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December 14, 2021

Because of his ego…

Because of his ego, he didn’t reach back to her wounded heart… & because of her wounded heart, she refused to look up and admit that his heart is bigger than his ego!

The fallout of love in relationships. Built to last, but broken by ego and fear…

Afraid to be left at the altar goes beyond the wedding day!
& yes, it does apply to both men and women.
The end of love is a good company, someone to hold your hand, and laugh with you as memories flashes by…
But pain is deep, scars are are always visible to the bearer, and fear of being alone is always there clicking tick tock…

#MOI the rollercoaster of life!

Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

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Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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Published on December 14, 2021 01:00

December 13, 2021

Love her the way she deserves it!

Love her the way she deserves it!

Day 12 Christmas Advent Calendar
“I love the way you look at me.
I feel your admiration. I remember it when you’re not around…”

Keep trying, until you remember how to love her again… & until you remind her and reassure her that you still love her!

#MOI, the author from

LIFE’S DETOURS, Alexandra’s Choices
Not a book, but a life!
.

Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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Published on December 13, 2021 00:00

December 12, 2021

“I GOT AN AWARD” The Story of Agility

“I GOT AN AWARD” The Story of Agility from Mommy, I Am A PACER

***Getting close to the final game of the season, Coach Roger asked us to join him to the soccer field one day before the match. He ordered Pizza to the field, and he placed blankets on the grass where we sat and had dinner. Then he said:
“I am sure you are wondering why we are dining together on our field. Usually, people dine together as a family and as friends at home. Tomorrow, as you play, I want you to remember that this is your home, you should be proud of what you have accomplished regardless of the results. Play for you, for your friends and family, have fun but defend your home.
(handing the award to Abigail, the main character, he said) I am proud of you and here is your award!”***

#MOI the author, I wrote this book after years of experience as a Middle School Director, and being the Coordinator of Peace Education. My goal was to establish a safe zone for children, to have them grow with values, and learn from their mistakes.
I used to tell them, you are allowed for one mistake per day with zero consequences, as long as you do not repeat the same mistake…
We used to talk, and analyse their behaviour, and the repercussion of their actions. I wanted to create ambassadors of peace for them to go out to the world and make it a better place.
Did I succeed? I was able to reach many, I saw their pain, and felt their anger…
Why would kids at young age, have so much anger, pain, and hatred, that they can hurt others… what is happening in the world?
How can they sleep at night?
Will this pain, they are causing others, shadow them as adults?
Are there bullies in the adult world, will they become one, or would they heal?
I tried, I kept on trying, and then I wrote this book of five short stories, with the intentions to keep the mission of change alive, and to have this book reach every child, and parent.
The child will co-illustrate with the author and express his/her feelings, while understanding the values and characteristics of change and of being a PACER.

I hope you enjoy it as adult, as a parent, and with your child!

Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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Published on December 12, 2021 00:06

December 11, 2021

Hope…

“Hope…
Hope is to keep on breathing while drowning…
Hope is to stay standing while feeling there is no ground beneath…
Hope is to trust your abilities when others put you down…
Hope is unquestioning that you can when other demean and belittle you…
Hope is accepting setbacks but rising again…
Hope is believing in yourself…
Hope is seeing in the darkness…
Hope is… the answer!
Stay strong, you are not alone!

& below is another HOPE for wishful thinking, a sneak peek to Chapter 1 of Life’s Detours, Alexandra’s Choices

**I hoped the damage would not be permanent, but my fearful thoughts were in place. A month after, I discovered I was pregnant. The world’s heaviest load fell on me. What should I do? Where do I go from here?**

Not a book, but a life…”
#MOI the book of hope and inspiration!



Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

Follow me @ https://youreverydaycoffeeblog.com/
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Published on December 11, 2021 00:41

December 10, 2021

Daily Magic of the Christmas Advent Calendar

Day 10 of the Christmas Advent Calendar
“Our interests in life draw a picture of us in society, I thought, and rarely can we change it. The problem is when the picture is well defined and we don’t enjoy what we do.”
#MOI, the author

Life is short, do what you want when you still can, with your person, & where you want!

Sneak peek @ chapter 5
LIFE’S DETOURS, Alexandra’s Choices
Not a book, but a life!

Follow the daily magic!
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*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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Published on December 10, 2021 00:22

December 9, 2021

Livestream with #MOI about Online Art Classes

#MOI & @learningfunart about online art classes

Art is important for children especially during their early development. Research shows that art activities develop brain capacity in early childhood. Art engages children’s senses in open-ended play and supports the development of cognitive, social-emotional and multisensory skills.

Join the lessons worldwide wherever you are

Women & Children 6 to 12

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Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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Published on December 09, 2021 00:16

December 7, 2021

My birthday resolution…

“My birthday resolution…
There comes a time in life when you start classifying, who, when, & what.

Exactly my case, I became choosy, yet I go with the flow, but, as well, very quick in the 180 degree flip!
Is it normal? Well, I reached a phase where the decision is made, I come first!

The I come first is not selfish, rather it means I should love myself, especially when those I am taking the action toward, I come 2nd to them.

Anyway, loving self should always be a guilt-free priority.
At one point, we all end up sleeping alone!”

#MOI & the journey of an additional year on the calendar of my life

Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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Published on December 07, 2021 23:55

Cheers to an additional year on my life calendar…

Thank you beautiful people for making me feel special
#MOI #Cheers to another year on the calendar of my life!

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Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

Follow me @ https://youreverydaycoffeeblog.com/
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Published on December 07, 2021 00:21

December 6, 2021

Another candle, another year…

“Another candle, another year…
& I always celebrate the blessings I received, the moments I live, and the memories I collected!

Easy? Not really…
Bumpy? At times…
Blissful? I try to keep on working on myself…
Blessed? Always…

Every life is worth a story being documented. Whether you do, or you don’t, at least make it worth it!”
#MOI Cheers to another year
Happy another candle on my cake!

Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

Follow me @ https://youreverydaycoffeeblog.com/
Subscribe for free to my I Channel, News & Broadcast on YouTube
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Published on December 06, 2021 00:00

December 5, 2021

The day before…

“The day before…

I am writing to you, my angel, wondering about your feelings on this day. Carrying me in the womb, carrying the load, the concern of three other youngsters, and carrying your belly, not knowing tomorrow’s fate.

As a mom, I have been pregnant twice, and lived the fear with every pregnancy. Oh God, Dear Almighty, Will I be here to raise them!

The concern of motherhood has always been a hole in my life, it has been the centre of my concerns, and it has been my goal in life since I could ask myself the question of what do you want to be when you grow up.

Probably, because of my fate, I pushed my daughters to be strong; did I push them hard, no, but I know I did push them to be strong and independent women.

The fear of not being around for them one day, made me, in my mind, push them to stand alone, and by each other…

Hey, my angel, did you have this feeling, were you concerned? or do we not live the concern until we are born to it!

To you, my angel, on this day…

One day, you will tell me the story, the story of the day before…
Your thoughts, your feelings…
& the decision of… It is the womb or the tomb?

One day, you will tell me your every minute of your last day among the living…
Until your soul reigned forever, with me, my angel!”

#MOI the black sheep…
Until we meet, cannot say again, we never did…
Spiritual hugs for you, in heaven!

I share with you all the opening and dedication of my biography WHERE IS MY ANGEL?

*****

Where is my Angel?

The journey started with agony, screams and pain; that is all I heard and felt.
Hey, is someone there? I asked. Where is everybody? Where did you all go?
Is that how we receive a newborn? I was told I will be cherished! I was told I will
find a group of people around me, ready for me, expecting me! I was told I will be
someone’s daughter, brother, sister, cousin! This means lots of people out there! I
was told I will be treated like an angel! But instead, this weird reception! Why is
everyone looking at me this way? Why are some of you ignoring me and avoiding
eye contact? Where is the lady that was supposed to hug me when she first sees
me? I was told she will be my mommy, and kids have only one mommy! Hey,
Mommy, are you there?

…that was the answer! Silence was the answer!
Can someone tell me what is happening? Well, it’s after a long while that a white
coat with glasses came to me. Oh I know, this is the angel that promised me all the
beautiful things. The white coat said, Dear Child, I’m sorry to tell you, what a
beginning! Fate knocked at the door of your mommy, and she traded places with
you. You are now on your own. Stay strong!
But wait, you are not the angel that promised me a beautiful life, where are you,
my angel?
My angel was just there, in the corner, looking at me with silence and never left!

That is how my journey started, with agony, screams and pain… It was day one
that I learned that pain is relative to the mind, and if we are not strong enough to
stand alone, pain will overpower us! But remember I was only a child back then…

I dedicate this book to inner-strength, to women in general and remember that
beauty is inside you; to my mother on the death bed and your thoughts at that
moment; to my daughters: because of you I am who I am today; to me and here is
what I have learned so far…
I am not looking for empathy, I am not looking for tears, I am not asking you to
learn from my mistakes although not all are mistakes, I just wish you get to learn
with time about the package that made me the person I am today.

Chapter One

December 6 1964, the day launched with fatal news. The loss of a beautiful 26-
year-old woman. Yes, I was the black sheep, at least in my own eyes. I was the
newborn that morning, the reason behind the loss of that beautiful young lady, my
birth-mother. She was beautiful, with a strong personality, charisma, charm, and
mainly she was the mother of two boys; four and two and a half and a six and a
half year old girl. It was a tragedy in the family. It is the unfairness of life, we can
call it fate, destiny, or a call; I just call it “things happen for a reason”, but till now
I did not find the reason.
Living without a mother is tough. A mother is the source of strength, comfort,
love; a mother is the guidance to perfection; a mother is the devil’s advocate; a
mother is the cover up of mistakes; a mother is the cook, the driver; a mother is the
beginning. She gives her child everything, knowing that her child owes nothing in
return. That is what I lost, and I’m still trying to know why! But unfortunately, no
one wants to discuss it, or there is no one out there to discuss it with.

***********

Host of online Livestream & Author of

*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?

*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

Follow me @ https://youreverydaycoffeeblog.com/
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Published on December 05, 2021 00:57