Jessica B. Kelly's Blog, page 7
June 1, 2016
Manipulation and Stagnation
Maybe it is because I surround myself with those mentally ill that are of questionable character, but I cannot find any upside to coddling the mentally ill. Many do not want to get better. Hell, I stated in my previous post that even I can succumb to tired stereotypes of not wanting to improve psychically. People […]
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May 31, 2016
The Catalyst Within
I ended therapy for the time being. The sessions as of late were incredibly one-sided, with my drive to change problematic behaviors nearing zero. Therapy is only effective if the person receiving therapy is open to change. Right now, I’m struggling to make it from day to day, dealing with the unforgiving assault of organic […]
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May 25, 2016
No Body Count, No Disorder
A disorder is made up of individual traits that come together to wreck oneself or others. A destructive trait, while problematic on its own, is not sufficient for the declaration of a disorder. There is a certain degree of self-destruction required for a set of behaviors to register as truly disordered. You have weak and […]
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May 24, 2016
Beneath the Surface
You can always choose your own adventure, so long as the outcome is line with the will of the masses. I’ve written before of how morality is often forced upon us in the media that we consume. This morality is often arbitrary and is relative to the will of the larger population. Psychopaths may […]
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May 19, 2016
Uncomfortably Numb
This comment is particularly interesting. The comparison between depression and psychopathic impulsivity seems particularly apt when we consider the numbness that the psychopath lives through in life. This “numbness” is often referred to as psychopathic boredom or the psychopath’s need for stimulation. Nothing satisfies, so the psychopath turns to more and more extreme measures in […]
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May 17, 2016
Depths of Ruin – Psychopathic Impulsivity
Come crawling to me when your impulsivity surrenders you to the deepest depths of financial, legal, or interpersonal hell. I’m sick and tired of individuals assessing themselves in the absence of clear and conclusive evidence of psychopathy. It takes far more than a few poor and rash decisions here and there to reach the heights […]
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May 16, 2016
Psychopaths and Emotional Bonds
It was nearly a decade ago. My aunt was battling stage III ovarian cancer and was in the borderlands between life and death. Her hair gone, her voice weakened, she continued to soldier on, driven solely by the love of those around her – a love that I did not partake in. My aunt was […]
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May 15, 2016
The Self-Aware Psychopath
Most of my kind are rotting in jail. Why? Because they are mindless automatons that succumb to desire in its purest form. They do not know restraint and they fall to the will of impulsivity. More importantly, they are completely unaware of their own inner workings. They fail to realize that careful dance that must […]
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May 14, 2016
The Voice of Broken Glass
Do not misunderstand me. I am no one’s advocate except my own. I care not for the masses foolish enough to be manhandled by the antisocial and psychopathic demons around them. Nor do I care for those in which I see my own reflection. What I do is for myself. My ego may not be […]
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May 13, 2016
The Vanishing
I’ll be done with this arc soon enough, and I ask you, my valued reader, to bear with me while I flesh out this confusing time. Longtime readers will note that I have not been writing much lately. This is partially due to the fact that I have written so many angles on the subjects […]
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