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Fuck my life 3 the girl I love now completely hates me. It hurts so badly..I just wanna roll over and die..leave sll this bullshit behind. I can't live without her. I will never be happy or good ever again and that is no life to live 3 someone please kill me

*sigh* I come back on to check messages and get back into what I was doing before I left. I come back to find my fave groups have died and the ones that haven't have deleted my fave topics. So I got no readon to be back. And to think once I was once everyones fave mod/member now I'm completely forgotten..*sigh* well hope you all have fun without me. I got no reason left to be here. Goodbye forever goodreads 3

This is Sammie on Andy's account and I just wanted to let you all know that me and Andy are dating now :) I love you Andy <3

Soo...how is everybody elses lives?

Something, idk whatm ut something has changed in my relationship. Like she doesn't love me like she used to..she's not the same girl I fell in love with. Something has happened and now I'm in the dark about what. I wish I could know what I did wrong, or what happened. It's probobly something I did. It always is. I'm such an idiot. She deserves better than me. I do love her but she needs better love. I'm horrible

Mixed emotions :/ not gunna say why though. I'd be here for days typing

We're back together and I couldn't be happier! :D

In comments (check out this one too http://www.goodreads.com/user_status/... and then you can realize what this one is all about)

I'll be gone for the rest of the day. Not by choice. I'm suspended D": I got 5 minutes til my moms here. And the memorial day weekend means I can only get back on Tuesday :'( I love you all and hope everything'll be ok :'( bye my loving friends :'(

I'm leaving for sure this time. I needa focus on school work and everytime I'm on here someone gets hurt. Mandy you'll be fine. You're loved by everyone and don't really need me. Sammie...well I know I don't mean much to you anymore and you have Kodi so you won't miss me...Michelle you haven't been on ..Marissa, sis, stay happy with your other friends...
None of you cry. None of you leave. Stay here and I'll be back

I need a hug...and a knife. A knife would really help.

In comments (my day and it's issues)

Sammies making me change my status -_- I liked my other status! It said everything about me and my life! DX

I'm leaving Goodreads for a while. I won't delete my account...yet. I love you all but you all are hurting me too much. I know you won't miss me and I hope you can be happy without me. It's not like you cared. You never cared. You say you do but you always make me cry. I'm tired of crying. I'm sick and tired of it. If you have to talk to me text me at 2629515432. State your name and how well you know me. Goodbye all

in comments (gimme a few minutes)

I've got my Sammie back, my phone back, my love back forever, my life back. I'm happier than anyone could ever know...yet I wear a frown...I do not want this frown but my sadness and hurt far outweighs my happiness and thus I do not smile. I can not smile. I want to smile yet I can't. Why must I be this way? Why must I live this life? Why must I suffer through pain after pain, just building it up til I burst.. WHY???

In comments...

*sigh* I've been bad...I may have cheated a little bit on my girlfriend...but no more! I am changing once in for all! You can try your hardest to break me down and make me cheat but it's never gunna happen EVER AGAIN! I can't take the guilt and it's killing me. If I did one morre thing I'm sure I'd have a heart attack. I know you're trustiung me Michelle,and I promise you still can. I love you more than anything

Today is a great day. 2 months with my girlfriend..I think this last month I have been taking advantage of our love, just assuming that she'll always be here. I haven't really been listening as well as I should...this next month will be different. This next month I will treat her like a princess. She gets whatever she wants and I will listen to her every word and make sure she knows exactly how much I truly love her!

Mega Itouch update Full up on Ozzy and Insane Clown Posse. Also Whoop Whoop by Twiztid. I love all of this! I'm so glad I bought it all! :D

NEW COMPUTER! I'm back for good :D

Love may come and go, some may stay forever. Some pain will always hurt and some will heal. Memories may live or you may forget them. Hate is hate and love is love. People confuse these all the time. I love, yet I am hated. When I hated, people hated me more. Hate will always be hate. I want to kill all pain, my pain and my friends. I care about you all and want you to be happy..but you can't. *hug* love you all <3

*sigh* tonight's gunna be a long night. I promised Hanna I'd be awake in case she had a nightmare and everyone else is asleep. I guess now I'll write this random update and roam goodreads a bit. Fun (not). Thank god my friend has wifi so I can connect to YouTube! Yay... Small victory I know but it'll have to do. Anyway if you're up right now please message me I'm sooooo bored! O.o *yawn* long night ahead of me :/ ugh

Hehe yesterday was shit....UNTIL!!..I went to the dollar store and bought 8 things of candy and sugar. HAHAHAHAHA sugar heals all wounds >:) except cavities. It will never heal that. So much fun though! Amazingly, out of the many statuses I put about my girlfriend, she hasn't put up one...I would question this but I would never question her. She's kinda scary when she's mad..yet slightly cute. Yes I know I'm weird ;D

I am happy, pissed, and highly confused. Happy my girlfriend forgave me for the biggest mistake I ever made and that my two best friends have hooked up and are happy..but then there is this fued between my girfriend and another friend of mine (don't you start on this update). Confused cuz my brain ain't workin like it always has. Mad cuz another friend of mine is avoiding a dif friend that he makes very happy..*sigh*

I'm in love. My heart is free. I never felt this way before. How could it be? I wanna be with her night and day. Anyone who hits on her will have to pay. She's my girl, mine all mine. You should undersatnd she is just so fine. She's perfect, cute and amazingly sweet. One thing's for sure, I could neva eva cheat.

Exactly one month ago was the day I was asked to be in a relationship. Today I'm happier than ever because after one month it's harder to go wrong. She's the love of my life and we will be together for a much longer time and will eventually be celebrating a year. Just 11 months with her. 11 months of joy and love. 11 months of heavenly bliss. Love ya baby, hope you see this. <3

Dear God,

Please take care of my Hanna. She was all talking about killing herself and I haven't heard back in hours. If she has not yet done it she will soon. I love her still and wish for her to be happy in her afterlife. That is the one thing she never truly was. I will miss her every day but none of what I can do will bring her back. Rest In Peace Hanna, we all love you whether you thought so or not.

I love life. My two bestest friends have joined Goodreads, Mariah and Liv. I love you both very much :) My girlfriend seems to be less depressed lately and I think the way it's going it may be gone real soon. Grades going up, family life surprisingly getting better. I don't want this time to ever end :)

Life is turning around :) I now have a good friend in Wisconsin, I finally have a girlfriend who I love with all my heart, and all my grades are rising :D