Jayce Blevins > Recent Status Updates

This is so fucked and it’s not even about the murder 😭 im gonna be sick!

I’m going to throw up

Umm this is supposed to be a thriller ??? Why am I in pain over the romance?? And it’s only chapter 5?? OUCH 😭

THE HANDWRITTEN LETTERS 😭😫

I’m pausing TOG since I’m going on a trip next week because I won’t want to pause once I start Queen of Shadows. Now I’ll be filling up the gap with some standalone books until I come back :)

Why does this feel so wrong….but I’m so into it? Someone call 911 I need help

why tf is Queen Kaila not dead yet I’m so annoyed

THERE AIN’T NO FUCKING WAY NO NO THIS IS NOT TRUE. I AM GOING TO THROW UP

“All I want, is for my people to be free and my queen restored to her throne.”

“They burned the antler throne, Aedion. There is no throne for her.”

“Then I’ll build one myself from the bones of our enemies.”

AEDION!!!!!!! 😫😫😫😫😫

It’s like I’m getting hit with a brick over and over again right now. My head hurts I’m traumatized I need help pls. RAVEN YOU HATE ME

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
HELL NO THIS IS NOT REAL I DO NOT ACCEPT THIS

I’m sorry….they’re RELATED???? Why do I not hear about this more I’m traumatized

“Dark eyes the color of soil after being drenched in rain.”

This is just one example. Raven’s descriptions are like nothing I’ve ever read before. I picture everything so clearly and so vividly and the comparisons she makes I understand so perfectly. I’m in awe and I love it so much. It makes me so happy.

TWO DAYS?????? I’m passing out 😫😮‍💨

Slade I am panting like a DOG for you good LAWD almighty 😫😫😫😫

They’re all annoying the shit outta me except Clyde and I’m so disappointed

“Careful what you wish for, Gwen. I’ve got a laundry list of ways I’d like to watch you work for it, and none of them involve poker.”

There’s that iconic, Elsie Silver man 😫 praised be !!!!!

“I love you. I have for years. And be hurt you and made me watch because he’s always known how I felt, too. But if I asked you to pick, you’d choose him and I. Can’t. Take. It.”

“You’re a moron and an ass and a damned idiot. Because I’d pick you.”

You don’t understand….i feel like throwing up. I know what’s coming next and I feel sick. I can’t do this

This feels like a fitting quote for recent events

“If you can learn to endure pain, you can survive anything. Some people learn to embrace it—to love it. Some endure it through drowning it in sorrow, or by making themselves forget. Others turn it into anger. But Ansel let her pain become hate, and let it consume her until she became something else entirely—a person I don’t think she ever wished to be.”

Ansel….WHYYYYYY 😭 this betrayal hurt me. I am HURT RIGHT NOW

“My last name is Caddell.”
“Your last name is going to be Ferox soon, because that’s mine.”

OH OKAY SIR 😫😫🤌🏻🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️😮‍💨 OSRIK…you wonderful large man. Making me giggle and shit dear god

Wait I’m loving this more than TOG and Crown of Midnight…

This is making want to play Skyrim so bad god I’m loving this one

I’m pausing crown of midnight to start this one 😫

Not Chaol thinking about their future plans together and me knowing it’s not gonna last

😭😭😀😀😀😭😀😭😀😭😀

Nehemia and the Queen have been speaking?!? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

WTF IS HAPPENING !??!??

Not Slade slowly dying while separated from Auren and Auren is off playing with the rebellion?? LIKE GIRL HELLO?? I get it…they need help but my baby Slade??? 😭😭😭

I’m ngl I’m loving the Queen Malina and assassin duo…. 🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️

“Monsters never need anybody to believe in them, they come out to get you regardless.”

Please Raven, you have no idea how much I adore your writing. 😫😫😫