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The Institute
Preston arched so his shirt could be slipped off, moving against him.
Penn sighed briefly, nodding. "S-sorry. Sometimes I get these...these images. Images of you and me. And its scary, and...and I can't stop and..." No use explaining, she couldnt talk much
Penn sighed briefly, nodding. "S-sorry. Sometimes I get these...these images. Images of you and me. And its scary, and...and I can't stop and..." No use explaining, she couldnt talk much
Preston giggled and latched onto him.
Penn pulled away. Her hair was falling out of its bun, making her look a little disheveled.
Penn pulled away. Her hair was falling out of its bun, making her look a little disheveled.
((Ff?))
Penn looked at her, blue eyes shimmering. "I.....I love...Thank you, Nixos." she tried to tell her she loved her, but stopped
Penn looked at her, blue eyes shimmering. "I.....I love...Thank you, Nixos." she tried to tell her she loved her, but stopped
She turned away, eyes blinking.furiously. "I'm...I'm going to go train.."
"NO! Im not weak, im fine!" She yelled, walking away quickly and bounding out the door, feeling tears rise. "Im not a child! Why does she care so much?!?!"
She kept walking, going past the training room altogether, and out to the stairwell to the floor below. She wanted to go out, out to the pavilion in the back, just to breathe. She threw open the door and let the london air hit her. She slammed it shut, and fell against it, feeling those tears fall. "I AM a baby! Who am I kidding!?!?!"
((Where did you comment for Alec?))
She stood back up, looking around at the wall towering over her. It obstructed the view of the street. She took a seat at a little pation chair, crying into her hands.
She stood back up, looking around at the wall towering over her. It obstructed the view of the street. She took a seat at a little pation chair, crying into her hands.
((Ah, I saw. Thank you.))
Her spine was visible through her thin, champagne colored long sleeved collared shirt. Her hair finally just tumbled out from the bow. It fell in her eyes. Despite looking messy, she seemed to have an...unrequited beauty at the moment, sort of stunning. She tried to stop the tears. "Why am I even crying? Why am I so...emotional?"
Her spine was visible through her thin, champagne colored long sleeved collared shirt. Her hair finally just tumbled out from the bow. It fell in her eyes. Despite looking messy, she seemed to have an...unrequited beauty at the moment, sort of stunning. She tried to stop the tears. "Why am I even crying? Why am I so...emotional?"
She looked up at her, startled and bewildered. "Oh! Y-yes?"
INixos looked so pretty, she couldnt help but notice. "Yes, Yes...Im fine I suppose..."
"Not thing. You'd think i'm...disturbed..." She said quietly.
She nodded, convinced. "Oh, yes you would. It involves you."
She looked away, to the wall. "See?"
"You dont really care, though" she said, unenthusiastically
"Fine." She drew in a breath. "I think in in love. Truly. With someone. Someone you know..."
"I..." She paused, thinking she could lie. "N-no...Thats...thats just...morally wrong, you being my parabatai and all..." As she said this, she felt tears rise, the truth setting in
She bit her lip, so hard, blood ran down her chin. "S-Sorry...I...It's not you...I cannot let it be you...I'm not in love with...with you...I'm...I'm sorry..."
"WHAT!" She yelled back, shoving her hand away. "It's no big deal! I'm fine, I swear!" But, she looked anything but fine.
Later, Preston heard the noise and looked out his window to see the two girls. He wanted to find out what was going on, so he ran down the stairs and out to the pavilion. "Everything alright out here, ladies?"
Later, Preston heard the noise and looked out his window to see the two girls. He wanted to find out what was going on, so he ran down the stairs and out to the pavilion. "Everything alright out here, ladies?"
Penn stared up at her with blank eyes, frozen. "I love you, Nixos. And that scares me." She said, after a while. She felt cold all of a sudden.
Preston watched, stepping a little closer, not saying anything. Should he turn back now? No, he thought. He had to watch to see how this unfolded.
Preston watched, stepping a little closer, not saying anything. Should he turn back now? No, he thought. He had to watch to see how this unfolded.
She stood up from her chair and wrapped her arms around her, squeezing slightly. She refused to do any more, but huging her just felt right.
Preston watched, wide-eyed and shocked.
Preston watched, wide-eyed and shocked.
Penn felt as if she might burst, feeling far too comfortable with her at this moment. No hint of awkwardness.
Preston looked to Patch and mouthed "This isn't good."
Preston looked to Patch and mouthed "This isn't good."
Preston decided to break them up before feelings errupted. "Uh...Uh, hey girls..." He said, stepping forward and attempting to smile.
Penn still did not let go.
Penn still did not let go.
Preston backed off, feeling idiotic. "Sure..." He turned and fled with Patch.
Penn sighed heavily and smoothed her hands down Nixos' back
Penn sighed heavily and smoothed her hands down Nixos' back
He nodded quickly. "Yes?" He looked distraught.
She slumped against her, losing her balance. "Nixos...I'm weak..."
She slumped against her, losing her balance. "Nixos...I'm weak..."
"They aren't doing anything, as far as im concerned. No matter what, im not saying a word. Love is love, and theirs should last as long as it can."
She nodded as her vision went black. Her hands tingled, as she couldnt feel them. "Hurry, please..."
She nodded as her vision went black. Her hands tingled, as she couldnt feel them. "Hurry, please..."
She would wake up to dry heave every once in a while, but nothing came out. She looked paler than usual, hair sticking to her head from sweat
She slept fitfully. She had caught just a common cold, nothing like a terminal illness. It was just coming at a really bad time
Later, she awoke, looking sickly and pale. "Uh...Nixos? Ye still there?" Her words were sort of slurred, seeming as she was groggy from having just woken up.
She looked to their hands, and smiled thoughtfully. She didn't let go of it, nor try to wake her up.
Penn rested her head against the pillow, but sleep would not come again. She sighed, thinking about the occurences of today. Preston had saw...Patch too! Would they tell? She didn't want to bring it up to them, in case they were
Pwnn jerked up and dropped her hand when she saw her stir
She nodded, not lying about it either. "You slept...How was that?" She wanted to appear friendly.
She patted the bed and offered up a spot for her. "You could've slept with me...The chair must'vd been uncomfortable..."
She slipped her arms around Nixos' middle and pulled her close. "Oh, well! Good then!" She had returned to typical Penn happiness.
She wanted to apologize, but words like that wouldn't form. "I have no idea what was wrong with me...maybe stress..." She blushed at this, but it just made her cheeks look rosy
Penn smiled as well. "Let's....Let's put yesterday all behind us and start anew. Want to come with me to go get breakfast?"
Penn got up and went to her closet to change, stripping and forgetting Nixos was there. She carried on as she pulled her knickers on.
She finished dressing and was buttoning up her shirt when she turned to see Nixos closing her eyes. "I don't mind, you know. You can see."
She shrugged casually. "It's fine, really." She was pretending as if yesterday had never happened. As far as she was concerned, Nixos and her had nothing, no spark.
She nodded and held the door open for her, full of chivalry.
Penn took off down the hall at a quick pace, twirling like a drunk ballerina all the way to the dining hall.
When they got there, she sat in her usual spot, kicking her feet up on the table. "HUZZAH! Feed me!" She commanded, pointing to her invisible crown. "i am the PRINCE of the London Institute!"
She opened her mouth for Nixos to feed her. She was dead serious
Penn leaned her chair back, really feeling like royalty. She was playing up her discomfort and feelings for Nixos as much as she could, in an attempt to mask it
Penn leaned forward and took her feet off of the table. She opened her small mouth just a smidge, while smiling. "You dont.have to feed me if you.dont want to...."
She opened wider, smiling with her eyes. This was much more sensual than she thought it would be
Penn stared at her lovingly, getting lostin her eyes. She swallowed the warm liquid gently
After a while, Penn pushed away, not wanting anymore. "Thank you, love."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" She said, crying out. "I don't know WHAT'S wrong witj me. I get so emotional sometimes, it's dumb!! Oh, Nixos...Nixos, i'm sorry!"