Petra Hermans's Blog: The Religion of The Blue Circle, page 130

Radius

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Radius

By the time, time was passing

I understood, the soul in my body

could reach into higher grounds

than earth would have given me hands.

I learned to walk in the dark

because I had to keep on breathing.

I learned to stop breathing in the dark

because I had to keep on living in the light.

I know how to walk in silence and by silence

because the light in me conquered a darkness.

A difference between a letter and a number,

only exists, in the perception by how you will

have received it.

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/9102000-a-difference-between-a-letter-and-a-number-only-exists

In my radius, I can fly

carry my responsibility

outside the radius

in a new atmosphere.

I know, I feel comfortable

to return as new, and get my body

temperature shaped as back, again.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 28, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

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Toilet brush

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans, not called “Petra” by distance

Toilet brush

I had that place in the train

coming in, a railway station, kind of wind and storm.

It was not in my country.

I got out the train, in time

and needed to visit a toilet room.

I looked for golden and found more than silver.

Ah, I saw the room and the door.

It was a small, just a small room.

I saw it was not very clean, on the floor(s).

When I was doing my job, there

I had time, to look on the ground

and watched, an old dirty newspaper.

The ink was not spotted but watered.

I could not read the city nor the name.

It was one photo, and my attraction

changed into a distant absence.

The one moment passed away, I suddenly

had seen the year, of 1961.

No, I was finished by now

I used kind of ordinary paper and water.

I left the room by opening that door

and a new, fresh wind came my way.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 28, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Photograph by Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

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Future next generation

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Future next generation

I serve this generation.

Again, not the present.

I made a choice.

You cannot make one choice.

Worms are not brains.

Brains are more than worms.

I cannot recognize weakness, emptiness

and destructive loneliness. You have no opinion.

I like the addict that has been addicted

to an addicted addiction.

It is the best way, to get rid of.

As soon as possible, faster, more speed and cocaine.

I believe in a new way of living.

In this present society, a modern way of sharing

will be loved by my soul and heart

within the perspective for a new time.

I can’t adapt to this way of no meaning,

no direction and going back in time.

I stand for a new evolution as I showed

my faith above the human history.

I was given the number 8 and 9.

Before the existence of humanity.

May God be forgiven.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 28, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Poets and authors do understand each other, worldwide!

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Kattenpis

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Foto I : De eerbiedwaardige maar niet hoogachtend, mevr. Petra Hermans

Kattenpis

Als ik zo regelmatig over straat loop, meen ik

een geurtje te bespeuren.

Het is de volksvertegenwoordiging.

Jan Goossens weigert kleding te vervaardigen

voor de Waffen-SS.

Ik ‘ervaar’ een complete onderdrukking,

dag in dag uit.

Ik lepel het wel met ‘t donkerste, zwartste

slootwater via twee presenteerschaaltjes naar binnen.

Gevoellozer dan dit, kunnen we het niet krijgen.

Ik duw het brood van Albert Heijn in de naam van mijn werk

terug in het schap.

Ik weiger de kankervleesballen via Emté nog langer te kopen.

Zeker niet ten dienste van mijn waardig bescheiden werk.

De GGZ, Nederland, goed bezig, vergeleken met het buitenland

weet jullie aldaar verder naar beneden te sturen.

Dit is het soort zonder normen of waarden.

Ik zit niet te wachten op een zielloze uitvaartondernemer

in het Rijksmuseum, de Nachtwacht gele vaatdoek, of bij theaters

en filmhuisjes tegen te komen.

Kwaliteit kent zich tot kwaliteit en niet voor gestoord gedrag.

Ik kan er verder niks aandoen, dat Nederland geen schrijvers

of interessante lezingen meer te bieden heeft, afgelopen 20 tot 50 jaar.

Ik zou zeggen, doe nog een nieuwe hype! Altijd leuk.

Gezellig of lekker. Taalgebruik van een baby voor het stadium

van geboren te zijn.

Ik mag helemaal niks in dit land. Er wordt mij niets gevraagd,

er wordt alleen misbruik van mij gemaakt en ik mag géén kritiek

leveren en alles wegslikken in stilte door dramgedrag en koppigheid

zonder standvastigheid. Geen tbs maar tips voor stalkers.

Alles aan papierwerk van de gemeente Tilburg scheur ik direct

kapot, waar het woord “verbeteren” in vermeld staat, verkracht.

De hele handel gaat weg, net als de weghoererij, de stembiljetten

de hele waardeloze rotzooi.

Je kunt een schup onder je kont krijgen!

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europa, Nederland, Tilburg,

28 Februari 2019

Foto II : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

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Universal spirituality

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Photograph I : My Crystal Ball in my private Home

Universal spirituality

The moment, you imagine, you try to force

someone, in her life, personality and love,

you can never, ever restore this moment.

In the way, you think, in a economic, distant

selfish egoism habit, it is not compelling to my way

and I conclude, you never learned one single second.

You have to invite, people in my own country

in the name of my works, without asking

if I ever liked, this overruling, disrespectful project.

It took me more than 22 years of silence.

In the past 44 years, no one loved me, no one listened

and no one shared life with me in a serious way.

I get sad, every time, I hear the word “better”.

I lost a lot, a lot of tears and it almost killed, me

by your modern slavery. Thank you.

Data people do not know, what poetry

is all about. They try to do it in a mechanic order.

I refused to work for the United Nations, more than 4 times.

I would like to ask, NASA, the United Division

my own Dutch government to stop this insane attitude

towards my love of life and writing.

I feel raped, abused and not taken for serious

while I started this whole project.

You are sick when you try to admire someone in this stop.

All of my life, I never felt comfortable with dishonest

High Society people. They do not serve the ordinary folks.

I will never belong to your world in this way.

I learned, that I respect someone else

who lives here, because I respect

my own will.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 28, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Jan Goossens weigert kleding te maken voor de Waffen-SS.

Ik lepel het wel met slootwater naar binnen! Asteblieft.

I refuse to accept the claims of my work

upon food by the principles of pimps and prostitutes.

The politicians in my country are dressed in this mentality.

Red and black with filthy breast. Doing nothing but nothing

and no trading, at all. No sensitivity, no humans and no feelings.



I have destroyed bread of Albert Heijn, gore stinkende

zwarte mannenlichamen, in the name of my works.

Also, I do not accept cancer meat balls of Emté in my work.

Get back to Rihanna. Dirty rotten sick disgusting rape.

Ben je nou helemaal besodemieterd. Asociaal volk.

Ben je nou helemaal gek geworden. Doe nog een maar een onderzoekje.

Flikker toch op! Make your apoligize about 500 years and get

back to your prostitute society. Very inspiring.

Photograph II : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

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Modern history

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Photograph I : I chose the photograph to illustrate my works and life

Modern history

Dedicated to Dr. A.J.L. van Hooff

I say, I may say honestly

after yesterday

I changed human, modern history.

I made another decision in those years.

I knew, my study would go further

than the present study for historians.

I did not feel free, out of there

and I wanted to bring

something completely new, within an old study.

Mark did not make it.

I did my best, the very best, he was my fellow student.

I saw his parents, years later and got a gift from their son.

Human history is all about evolution.

And time.

Those elements touched me the most.

I decided, long ago, according within my opinion

I would show the world that the attitude

towards a study may change, for a higher purpose.

I wanted to change, my personal evolution

within the universal evolution, and besides,

I had to, the decision was already made, for me.

I bring the present way of thinking, and so sharing

and loving on a higher level to touch every moment

in a day, by my simple dedication towards the love of tea.

My spirituality has become the most important conviction.

By changing my attitude every day, towards my own development

I would change the whole development in our world and universe.

The deep insights from and inside my own growth as human

between other humans, gave me a new way of enjoying life.

I had changed an old transformation level on a higher new idea.

One day, someone will love the next quote.

When time is there, people appreciate my work

in a free way of thinking!

“You never made history. History made you.”

Quote by Petra Hermans, author of Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/15268358.Petra_Hermans

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/9084921-you-never-made-history-history-made-you

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 28, 2019

Europe, the Netherlands, Nijmegen,

R.R. Palmer

Joel Colton

A History of the Modern World, sixth edition

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Exam was fulfilled in a year & covers my white walls

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Dimension in time

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Dimension in time

There you are,

when you’ve become

what you wanted

to become.

All the property,

I ever wished for

is in my responsibility

day and night for tomorrow.

I looked into the water, the woods,

sunshine and lightning

as if it was, All a mystery.

The silence of the birds,

an original master of old wisdom

knows how to travel time.

It has been a small drop

that splashed the waters

in my giving, sharing and loving.

My way is just a simple heart

that sees light in books

no one dared to touch.

I don’t think long, longer

or faster.

I saw you coming and standing

in a long, forgotten corridor.

I decided, it was time

for my blue, white coat,

to take place, to have a shadow

on the white wall.

The shadow did not present a light

but a twinkling star

on the candle in my window.

I love silver candles the most,

besides my light blue candles.

Crystal lights are bringing new sparks

in my candles because the way trusts

the wind and water in the river of universe.

I see you

in my way.

I do not touch.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 27, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Small, tiny little blue flowers by Petra Hermans

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Sun and Moon

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Sun and Moon

A silence in my heart

sings the most beautiful silent sunset.

My grandmother Hermans gave me

my first watch when she had some money left.

It was a brown watch with green numbers

and I could watch time in the dark, if I was in time.

I remember, a moment was, I had to be prepared

to love more than time, than birds can become silent

not quiet without ever singing a new sound

in the morning, the afternoon or late afternoon.

Seconds passed my simple, small way, I was then able

to release Sun and Moon within my embracing hands.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 27, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

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Poetry

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Poetry

When I walk, on the streets

no one, nobody knows, I am the poet

the writer and author of my book.

My government has written my poetry.

I started with recognition but I do not receive

one second, of it.

No one knows, I am an inspiration for the whole world

for all newspapers and people, for more than five years.

There were times, I talked to people

I shared my laughter, but somehow I have to feed

you, every split second.

If you would know, what I actually think

about the title and the book, you would not

have made this decision.

I love time, but somewhere

time for tea is longer than 5 words.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 27, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

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A small book

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Photograph I : Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

A small book

I wondered what was in my little hands

those days, I wondered about the human race.

A small, little and tiny body with a soul of a master

became student before she started or began.

Language has not been my strongest adult profession.

It is more that poetry has a meaning on its own.

All those levels were trusted within my life, love

and belief but it is my faith that keeps the roots, going!

Letters are read and written by silence, ideas and thoughts

but it is the study that brings an expression together with light.

Light and imagination of a fingertip are one of a scholar,

the best university is when you and I never started.

Petra Cecilia Maria Hermans

Europe, the Netherlands, Tilburg,

February 27, 2019

© 2019 Petra Hermans

Photograph II : An exception between angels is rarely known

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