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“So.. you’re coming back? With me?”
“..yes.”
“Marry me,” I blurt out. Angelina blinks, glances around us where at least twenty bodies are scattered, then stares back at me.
“You really know how to pick the time and place, big guy.”
“Will you marry me?” I think my heart stops beating while I watch her with eyes glued to her lips, waiting for her answer.
“Of course, I will.” 🥹💛

“I could never risk your life. I don’t think I would ever forgive myself if something happened to you because of me.”
“Well, I’m sure no one would miss me and my shit.”
“Do not say that! Don’t you dare say that ever again!.. I would miss you.”
“Why?”
“Because I’m in love with you,”

“You came for me.”
“Of course, I came for you, I will always come for you, baby.”

“How long?”
“Four hours.”

“I’ll miss you, Sergei,”
“Baby?”
“I’m coming back in two hours.”
“I know… Take care, big guy.”

She’s gonna leave him to protect him 😭

“I’m so in love with you,” He whispers.

😭😭😭

I never realized how dead inside I’ve felt until this little fox stumbled onto my path and pulled me out of the abyss.

-Sergei 🥺

Gazing into her dark eyes. So fearless. And stubborn. Watching me without a trace of apprehension or reluctance in them. I wonder if she knows how madly in love with her I am.

-Sergei 😭😭

“Because, when you look at me, I remember I’m still alive.”

-Sergei 🥺

“You never saw me lose it completely, baby. If you did, you would have run away and never looked back.”
“Is that what other people do when you lose it? Run away?”
“If they’re clever, yes.”
“Well, I don’t plan on running, Sergei. In fact, I plan on coming even closer and holding you until you come back from wherever you go.”
🥹🥹

“You should stay away from me when I’m in that state. I don’t want to hurt you, even unintentionally.”
“I don’t think you could ever hurt me, Sergei. Intentionally or not… I’m not afraid of you, big guy.”

“Go back to sleep.”
“You’ll stay?”
“I’ll stay.”
He’s scared that he might unintentionally hurt me, but the fact is, I don’t remember the last time I felt as protected as I do in Sergei’s embrace.
“Don’t you dare leave this bed,” I mumble and let myself drift off to sleep.

“It’s my fault. Felix warned me not to touch you when you’re asleep. I forgot.”
“It’s not your fault that I’m fucked up,”

—

“I’m fucked up, Angelina. Seriously fucked up.”
“That’s okay. I like you just the way you are.”

😭😭😭

“You need to stay away from me.”

-Sergei 🥺 (he is afraid of hurting her if he had an episode while she’s around.)

“Come back, Sergei.”
“Lisichka?”
“Yup. Your bed hijacker.” He moves his gaze to the hand that’s still holding on to my neck, and tenses.
“Fuck.” He lets go of my neck like he’s been burned and jumps up off the bed.
“I fell asleep. I can’t believe I let myself fall asleep next to you.”
“Sergei..”
“I could have killed you. I’m so sorry, baby.”

hypnotized. Angelina’s unblinking eyes, staring directly into mine, have me utterly hypnotized.

-Sergei 💛

“So? What do you think?”
“I like the hair?”
“You are a lost cause.”
“What did you want me to say?”
“How amazing I look?”
“You looked amazing before we came here. What have you been doing in there for almost four hours? Watching Netflix?”
“You have an interesting way of giving compliments.”
“I was just making an observation.”

“you don’t look like someone who could deal with Sergei’s shit.”
“And how do I look?”
“Like a librarian. You’re only missing the glasses.” “What a coincidence. I applied for a librarian position at Atlanta University two months ago. Still waiting for their answer.”
“Are you shitting me?”
“Nope.”
“Perfect. I just hired a fucking librarian to watch over a trained killer.”

“Me keeping a meat cleaver under the mattress is.. cute?”
“Very.”
“You’re weird.”
“I’m not the one keeping a kitchen utensil in bed.”
“It’s a weapon!”
I imagine Angelina trying to attack someone with that thing and try to stifle a laugh, but fail. Apparently, I may have offended her, because she juts her chin and snorts at me.

Not him discussing how she could escape from him😂

This is a 5 star book.

Wth am i reading?! Respectfully. (In a good way).

I knewww he was a captain or something like that! 😈

When she looks at me with those eyes. I wish to be able to keep them safe somewhere. I wish I could hide them so they wouldn’t see the monstrosity of what I truly am or what I’m capable of. If she does see, she won’t only want me dead like the other time I disappeared on her. This time, she will shoot me with her own hands. I would probably deserve it.

-Kyle

“How was it?”
“How was what?”
“How was it after I left?”
“It was fine.”
“I wasn’t fine, in fact, I was miserable. I missed you.. did you miss me? Are you ever going to forgive me?”

🥺💔

“Hmph.”
“What was that for?”
“Nothing.”
“I’m unable to read your mind, so if you don’t tell me what you think, I won’t be able to act accordingly.”
“Nothing means nothing.”
“If you say so.”

Bianca bursts out laughing when I almost choke on my wine. I love her smile, the way it reaches her eyes reminds me of a sunray on a dark stormy day.
“V tvoyikh glazakh kusochek neba, solnyshko.”
She looks at me, confused, so I translate for her.
“It means, there is a piece of the sky in your eyes.”

😩🤌🏼🥹🥺💛

(She saw all his scars and eye)

“How can you bear to look at me?”
“I think..” My throat screams in pain, but I continue anyway. “You are.. hot.”
“You are crazy, solnyshko.”
Nope, not crazy. Just in love with him.

(He calls her “solnyshko” too🤭🤭 any man that uses “solnyshko” is hottttt🫦)

I’m loving this soooo muchhh the way he lets his hand slightly brush against hers. Or the way he caresses her cheeks so lightly. The way he would suddenly reach out to feel a strand of her hair between his fingers. AND the fact that he doesn’t like skin contact yet he still does those things so willingly is just soo tender and gentle. I love it. 🥺❤️‍🩹