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I feel like I can breathe but that makes me all the more nervous

Bro this is CRAZY

I feel like I got shot

”Even at my most candid, even when I tried hardest to give myself to him as he gave himself to me, I was holding something back.”

“‘Love him,’ said Jacques, with vehemence, ‘love him and let him love you. Do you think anything else under heaven really matters?’”

”It was like holding in my hand some rare, exhausted, nearly doomed bird which I had miraculously happened to find. I was very frightened; I am sure he was frightened too, and we shut our eyes.”
“I feel in myself now a faint, a dreadful stirring of what so overwhelmingly stirred in me then, a fear thirsty heat, and trembling, and tenderness so painful I thought my heart would burst.”

OW! Gay yearning!

I’m sorry I’m not strong enough to keep going. It’s just so,,,, bland

Y’all this is,,,, not. I have Many things to say. This feels like hollow fanfiction

Begging authors to have at least the most basic vampire lore established or revealed gradually

The plot sure is thin here, huh

SPOILER QUOTE

“To hate the thing that is completing you.
To love the thing that is destroying you.
What perfect suffering.
What hell divine.”

Foreshadowing so thin it’s hardly a shadow

I’m nosy by nature and also have a lot of opinions about romantasy (and vampires) let’s get it

Spoiler quote ahead

<spoiler>“‘But you are monsters!’
“The Wolfmother shook her head then, her eyes hard and cold.
“‘If that be so, little Mouse, we are the monsters yer kind made us.’”</spoiler>

Oh boy

Okay the cheeky reveal

Xie Lian you sweet gay idiot

Gnawing on my walls and chewing carpet. I wasn’t expecting to tear up less than 30% of the way through but you know. I truly am a fool

screaming and frowing up at some of these scenes. already want to eat carpet and it’s so early on.




SPOILER for some quotes

”You know, Capitaine Aaron used to tell us you only appreciate the sunshine after you’ve felt the pouring rain. B-but sometimes it feels like it’s been raining all my life.”
And her name was the prayer I whispered to drown out the roar of revenge in my head