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"More and more often of late, thinking about my life, I seek out the decisive and fundamental mistake I have probably committed- and can't find it. And yet I must have committed it, because if I hadn't and had still not attained what I wanted to attain, in spite of the honest endeavors of a long life, then it would have been proof that what I wanted was impossible, and the consequence would be utter hopelessness."