we’d both had a little too much to drink, but I’m certain both of us wanted more from the night—the flirting, the heated stares, the way she kissed me back without hesitation, and when her moans turned to…
Stop!
I was still staring at the phone after she hung up. Like she so firmly reminded me what happened never did and never will again.
Except I was one hundred percent not okay with that. I can’t fucking sleep, not knowing what made her run from me that night. Knowing it could only be a one-night thing was difficult enough but not getting to experience all of her? I’d never get her out of my head after seeing her naked, tasting her, and feeling her writhe beneath my tongue.
In my forty-one years, I’d never begged a woman for anything, yet it’s not beneath me where Raven was concerned. I was like a loaded gun destined for rapid fire. Like my thirteen-year-old self when I was forced to take three-hour showers to hide my raging hormones. Despite my best efforts and severe cramping in both wrists, it was not helping in the slightest.
The only way to move forward and alleviate my desire for her was to have her. All of her, without limitation.

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