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from all the media i have consumed recently, the number of doomed couples i have come across is staggeringly high, and idk what to make of it. especially considering this is the month of love :(

miss axie and her commitment to the male damsel in distress agenda where they get rescued by the girl is everything 🙂‍↕️🎀✨️

"as she stared at the floating world, she made a promise to herself. that world could pull her into its shadow, but it would never hold her. in the end, she would break free."

"men fear women who have wings."
ain't that the truth ( ￣-￣)

is this what i think it is?? they're making some sort of enhanced army and she has a power that would derail all their plans? oh my

"bring me the girl, and i'll help you find him."
oh, so that's how they meet. miss axie, why do our boys always get roped into monitoring (?) our girls?? but im not complaining 🤭

i just want to sink myself into this book. uni who? i want to just read this book 🙂‍↕️ ren and sunho, what are your stories?? and the bigger question: HOW DO YOU EVEN MEET??!?

HE DIDN'T DIE YEAH? NAHH, what is happening rn 😭😭

i have about hundred pages left and um i don't want to finish reading this 😭 because ik this is a duology and God's above know that this is going to end in a cliffhanger and then ill slowly go insane waiting 😃🤧 ALSO UM THE REVELATION SCENE!?!?!? KDKSDJKWAJEJDJ I AM UNWELL-

the more i read, the less i like the other tetrarch's. and atp kadra sounds like a saint. but i have a lot of theories, and im trying to play detective here, let's see how wrong i end up being 😂

its that phase of the book where our girl makes the most stupidest mistake *sigh* but can't honestly blame her, she was basically coerced into it unknowingly. i just hope kadra doesn't take it to heart too much (っ- ‸ - ς)

ok that was a lot of insane things, anyway
SAVIOUR GUY = MYSTERY MAN??!
pls be a good guy pls pls pls (ノ_･､)

"i just want to give," she said quietly, watching rain punch the ground. "taking is inevitable in life. but i'd like to give more than i receive."
WHOEVER HAD THE AUDACITY TO HURT SARAI DESERVES THE MOST PAINFUL DEATH EVER 😤

OMG THIS BOOK WILL PROBABLY END ME. cause the gasp i gasped when i realized the girl from the prologue is our main character!! (i totally forgot the synopsis 😂)

“No,” I whisper. “I think the lord should be understood.”
and that’s where i stop reading for today. good day everyone 🫡

“I drop my head on his chest, letting myself be comforted by this man I am sworn to destroy.”
Can i start crying now? that way by the end ill be too tired to cry anymore

“This is madness. It will only end in pain.”
if this is all true and sincere, when he realizes it will be a betrayal of the next level. the pain is visible five hundred km away and it’s ok we’ll all deny it for now 😃

“A silence braided with unspoken words wraps around us, comforting.”
please let this all be true and not a trap. may she have at least one thing she can blindly trust pls 🥺😭

she helped him unknowingly, he helps her knowingly and unknowingly and NOW WHAT HAPPENS?!

at first i was team Indra, then team Kaushika and now idk who’s right or wrong anymore

each time meneka approaches kaushika i go slightly insane from worry, like girl can u not put yourself in harm’s way?! 🥺🥺

girl, how do you a celestial being plan to pretend as a mortal in front of this extremely powerful sage?!?!? TT-TT

ahhh, reading this is like coming home, it reminds me of amma's bedtime stories 🥹💘

I silently curse Gong Gong for making me need Xander in so many ways.
is our darling gong gong playing matchmaker from the grave?? 😂😭

reading this book is so much fun, cause im recognizing small tidbits of info ive picked up from all the cdramas/books ive consumed 🙂‍↕️

Because I was thinking about Leon, and only warmth bloomed in my chest. Fondness too. Not an ounce of anger or bitterness. I thought of him, sat with him, and felt comfort and safety and love.
ohh amelia 🥺🤧 leon u better have a good reason for making my soul sister cry 😤

THIS CURSE BETTER BE A BUNCH OF LIES 😭

LINA YOU GO GIRL!!! WE CAN DO THIS!

“Do you know,” he whispers raggedly, “the first time I realized I loved you? Truly loved you? Soul-crushingly so? When I saw a future with you, as if told by the stars themselves?”
rui i don’t need to cry right now 😭😭