katie meddins (maresh)’s Reviews > The Fragile Threads of Power > Status Update

“Tears slid down his face. It was the most welcome pain Kell had ever felt.” and that is exactly why i did not read this on the train. bastard. my cheeks are wet.

last week I got another 3 little diatoms on my arm and they are now at the point of itchiness that makes me want to chew on electrical wires. the absolute worst part of getting tattoos.

i love him so much he makes me want to gnaw on concrete

i once again wish to scream into the void about how a lila bard pov feels like home. feels like my own. feels like ‼️‼️‼️‼️

every time I go into town via the river walk my mind wanders to holland vosijk. he would love it there. he'd love the colours of it all. and there is a specific combination of greens that I always think of as 'vosijk green' and there is a lot of that there, even when the yellow and orange start to take over like now. anyway.

my rent runs out on the 10th so I'm gonna be moving back home until I start my phd, though I'll still be working full time on my thesis, writing papers for publication and running my etsy (finished all my lab work and my research associate job ends next week too). I am awful at working from home so I will be hopping in the car when my mum goes to work every day and sourcing a cafe of some form to steal their wifi

indescribable feeling of hearing people who never met holland talk about him. and how differently they do so than those in another world.

rip nadiya loreni, you would’ve loved the containment lab

i have read shockingly little again this week. i blame time zones (have been spending till 3am every night talking to who some of you may have heard of as my ‘kell friend’).

proud to be one of alucard emery’s biggest fans. that man does NOT get the hype he deserves ‼️