Melissa's Fate Quotes

“But just as she thought she had successfully hidden herself from the beautiful truth of the moment, eagerly welcoming unconsciousness or perhaps even better, death, she was brought back to the life she no longer wanted, cold water breaking across her face before flying into her mouth and up her nostrils. She snapped her eyes open wildly, gasping for breath.
“Not this time,” he said, snarling at her, his face inches from her own, “You’re going to feel every bit of this.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“I want you to coordinate you hand and your mouth,” he said, as he placed the next piece of steak at the edge of her lip. “As you close your mouth around the food, I want you to slide your finger inside you. Then I want you to slowly pull your finger out, moving it up slowly as you chew. Do you understand?”
“Yes,” she quickly answered, inhaling the aroma so close to her mouth.
“If you do this properly, your finger should reach your clit at the exact time you swallow the food. Do you understand?”
“Yes.” Oh hell yes she understood.
“Good. Open your mouth.”
Time slowly disappeared as she became lost in whatever this game was that he was playing with her.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“I did not want to hurt you earlier,” he said. His voice had returned to the even tone from before. “But you are going to have to learn. It might not be something you want to do, but you are no longer allowed to make those decisions.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“I didn’t like who I was,” he said, staring at his glass. She wanted to see his eyes at this moment, but feared if she stopped him, he’d never get started again. So she waited, and let him take all the time her needed. “Hell, I haven’t liked this from the start, this whole slave, submission thing. I just figured you needed it, some sort of, and don’t get mad, but some kind of shock therapy or something, to help you get over everything that happened. But that’s not it, is it?”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“What if I’m the monster?”
She surprised herself that she had said it out loud, the sound of her own voice in the empty house, eerily unsettling.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“What was it Johnny Depp said in one of those damn pirate movies? “The problem isn’t the problem; the problem is how you deal with the problem.” Was that right? She thought so, but did it really matter at this point, was she really going to assign the role of her personal guru to Captain Jack Sparrow?”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“True submission, she had come to convince herself, was about strength, not weakness. But it wasn’t a physical strength, she was learning. She could take a dick with the best of them, that wasn’t it, but she couldn’t figure why she was still questioning herself.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“She was pulled from her thoughts abruptly as she felt his hand tighten around her hair, lifting her to her feet.
“Anything I want?”
“God yes, anything.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“Completely understanding the difference between submission and weakness, Lana smiled.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“What do you want more than anything else?” he asked.
She didn’t have to think about that one; she knew the answer before he asked it, in the bath earlier, on the chair in front of Sergio. There was only one thing she wanted, and while she had only recently been able to come to grips with it, somehow she knew she had wanted it all along. She looked back over her shoulder at him and said the truest thing she could remember ever saying in her life.
“I want you to do any and every thing you want to do, without ever asking that question again.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“You still working this late?”
“If I was, I’d have to arrest you for littering,” he joked, pointing toward the still-smoking evidence on the ground in front of them.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“The devil danced at the gates of heaven as angels swam naked in the fires of hell.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“Still, the baths helped ease her pain to some degree, the darkness around her, calling her closer to that day, but she knew it was mere psychological masturbation at best. She longed for much more, to open her mouth to a perfect dick of her own darkness and thankfully swallow all it offered.
Her mouth unseen under the towel, was opened wide, the mouth of a flightless chick, waiting for the nourishment it needed.”
― Kristin Elyon, Lana's Awakening

“It was the desire that scared her. It represented a complete surrender to the darkest part of her, the part that had no inhibitions, no line separating right from wrong, woman from animal.”
― Kristin Elyon, Dangerous Fixation