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TheFeelsAreInTheBasement wrote: "I'm having the worst effing night ever -.- First I get into bed at about ten...I cuddle with some books, as per usual. It takes me a while to fall asleep, also usual. Then, at 1:28 I checked the c..."
HAHAHAHA
I REMEMBER THIS!!!!
LOOKING BACK ON IT IT'S PRETTY FUNNY!
TheFeelsAreInTheBasement wrote: "Started off the New Year drinking Faygo and eating chips ordering a book titled "American nerd : the story of my people" alone.....Void, is this a good start or a rotten one?"
Good, you fugging idiot.
Started off the New Year drinking Faygo and eating chips ordering a book titled "American nerd : the story of my people" alone.....Void, is this a good start or a rotten one?
Hello void, I haven't shouted to you in a while. Have you missed me? Of course you haven't. Even without me there are still plenty of people for you to listen to. But I'd like to imagine that you missed me, Id like to imagine that everyone misses me, although I know how untrue that fact is. I try to be verocious with myself, and I do this as calmly as I can. But sometimes when I'm exploring my mind it becomes to painful and I have to distract myself. I'm not usually scared of myself, but sometimes I just cant be with myself for a while. And that's ok. Its ok that I need to take breaks from reality, its ok that sometimes I cant handle my thoughts. And I think that comes with being too smart. Now void, I'm not here to flatter myself, but I am pretty smart-and wise- in the scheme of things. And with this comes a feeling that I can observe myself as if I were a third party. So through this technique, I know myself pretty well. I know my rules and limitations, but I also know what I yearn for. And the horrible thing is, to get what I yearn for, I must go past my limitations. I'm scared void, I really am. But lately its become less of an option, its become something I must do. Its a gigantic risk, some would call it a leap. And void, I hope you're there for me when I fall.
ADD UPDATE:"Heaven is for real and you're going to like it"
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I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS GOODREADS!
AlwaysByYourSide wrote: "ginny i just read ur about me. Miss u :)"I MISS YOU TOO! COME HOME! :'(
ginny i just read ur about me. Miss u :)
SUPER FUGGING EXCITED! ALMOST DONE WITH MY FIRST NOVEL! IT SUCKS BUT I'M STILL PRETTY EXCITED!
I'm having the worst effing night ever -.- First I get into bed at about ten...I cuddle with some books, as per usual. It takes me a while to fall asleep, also usual. Then, at 1:28 I checked the clock, I woke up with an awful stomach ache. It goes away eventually so I try to fall asleep again. It always takes me a while to fall asleep, which was a problem to night. You see, I'm on vacation, at a beach house, with large windows, and at night my imagination tends to get the best if me. So here I am, scaring the absolute crape out if myself for like, two hours. There was one noise that sounded like heavy space dragon breathing, which I would fnd cool any other time but right now its just really scary, I don't know what it is.at one point I'm just so scared that I fly across the floor, which I presumed was covered in goblins, and turned on the light. So I proceeded to sit on my bed with the lights on, clutching a weapon (my hardcover edition of the collected short stories of William Faulkner) fir about half an hour. Still scared. Before I was too scared to listen to music fir fear if not hearing the murderer's and rapist's footsteps. Then I remembers it was all in my head and ut would be better if I couldn't hear the noises that were freaking ne out. So I put in mu ipod and try to fall asleep in a sitting up position, it didn't work. So I layer down, my body still rigid with fear and I listened ti music fir a bit. It is currently 4:40 and I still cant fall asleep, but I dint really feel scared anymore.
Sometimes I feel horrifically unworthy of reading a book. Like the book is so much bigger- so much better- than I could ever be. It feels like I'm doing it a great injustice by laying my sordid hands on its immaculate pages. When this happens...I'm lost fir words. I'll usually finish the book then sit in silent shock, letting my inner turmoil churn in my stomach. I'll contemplate how little I am in contrast ti the world, I'll think about how simple strings of words outrun me in the race of life. Then I'll usually get iver it, and pick up another book. Anyone else ever feel this?
I have no idea of how many of the Naruto books I've read...on unix manga it doesnt tell you which one your on...just the chapter..which book has chapter 146 in it?
I just realized that I've been slacking off on reading the manga that I was using to slack off by reading a different manga and slacking off on the main goal of my original slacking off.
That moment when you realize you're only reading a book for one character.
I did!