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"What are you doing?"
"Loving you," he says simply. "If you'll let me."
"Always. God, always."

This perfectly sums the book up so far:
"This is all sorts of fucked up."
"I know, baby. I know. But the best kind of fucked up."

holy shit!! k so i had this theory in the beginning and i dismissed it but OMG i think i was right. HOLY. SHIT.

what is this book doing to my heart?????

omgomgomgomgomg *chants on repeat*

this can't be happening. this can't be happening. this can't be fucking happening.!!

omgomg. i can't handle this. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS PAIN. holy fuck. it's NOT supposed to go like this. omg. ok. seriously. don't know what to say. FUCK.

fuck fuck fucking hell.

*cries*

fucking hell this HURTS dammit. it fucking hurt. my heart just feels like it's being ripped out here.

what? what?? WHAT? no!!! Fucking NO!!! omg I'm tearing up here. I think I just felt my heart break. fuck. *cries*

Love this --> "We want what's real. Heroes are real."

Holy well-written INTENSE scene!!! wow.

yeahhhh! back to reading! FINALLY!!

just 'cuz

"I went too far with you and I should't have. I'm not really boyfriend material." …
"Did you ever consider that I'm not girlfriend material?"…
"Yes, you are. You're outstanding girlfriend material. I'm the one who's all kinds of fucked up. Trust me."

" You're holding on to what happened because you think that's all you have."
"It is all I have."
"Find more."

WOW. I am in LOVE with this book. Seriously powerful writing. I'm barely a few chapters in and tearing up over something I know almost nothing about. LOVE it!

oh yeah. I am TOTALLY hooked!

Starting NOWWW!! I'm so freaking excited! I have a feeling this book is gonna rock my world! Fingers crossed! :)

I LOVE EPILOGUES!!!!!!!!!!

"Why are you looking at me?" ...
"Because I like your face."
**tears**

LMAO! "Oh God!" I moan out as her hand slows. Will it always be like this with her? Holy shit. I'll be dead by the time I'm 32. But what a way to go. Death by orgasm. He came so hard he had an aneurism. Lucky bastard."

"I'm going to show her how deep my feelings are for her and make her trust down to her soul that I want to take care of her. Because I do. And then when I tell her who I am she'll know who we can be together."

"She probably thinks I'm all over the map. Unsure one minute and caveman the next. But that's pretty much exactly what's going on inside of me. The two halves of me are duelling. I'm scared to death and possessive as hell."

woohoo!!! It's reading day! I'm settling in for a good long read now :D I'm loving this so far. Gotta love the guy POV.

"My heart starts beating faster. I can't mess this up. I've come so far and now the only girl I've ever loved is right in front of me. And she might hate my fucking guts."

It's late. I'm exhausted. But I desperately want to read... So I'm starting my ARC now :)

I just wanna hug Ashton!!! Te poor guy :(
This book keeps surprising me and I love it!!

just 'cuz

*GRINS* ohhh im loving this part!

ohhh my gosh. ok that was a well done scene! but *sniff* my heart is breaking for Ash <3

Scars & tats. Yup, I'm definitely in love.

AAAAAA *Heart clench*

"Why?"
"He looks away for a minute and I watch his jaw clench... "Because you're not a one-night-stand girl, Irish." Leaning in to place a kiss on my jawline, he whispers. "You're my forever girl."

I might be in love with Ashton now..