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The air is made of grief
(And maybe some hope?)

It’s too much to hope but the fear is too much to bear

FOR FUCKS SAKE
I CANNOT HANDLE THIS
IM GOING TO CRY

FUCK
NONONONONONO
PLEASE ANYTHING ELSE
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
NONONONONONONO

Yeah, open our mind as we cast away oppression
Yeah, open the streets and watch our beliefs
And when they carve my name inside the concrete
I pray it forever reads

Smoke alarms on the back of us
But mama don't cry for me, ride for me
Try for me, live for me
Breathe for me, sing for me
Honestly guidin' me
I could be more than I gotta be
Stole from me, lied to me, nation hypocrisy
Code on me, drive on me
Wicked, my spirit inspired me
Like yeah, open correctional gates in higher desert

I'ma wade, I'ma wave through your shallow love
Tell the deep I'm new
Ten Hail Marys, I meditate for practice
Channel nine news tell me I'm movin' backwards
Eight blocks left, death is around the corner
Seven misleadin' statements 'bout my persona
Six headlights wavin' in my direction
Five-o askin' me what's in my possession
Yeah I keep runnin', jump in the aqueducts
Fire hydrants and hazardous

Where are you?
'Cause I need freedom, too
I break chains all by myself
Won't let my freedom rot in hell
Hey! I'ma keep running
'Cause a winner don't quit on themselves
I'ma wade, I'ma wave through the waters
Tell the tide, "Don't move"
I'ma riot, I'ma riot through your borders
Call me bulletproof
I'ma riot, I'ma riot through your borders
Call me bulletproof
Lord forgive me, I've been runnin'
Runnin' blind in truth

Tryna rain, tryna rain on the thunder
Tell the storm I'm new
I'm a wall, come and march on the regular
Painting white flags blue
Lord forgive me, I've been running
Running blind in truth
I'ma rain, I'ma rain on this bitter love
Tell the sweet I'm new
I'm telling these tears, go and fall away, fall away
May the last one burn into flames
Freedom
Freedom
I can't move
Freedom, cut me loose
Singin', freedom
Freedom

Here we go again

THE ANGST
JIM NO NOBODY WANTED YOU TO RECLAIM HOLDEN THIS WAY
THE PAIN AND DESPAIR
THEY’RE DOOMED
(And yet I still hope)

Gods and angels and dreams
This is confusing, Jim please explain
I really don’t want them to all have a hive mind

Hey babe, ily ❤️

This shared cognition thing is TERRIFYING
The Roci crew better not catch it or I will personally kill Duarte and take his place as god king

I said I’m ‘bout to go to war
I don’t know if I’m a see you again
Can I get a kiss? And can you make it last forever?

Daurte.xe has started responding
Amos’ word is LAW out here in the west (Adro)
Sighhh poor Tanaka

The fluffffffff
I don’t want it to end, but I fear it’s set up for something horrible and devastating