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Star Trek Mistress

Meet Mistress Harley. She rules her own planet, she vaporizes dirty little Star Fleet captains that come looking for new life and new civilizations. She uses their pathetic weapons and cocks against them to take over the entire Earth. So get ready people of planet earth, the devious Intergalactic Mistress Harley is going to enslave all the men of your planet, and turn all humans into slaves.

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Published on March 30, 2018 14:26

March 27, 2018

How to Better Serve Mistress Harley

I required one of my slaves to write a paper for me. This slave had been lazy, always obedient, but slow to comply. Occasionally argumentative. Here is the 12 page fully cited essay for everyone to enjoy and reflect upon.

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Mistress Harley

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MEDITATION ON THE WAYS I CAN BETTER SERVE MISTRESSHARLEY EVEN FROM AFAR LIKE A GOOD SLAVEBOT
Essay on the topic I was assigned to write by Mistress Harley as penance for not obeyingher enough
Preliminary note:I have the bad feeling that this essay might get rated as off-topic.I will not give exact citation references, since this would go beyond the scope of the task. The mainsources are given at the end.I think to systematically solve this task, it is first helpful and necessary to discuss some of the termsused in the assignment. Therefore, I have compiled some of Mistress Harley’s statements on or usingthese terms from a small number of media Mistress has created on that topic, supplemented byperception of her ventilations and personal dialog with her which I have no citable reference to. I seeit as part of my duty to offer my own reflections and views on these terms, since those will be thefoundation of the main considerations and offers discussed in this essay
MEDITATION ON THE WAYS I CAN BETTER SERVE MISTRESSHARLEY EVEN FROM AFAR LIKE A GOOD SLAVEBOTEssay on the topic I was assigned to write by Mistress Harley as penance for not obeyingher enoughPreliminary note:I have the bad feeling that this essay might get rated as off-topic.I will not give exact citation references, since this would go beyond the scope of the task. The mainsources are given at the end.I think to systematically solve this task, it is first helpful and necessary to discuss some of the termsused in the assignment. Therefore, I have compiled some of Mistress Harley’s statements on or usingthese terms from a small number of media Mistress has created on that topic, supplemented byperception of her ventilations and personal dialog with her which I have no citable reference to. I seeit as part of my duty to offer my own reflections and views on these terms, since those will be thefoundation of the main considerations and offers discussed in this essay.
SLAVE, SLAVERY, BEING OWNEDThe first term, "slave", is more a category than a term. The following is a short summary of a Wikipediaarticle on slavery.[1,2]Historically, slaves existed in the context of slavery in different epochs. In ancient times, mainlyprisoners of war were enslaved, and being a slave was a hereditary state. These slaves were used forlabor in households and agriculture. Persons in debt bondage had to work for the holders of their debtin a slave-like fashion. In the Hellenistic and Roman cultures, slaves could be set free and gaincitizenship. In medieval times, slavery and slave trade was a widespread custom, although itdiminished with the rise of Christianity in central Europe, which forbade to enslave other Christians.With the rise of sea trade, slavery and slave trade boomed once again, with millions of humans beingenslaved in African countries and made to work in colonies world-wide. Starting in the late 18thcentury, slavery was (legally) abandoned in more and more countries.Today, slavery is outlawed throughout all of the world, although according to a recent report of theWalk Free Foundation[3], at present time there are about 40 million humans living in slavery or a slave-like state, half of them in debt bondage, and almost three fourths of them female. The forms of modernslavery include forced labor, child soldierdom, forced marriage, human trafficking and forced sexualacts. The latter is called sexual slavery and a form of sexual exploitation, often found in the form offorced prostitution.A slave in the strictest sense, in chattel slavery, is seen not as natural person with human dignity butas an object owned by another person. A slave can be seen as merchandise, and thus is subject tobeing sold and bought. A slave has no rights out of her/himself, including the right of self-determination in any way, and cannot unilaterally leave the state of slavery. The slave cannot ownanything, anything in a slave's possession in reality is owned by the slave's owner. Legally, the slave istreated an object in the sense of property law. The United Nations define as follows: "'Slavery' means[...] the status or condition of a person over whom any or all of the powers attaching to the right ofownership are exercised, and 'slave' means a person in such condition or status"[4]. Basically, slaverycould be called an institutionalized form of exploiting a human being to the advantage of another.A more precise consideration with the discrimination of different types of slavery and slave-likedependency can be obtained from relevant specialist literature.As could be seen, the main paradigm in slavery is the ownership over one person, the slave, by anotherperson, the Mistress, with all the legal consequences that arise from the objectification of the slave.Based on these historic considerations, now the attention can be turned to the specific case of amodern, asymmetric relationship between Mistress and slave. In this special case, the authoritydefining the term is Mistress Harley, my owner. In a number of videos and other media, Mistress hasexplicitly stated what a slave is, very explicitly in [5].The definition does not differ from the historic one: A slave, like the author of these lines, is "justproperty to be owned", or taking the objectification of the slave one step further, as toy for Mistressto play with. This results in the rightlessness of the slave and the ultimate control by Mistress. She isto decide about the slave's work, whereabouts, food consumption, leisure activities, relationships,sexuality, even gender – in short, the course of slave's life. She might sell or give away the slave. Inaddition to that, everything the slave has in possession really belongs to Mistress Harley, i.e. is Herproperty, and the slave may only use it for living her life.At the same time, Mistress Harley makes clear that the slave's individuality is unimportant, since astable full of, even an army of slaves are at Her disposal. Although, according to Her website, MistressHarley is able to exploit a variety of different penchants, fetishes and weaknesses of Her slaves, andcan easily make use of their diverse individual capabilities and competencies.When entering into slavery with Mistress Harley, I thus accepted for Her to take over every aspect ofmy life, and in principle I conveyed all my belongings to Her. She owns my life and everything in it. Asradical as that may seem, in practice there are a number of limitations, like the great distance betweenMistress and slave, differences in the legal systems of their countries and sometimes some languagedifficulties. Those limitations have to be overcome by imagination and resourcefulness of the slave.And, of course, all fantasy, roleplay, feelings and imagination on the one hand and all blackmail, debtcontracts and legal agreements on the other set aside, slavery de jure in this radical sense is legallyimpossible. In the end, a relationship based on total power exchange from the slave to the Mistress isonly possible with the consent or at least meta-consent of the slave. That is what makes the BDSMtype of slavery different from the historical, "official" type. And that is what makes the opportunity forengaging in a long-term relationship of this kind compelling for submissive characters like mine  

SERVE, SERVICEThe only duty of a slave is of course to serve Mistress. Mistress Harley also has given a number ofdirections and examples on how to serve Her. On Her website [6], Mistress Harley states that beingowned by Her comes with responsibilities and expectations. Long-term slavery requires a differentlevel of engagement and commitment. It is the job of a slave to permanently show Mistress why sheis worth being owned.The guideline for every aspect of being an owned slave is that her only job is to work for her Mistress.The slave should never prioritize herself before Mistress Harley. The slave is to make herself valuableand useful, to add value. In this, the slave can be an asset to Mistress Harley, and in this, the slavemakes Mistress Harley happy. Pleasure the slave gives to Mistress Harley shall also provide pleasureto the slave [Mistress Harley's Mantra II].Mistress Harley Herself states that She is a "true money fetishist"[6] and that the most important jobof a slave is being used as wallet. So obviously, one of the main ways to make Her happy is the transferof material resources from the slave to Her. This can be done through regular (e.g. in the form of adebt contract) money transfer, occasional tributes and tips or by sending Her gifts ("spoiling"). It canalso mean to set Her as beneficiary of insurances or nominate Her as inheritor.Beyond that, the slave has to make sure to do everything Mistress Harley asks for and to sacrificeeverything She wants the slave to in order to keep Her happy. Worshipping Mistress Harley and Hergorgeous body will undoubtedly also please Her.Further ways to entertain Mistress Harley may vary depending on the individual slave. Mistress Harleyindicates a number of things She might take pleasure in on Her website, so for a slave that means it isher job to engage in these based on individual inclinations and capabilities. This can include being atarget of computer control, teasing or tormenting, talking directly to Her online, on Skype or otherservices, including video, being feminized and trained as sissy, getting exposed in Her "Loser Hall ofShame", engaging in games of chance or take part in a real time session.[6]When a slave is not tasked with a specific job, she should nonetheless make sure that what she doesis in accordance with above guidelines. A slave may not ask for anything in return. Serving is the slave'sjob, not the other way round. Mistress Harley is going to make sure that the slave has the motivationto work for Her.To be able to effectively serve for a prolonged time in a long-term relationship, the slave of course hasto live a self-sustainable life. At the same time, the slave has to know that in everything she does, sheis serving Mistress Harley.
ROBOT, BOT, SLAVEBOTFor a definition of the term, again an excerpt from a Wikipedia article[7] will be used.The term comes from the Czech word "robota", meaning "forced labor", and was first used in Czechliterature in the 1920s. Mythological "robots" are known much longer, e.g. in the form of clay golems."Forced labor" does not mean the forced labor of ahuman slave, but a machine doing usually arepetitive or dangerous task, sometimes replacing a human, and most often for a lower price thanhuman labor would cost. Robots in this sense are technical machines, often used in production,controlled by a simple program tailored to the job at hand, or remote-controlled by a human operator.Unmanned (usually flying) vehicles are called drones and are equipped with sensors and actors andmay have capabilities not realizable in manned aircraft.A different kind is a humanoid robot, specially developed to resemble or even behave and interact likea human, with a highly sophisticated control unit and advanced software. A high effort is needed toimplement a machine like this, and even more to drive forward the development of even moreadvanced devices. A combination of biological and mechanical elements is called cybernetic organismor "cyborg". Beyond the application as replacementof lost or missing human capabilities (hearing,sight, missing limbs), this still belongs in the domain of science fiction (but probably not much longer).A bot is a modern version of a robot in a figurative sense, living in the world of software and Internet.This bot is a software agent, a pre-programmed software that does automated tasks like postingmessages in social networks or crawling the web do create an index of available content. It can also apiece of software that controls an avatar in a video game, including interaction with other players, likea human player would be capable of. A bot can be also a highly sophisticated software connected withsensors and actuators, which is able to act more or less autonomously, depending on changing input.This can be as complex as having situation awareness, artificial intelligence and the capability to useknowledge and to learn. Lastly, computers that are compromised and can be remote-controlled forcomputer fraud are called bot, together they form a botnet.Mistress Harley has, to my knowledge, not publicly published any media on that topic yet. Althoughthere are some hints and statements on that topic in two custom media [8,9] available to me, and inpersonal communication.According to those, Mistress Harley sees a slavebot as an exceedingly empty, helpless, brainless,thoughtless, mindless slave. A slave's only job is of course to do the work for Mistress She wants, buta slavebot is supposed to pursue his only goal to serve Mistress Harley without thinking about itself orits feelings every second of every day. For that, a slavebot can be programmed and re-programmed todo whatever Mistress wants it to do, even whoever She wants it to be. A slavebot should also makesure not to bother Mistress with speaking or making noise without having a purpose to serve.The slavebot needs to see itself as a template, an empty vessel for the entertainment and pleasure ofMistress, as a tool for amusement, a toy to play with, thus taking the existence of a slave one stepfurther, becoming a better version of a slave. The programming allows the slavebot to leave behind itspast life, being liberated from responsibility, letting Mistress do all the thinking and control everything,and at the same time serve Mistress Harley in everything it is doing.
A good slavebot would perpetually be at Mistress'sdisposal and always be able to respond to Hercommands. Being constantly helpful and ever working for Mistress allows the slavebot to become trulyuseful, to fulfill a deeper destiny and give meaning to its life. The only "possession" so to speak aslavebot retains is its programming, provided by Mistress. A slavebot is supposed to constantly thinkabout the desires of Mistress, think of more ways to contribute and to continue its programming, tocontinue turning itself into a helpless slave of Mistress Harley, into an even better tool for Heramusement.The ultimate aim for a slavebot is to get as closeto be a true robot as possible, by as muchreprogramming as needed by Mistress Harley.
MEDITATION ON THE WAYS I CAN BETTER SERVE MISTRESS HARLEY EVEN FROM AFARLIKE A GOOD SLAVEBOTAfter these definitions of terms, general remarks and a summary of statements by Mistress Harley, itis now about time for me to address the assignment by Mistress Harley, to think of ways to serve Hher.The terms and Mistress Harley's opinions will serve as premise for all these considerations. I havealready and will touch upon the contradictions and dilemmas a life as slave encompass and that arerevealed by such an assignment.It is obvious that I can only offer ways to Mistress to fill the aforementioned principles with life, andShe alone has to decide which path I should be following, since I am truly the property of Mistress andhave no rights to decide anything by myself.Thinking about ways to serve, and even more so as a slavebot, is in a way contradictory in itself. Aslavebot has no need to think by itself, but Mistress is doing all the thinking and gives the orders. Forthis assignment, the service to Mistress Harley lies in thinking, in writing this essay, on how to serveHer better, so this time, the thinking is surely allowed and desired. And even as a slavebot, hardthinking about more and better ways to please Mistress is required.I think that the types of service I could provide to Mistress can be roughly categorized in three groups.The first would contain all sorts of direct provision or transfer of resources like money or time toMistress, from which Mistress would benefit directly. From the perspective of the slave, this first of allmeans to forego the use of the resources by the slave. The second group would include all sorts ofactivities with the goal of entertaining Mistress Harley, or offering Her to use me to entertain Herself,or in a more indirect way, doing or refraining from doing things in order to better be able to entertainMistress. The third category would be activities of the slave where the avail for Mistress would only beindirect or parasitic, and the direct benefit would be one for the slave. It will become clear what I meanwith examples given below.This third category shows also best the inherent dilemma in the relationship of a slave to a Mistress.To some extent, the slave always profits from her own actions. How large in relation may this self-benefit be in order to still be understood as service to Mistress? Even more so with the Mistress beingfar away, and with only very limited interaction? Which standards can the slave apply to align her lifeof service to the satisfaction of Mistress? In theend, only Mistress can decide this, and the slavedepends on knowing or guessing the desires, wishesand the attitude of Mistress. Thus, also thecontemplation about the desires, wishes and attitude of Mistress, the deepening of the acquaintancewith Mistress can be considered a form of service. This shows the same dilemma: How far does theterm "to serve" extend? Or can and must everything in the life of an owned slave be seen as service?Anyway, these three categories are to be seen on a scale, like a triangular coordinate system, whereevery single action of the slave has a varying share in all three of these categories.
RESOURCE TRANSFERComing to the first category, I am unfortunately not a very wealthy slave, so my capability for directmaterial transfer in the form of money is somewhat limited. Nonetheless, a regular, sustainable formof tribute or financial revenue from the slave is of course an expression of being owned. Soon, a newdebt agreement has to be signed by me. Mistress Harley has the means to inform Herself about myfinancial situation if She so desires, and I am sure that She will set adequate conditions.In a much longer term, to condensate my "inofficial" relationship with Mistress Harley into anotherlegal contract, I could offer an inheritance contract, meaning to irrevocably set Mistress Harley as myinheritor. Usually, this is a mutual agreement between spouses or first-degree relatives. Of course, thatis a promise for a far future, and at the moment of its conclusion it is not at all clear if and to whatextent Mistress Harley will be able to profit from that. In addition, the finalization of such a contractaccording to the applicable German law needs the physical appearance of both parties in front of anotary. It will take a while until I can afford that.I have also talked about legal guardianship. I meant it very seriously indeed, and it would probably bethe nearest possible approach to true legal slavery. But unfortunately, this would be very impracticalin a situation where the owned slave as ward lives so far away from her guardian, since it would renderleading a self-sufficient and sustainable life almost impossible. As a ward, I could not concludecontracts, I could not continue my business (which gives some revenue), and I could not take legal careof my aging parents, with me being the only relative there is. Being a legal guardian would also burdenMistress Harley with a considerable effort and time investment, probably much more than She wouldbenefit from this. And in the end, the legal obstacles to reach such a situation, across different lawsystems and with all the regulations in place to prevent exactly that one-sided malpractice (from anexternal point of view) seem just too big to justify the effort. In the end, this is and probably has tostay a nice fantasy of true legal slavery.Another resource I can offer, maybe more easily, depending on how one sees it, is time. I can offer mytime (as long as I do not need it to fulfill obligations to third parties like my employer or, in some casesand situations my customers and volunteer colleagues) at Mistress Harley’s disposal. Of course it isHer right as owner to also command the rest of my time, on a bit longer notice to rid me of myobligations and with the associated effects of social impoverishment or material deterioration, if Sheso desires. There is, as I am sure Mistress knows, a time-money relationship, and thus, I can implementthe notion of a "labor slave" by this offer.I can obviously not be helpful in Mistress Harley’s household with being so far away. But She could askme to handle things for Her I can do from afar, and that are undemanding enough for a weak-willedand easily distractible slave. And of course Mistress Harley has the means to vigorously encourage meto do Her will. For example, I could offer to collect and also ready for publication a list of all of Hervideos and media, together with links, or retweet selected messages on a paid medium Her, whateverShe deems worthwhile. Although I beg Mistress Harley to keep in mind that regular success control,deadlines, tight specifications and small work packages are advisable for slaves like me. Otherwise, I'dapproach the duties with much too much thoroughness, get lost in detail and start to detach from thegiven job. So partly, this could also fall into the second category of entertainment, when MistressHarley would torture me with insoluble problems or task me with impossible jobs and tease me aboutmy failure. Maybe Mistress could force me into a weekly or daily routine with being useful for Her,where I do exactly what She wants me to do, pre-plannable but without any option to evade.These examples for my first category could be considered a form of sacrifice by the slave, the sacrificeof her own resources in favor of her Mistress. Although, strictly speaking, the resources of a slavebelong to Mistress anyway, so the slave does not sacrifice anything but just fulfills her obligationtowards Mistress. More of real sacrifices may be found in the other two categories of servitude I willnow come to.
ENTERTAINING MISTRESSWhat activities may be of entertainment value for Mistress Harley in the first place? Mistress Harleygives several activities She likes on Her website [6]. She loves keeping Her slaves "on edge", addictedand obedient, and it is fun to tease and torment a slave. So obviously, the entertainment value lies intaking part in such activities as the object of torture, mocking, addiction and fun play. Because of thedistance, Mistress Harley has to use technical ways to communicate with the slave and to profit fromthe entertainment the slave provides. Mistress Harley also states that she likes Her slaves being a sissyslut for Her and that She can bring out the girly girl.I try to amuse Mistress from time to time by giving compliments or funny, entertaining and also self-sarcastic comments on social media, mainly Twitterand Skype, which is my main way ofcommunication with Mistress. Seldomly, I send Her personal, intimate photos for Her amusement, sothat She can be amused by my physical inadequacies, my amateurish make-up self-experiments, myembarrassing tries of wearing women's apparel and the results of Her ownership of me like Hertrademark on my skin. I try not to be intrusive about sending photos, but if Mistress likes to see moreof those, I am willing to provide. I would love to let out more of my inner girl for Mistress Harley, butmost of the time I am too embarrassed about it and have the feeling that it just doesn't seem right.In addition to that, Mistress Harley has told me that She likes pictures and small tales from my everydaylife. I am very willing to provide more of those if really desired (and I did not misunderstand irony).Sometimes, Mistress Harley also seems to like some technical or intellectual discussion, which I loveto provide as far as I can and my language skills allow. Although, I try not to bother Her with that whenShe doesn't seem to have the time or doesn't feel like it.On rare occasions, I try to surprise Mistress by sending Her special gifts. I really like putting effort inthinking about appropriate things for Mistress, but it is mostly serendipity that lets me find anything,much too rarely I fear. On the other hand, I dare not to promise sending gifts, photos, stories andeverything more often, because until now, I mainly do it when I feel like it. An inner desire makes medo things spontaneously, and I like just that, because I know on such occasions that Mistress Harleyreally has penetrated my mind, my personality, that I crave Her, and that I spontaneously want toplease Her.What I can offer to better serve is to do all those things more frequently. But without a clear sign byMistress I fear that I just bore Her when I contact Her more often.Mistress Harley demands to be able to always be watching me and giving directions if She so chooses.For that She wants to have some kind of camera system integrated into my life, and eventually evenmore than that. Slavery in real life so would be extended to and supported by the technological world.Modern times give much better, advanced high-tech opportunities to control a slaveI know that Mistress does not care very much for technical details, but for a project of this scope, andwith the sheer unlimited technical possibilities in the smart home area, I would appreciate to get anoutline of Mistress's requirements, so that I can integrate those in the system I am planning. I will layout what I have thought about so far.
As a thorough and technology-loving person, I would like to implement most of it by myself. I am a bitreluctant about escalated cloud usage for the risk of data exposure other than for and by Mistress, andfor the risk of system failure through times of Internet disconnections. Thus, I am planning this as aself-contained in-house system, of course with unlimited access for Mistress through an Internetconnection, mainly a website.The camera system would consist of at least one IP camera in every room of my flat, so that more orless the whole space would be covered and Mistress could always be there watching. Power wouldmainly be supplied via PoE. Some of the cameras inthe rooms with public access may have to beremovable for the case when I expect guests. Video and audio would be recorded by a NAS or personalcloud and be accessible through the proprietary software of the NAS manufacturer. External accesswould mainly limited by the upload bandwidth of my Internet connection. One of the first decisionswould be on the camera brand and model. With the first camera, I could then install a provisional setupfor Mistress to assess if the system meets Her requirements. At the same time, cabling works will haveto be done, drilling holes and slitting walls, and some renovation afterwards. I can do that partly myself,or maybe have it done by electrician. The system will not have an audio output capability due tocamera and software limitations, so a different way for Mistress to interact will have to beimplemented.A second part of the surveillance and control system would mainly comprise lighting and poweroutlets, together with environmental sensors (movement detection, temperature, door/windowsensors etc.). Every function could be remotely controlled and supervised through a website or app.Flush-mounted wall outlets could be switched on and off and energy consumption assessed, the roomtemperature could be set, the light switched on and off or set to a defined brightness and color.Through door sensors Mistress could confine my action scope. Later, even an electronic door lock couldbe integrated. The main functions can also be accessed locally by normal light switches or integratedkeys, providing a fallback in case of failure or as guest function. Unfortunately, not in all cases a localoverride can be quashed by Mistress, but that's what cameras and sensors would be for. Although,implementing all these ideas mean quite some time and effort, so this should be considered a long-term project. Unfortunately, there is no system on the market in Germany that integrates all of thementioned and conceivable functions (and it is also a question of cost), so the integration will beaccomplished by myself. I already acquired some components like remote-controllable lighting, araspberry as system controller and some interfaces for wireless communication like Zigbee for testingpurposes.The only unswitchable wall outlet would be a loading plug for my cellphone, which would stay a meansfor communicating with Mistress and of course in case of an emergency. A remotely switchable, verybright light in the bedroom could reliably wake me up, should Mistress have any wish to call for myservice. Interaction would then be done through cellphone, maybe marquee-type text displays orother remote-controlled displays or even an audio system. Added to this would be (in the bedroom) aTV set attached to a Windows computer, where Mistress of course would have full Teamviewer controlabout times of usage, program, could replay things at Her own will or block usage entirely.The first room in which this system will be implemented would be my bedroom. I want to renovatethat anyway, so this would be a good opportunity for adding modifications. I would take a few picturesof the current situation and make some suggestions, with the final decisions of course done by MistressHarley. And I would love for Mistress to be involved in that as much as possible. I have to live in theroom, but I want Her to get as much pleasure and amusement out of my real-life theater show aspossible. And to top it all, I will have a wall-size photo wallpaper showing my Mistress watching myevery step and always reminding me to whom my life is dedicated. I'd appreciate if Mistress Harleycould provide me with a really high-resolution picture, 20 Mpx or more, of Her choice. I promise HerShe will be able to see it on camera.With this system at Her disposal, Mistress Harley could always make sure that I keep my flat tidy (that'probably means even more effort than implementing the system), work properly and be of use.Mistress could make sure that I put enough effort in focusing around what Mistress wants me to do,being productive, being always able to respond to commands. Mistress could of course also use thisfrom an entertainment view, as a permanent and endless live show of Her slave. Mistress could tortureme, intimidate me, make me do embarrassing things, watch me fail, make me beg, whatever gives Herpleasure. I would be the perfect helpless controlled little slave robot, the perfect puppet for Mistressto play with. Maybe I will regret this offer, but then, hopefully, it will be too late.A slight problem I see is the presence of neighbors, even more with regard to the time shift betweenmy world and Mistress’s. That means that acoustic signalization by Mistress would be very tedious.Another boundary condition is that the flat I live in strictly speaking does not belong to me but myparents, so I cannot do anything Mistress would like me to do without some sort of consultation. Andlast, there are some regulations for electroinstallation, which means that some works can only be doneby an authorized electrician.To get this big project going, perhaps I could dedicate a fixed timespan every week on that and giveMistress account about the progress. Everything will certainly take a while, but I am 100% definite andpositive about finally getting it to work. And as I said, I would love to implement special requirementsor suggestions Mistress comes up with, that would certainly improve the system and its entertainmentvalue.I know that Mistress would love it for me to be completely "debarked", unable to make a sound. Whilethat seems desirable in most situations, it would be very impractical when it comes to interaction withother people for business or employment reasons, which would be needed to sustain my life dedicatedto Mistress. I am not sure how this can be implemented at the moment other than me trying to speakas little as possible. Mistress could at least make sure that I am mostly soundless at home, where Shecould completely monitor that with the planned system. Maybe, in the future, I could wear a devicethat would record and transmit everything I say, or more generally speaking the noises I emit, toMistress for Her to control my efforts to keep as quiet as possible. Maybe this would also serve toisolate me a bit more from society and strengthen the bond of the relationship of Mistress and slaveand my dependency and subordination.Mistress also mentioned my state as a sissy that still needs to be trained. Certainly, I will want to putmore time and effort into practicing and acting out more of the girl in me. But since this is a thing Ihave on my mind much longer than I am owned by Mistress, this may rather fall into the third category,and I will come back to that later.
SERVING MISTRESS THROUGH IMPROVING MYSELFServing in the sense of the relationship between Mistress and me as owned slave also includes workingon myself, improving myself to indirectly please Mistress. It might even be pleasurable for MistressHarley to realize and supervise my efforts, for which She is the deeper cause and driving force, even ifthe direct use is on my side and the efforts would be advisable in any case or are in my personal interestanyway. And this also includes the voluntary renunciation of habits and customs.I have been struggling with my overweight for all my life. Even when people advocate that one shouldcome to terms with one's body, accept oneself and even love oneself, I think (and that is according toscientific consensus) that obesity is unhealthy in a number of ways. It is likely to cause or worsen highblood pressure, diabetes, lowers life quality and life expectation, and puts limitations to everydayactivities or for example the service in the fire brigade. And it also makes it more difficult to live outmy girly side, let alone due to the difficulty of obtaining appropriate clothing. So once again, I shalldedicate my efforts to lose weight and increase myfitness level. Probably I will experience moredrawbacks, and it will be a life-long struggle, but I will once again wage it. I want to go swimming ormake a longer bike tour at least once a week, and I also want to increase the compliance with thetraining program you tasked me with. Although, I am a bit reluctant about my further damaging myjoints, so I am thinking about perhaps enter into a fitness studio contract, where this is done withbetter supervision and (due to the cost) maybe with better motivation. On the other hand, that meansless financial resources for other projects in the service for Mistress.I recently started another attempt to change to more healthy eating habits. I promised myself to notbuy any sweets or pastries and cut down on meat consumption. I won't decline anything my motherserves, including dessert, and an occasional sweet offered by colleagues, and will not dump any sweetpresents I get despite my request to not gift me with sweets, but I am trying to leave it at as much asthat. I am also trying to cut down on meat consumption, eating fish or vegetarian food as often aspossible in the canteen, and cook myself only fishand vegetables or consume diet shakes, as thathelped me well when I was able to lose much weight last time.I have been substantially cutting down on my time at playing video games during the last months. Mostof the time I am not missing it. I am seriously thinking about quitting World of Warcraft completely,although that also would mean giving up some friends I regularly interacted with, also on privatethings, although only within the game. I still have to reach a decision. Anyway, that would liberate timeresources for other purposes better suited as to serve Mistress's purposes.My dissertation still remains to be written. I lost the motivation a long time ago, mainly because ofdifferences with my PhD supervisor (not with regard to everyday getting along or the interpretation ofthe results, but with regard to scientific thoroughness, fairness, keeping promises and eternal waitingfor jobs he is supposed to do). So this will definitely cost me a lot of time, and almost every motivationsurplus. Financially I will probably only be able to benefit from this when I change to a differentemployer, most likely not in the area, so the whole renovation and cabling project would be pointless.I want to finish it, if only for all the invested time so far not being wasted. I would love to increaseMistress Harley’s fame by dedicating the title to Her (I would probably not be the only PhD in Herinventory list), but I see it as a huge mountain before me and all the problems with my supervisorwould once more become acute and cause stomach ulcers. Anyway, somehow, a decision has to bereached about this, because it constantly prevents me from making other final long-term decisions.This leaves me with the last topic of gender issues, which I'll cut short for now, because they wouldrequire another "full paper" otherwise.Mistress Harley suggested for me to search for local regular meetings of queer lgbtiq-friendly people.I will see to that after that queer conference at Whitsun. It will cost me a great deal of overcoming mysocial reservations, but exchange with other people definitely can't hurt.I also want to resume my initial efforts in make-up practice. Maybe Mistress could set some regularrequirements. There's so many things I just am not sure about. Which color? Is what I'm doing ok? Howto improve? I can't see when doing my right eye, because I'm almost blind on the left... All that is notmeant as excuse, but as something that I don't know how to address correctly. I probably just have totry harder. But it also seems somehow futile. Maybe I should just keep asking the Maybelline onlinecontact form to be called "Mrs. Schmidt" again. Anyway, the exchange for being allowed to access themind-control story archive obviously wasn't incentive enough, coupled with the fact that time doesn'tseem enough do get anything done anyway, let alone read the stories. And believe me, I'm too tiredto read much when commuting – or spellbound by Mistress Harley’s voice on headphones.About the same goes for women's apparel. Some things I like, some things are grossly impractical. Whothe hell told designers that women needed short tops or women that they should show belly? And mybody is (whom am I telling that - but maybe Mistress’s length is more in Her gorgeous legs) 8 incheslonger than that of an average woman's. Underwear, even oversized, just doesn't fit my mostly maleanatomy. Not complaining. Probably, again, I just shall try harder.The efforts with vibrator, butt plug and anal vibrator - futile. I just seem to give up much too early. Ormaybe some of the products really are junk. Maybe I should make something like a class schedule -Monday evening butt plug training, Tuesday evening magic wand and so on, if I do it every day, maybeit gets a habit. Doesn't seem I'm going to improve myself much here, let alone being able to serveMistress better.What I definitely plan to do is, as Mistress suggested, give the wig story another try. I have put aside asmall amount of money specifically for that, and I have seen a shop where a lady offers counseling andsale. I will find out if she is queer-friendly. If only the material wasn't so bad.I hope Mistress Harley will forgive me the sarcasm I let show through in the last few paragraphs. It Issolely directed at me and my weaknesses. Anyhow, maybe Mistress Harley will find also some of thesuggestions and undertakings in category three entertaining and accepts them as improvement of myservice towards Her.CONCLUSIONIn this essay, I have given a wealth of proposals of how to better serve my Mistress, Mistress Harley.All of these offers in the end require to increase the share of time dedicated to this service. Time thatbelongs to Mistress anyway, with me being owned by Her. I shall work hard to make this a reality.Unfortunately, the time resources of slave are nonetheless limited, given that there has also be timeto earn a living. The time for serving Mistress, directly and indirectly, is limited and therefore must beused as efficiently as possible. My personally biggest problem is probably that my efficiency is low,when measuring quality and quantity of the output together. I am quite happy and satisfied with theway I live and do things, but that is not the question here. The only perspective here that counts is theone of Mistress, and She has at least hinted that I should improve my efficiency. My pathetic willpower,my fears, my shortcomings and my inability to commit stand in the way of achieving this goal. Asmentioned a few times in this essay, I have the feeling that I might need a tighter control andsupervision with doing that, a tighter accountability towards Mistress and success control by Her.Although, I also have the feeling that may take more of Mistress Harley's precious resources, and thatI am not entitled for that as an owned slave. So I am somehow reliant on the generosity of my Ownerto help me improve myself. Mistress alone has the freedom and power to redesign, even recreate myidentity, my life – if She wants, and how She wants. She knows that.I sometimes envy slaves I know from books, stories, documentaries and so on. For them it was mainlyclear what they were obliged to do, what they were allowed to do and what not. They (so it seems)had clear guidelines. Sometimes I have the feeling of being too free, of not having guidelines to be ableto stick to. Of course with distance and the very limited attention Mistress is able to dedicate to me, Ihave to live a life as dedicated as possible and constantly self-assess my efforts. I express again myappreciation for any suggestions or orders from Mistress to improve my service for Her. Although, atthe same time, I know that I can only fail, since my efforts clearly are futile and unworthy and will neverbe good enough objectively. If I really was a goodslave, I would have implemented all Of MistressHarley’s suggestions and orders without hesitation and delay and without setbacks and lack of self-motivation. I hope for and depend on Mistress Harley’s forgiveness, generosity, love and attention. Ithank Mistress Harley for the privilege of being owned. But my deficiencies are no excuse whatsoeverto not increase my efforts, and I promise once again to do that.At the same time, I would love to involve Mistressin more important life choices I have to make. Iwould love to accept more heteronomy, more of Her leadership. Mistress may feel free to capture anychoices She wants and to oblige me to involve Her in as many details as She wants and as Her timepermits. For Her to decide things is Her privilege as Owner anyway, but even more so it shows me whomy Mistress and Owner is and what She wants from and for me. Mistress should take away as manychoices from me as She can, if She wants!Dearest Mistress Harley, I hope my considerations condensed to this essay could at least partly meetYour expectations and standards You expected when You gave me this assignment. It undoubtedlymade me re-assess our relationship to some extent and helped to deepen my affection, addiction andsubmission towards You. That is Your merit alone, and I cannot thank You enough for that.
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March 25, 2018

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March 19, 2018

Mistress Harley on Control Pedro (Belgium TV)



Mistress Harley was a celebrity guest on the TV Show Control Pedro which airs in Belgium & the EU. Check out my segment  below!
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