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I am a SUCKER for a good carnival scene.

NO NONOFOFNONONOGNFJGOF GOD NO PLEASE GOD NO

“The veins in his neck pulse, his pupils blown. “A girl as sweet as you shouldn’t look like sin,” he murmurs, voice full of grit. “Brings me to my goddamn knees.”

His MOUTH.

“Do you still taste like bubblegum?” The tip of his nose glides up the arc of my neck until his teeth find my earlobe. He nibbles on it. “I bet you do.”

Name a better trope than the excruciating slow burn angsty childhood best friends who secretly had a crush on each other but never knew until they grow older and into strangers and years go by and they stumble across each other and then they find out

“… the sound of young laughter ringing in my ears. My mind must be playing tricks on me, or maybe it’s the little girl who asked us for tickets, but I swear—I swear I see her. I see Emma swinging her bucket from side to side, pumping a victorious fist in the air as she smiles down at me, backlit by a sea of stars.”

I’m a mess right now 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Oh my god the ladder scene…. Sunshine 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Im so scared reading this rn…. So many questions so many feelings of foreshadowing….. Cal is so fucking fine tho