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[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: xD brilliant

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Me: *tackles all*

My sister and mom are finally coming back today ;_; I've been alone for far too longggg. The house is a total mess.

Van + Ivi, you want to start the CecilRoz dramarama sometime soon?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: *glomps*

Sure. I have an essay due, so maybe soon.

[Jo]

Me: A friend of mine speculated how might one do a Harlem Shake in Hogwarts. Monika, how do you even do a muggle dance in Hogwarts.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: O.o

I read the post at Astronomy Tower and I thought of these post-its from this day that was meant to be "Kindness Day" (which to me implies that on every other day, people are asshole) that were like, "You're unique" or "Believe in yourself," etc. and I just keep wanting to put up another post it after it, "YOU DON'T KNOW MY LIFE." I dunno I'm tired ;n;

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Me: As in I can start it if you want :)

@Jo - I just had the BEST image hahahahahaha

Which part of it made you think of that, Ivi?

Speaking of (warning: here follows a somewhat emotional and not very straightforward rant due to the fact that it's the anniversary of a friend's suicide) ~ (view spoiler)[my biggest problem with the fact that teens nowadays, facing depression and suicidal thinking, are drifting towards the 'nobody cares' philosophy. I can't tell you how many kids I've met who have been like "I wish I could die just to see who would care," and "I should hurt myself to see how much other people care," etc - which is separate from the true chemical imbalance (illness) that causes an active, individual desire to kill/maim oneself without thinking of it as a drastic means to make someone care/see someone care. This is a huge issue, something that's being caused (I find) by modern (read: American) culture. It's a phenomenon that's largely being caused in North America and American-influenced cultures as in countries like Europe. And it's so devastating because these teens have families and friends, and so many people they've touched during their lives, and they simply don't see that for a variety of reasons. IMO it's a lack of structure and that awful need to conform. It's obvious these teenagers have people who care for them, quite simply because it's virtually impossible to have no one care. Family (which is a bond that I find really important and that the same negative effects of this culture have corrupted) and friends, random people you meet on your way to work, school, walking in the park, person sitting across from you on the bus - it's impossible to not have anyone care. Just like every single human being on this planet has a totally unique personality that contributes to the way the world works. Yes. Every single person is unique, and that's the incredible, paradoxical beauty of being human, and it's something that many people are forgetting with the 'nobody cares about me' philosophy. (hide spoiler)]

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: If you could.

"...to be happy again." Not necessarily the context, so much as the actual words.

I agree completely, but the main problem I have with the anonymous post-its is just that--they're anonymous and I don't feel the sentiment behind them because they're not intended for any one person and also because they're so annoyingly similar. I mean, it's not just the post-its. It's all of the posts on tumblr and around the internet. I know they have good intention, and the sentiment is there but the method of sending around the message isn't necessarily the best, and I think that it's also feeding into the "nobody cares about me" idea, since all of the notes are almost always created by someone who most likely has never even interacted remotely with the recipient.

[Vanessa]

Me: Hi.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: Van~

[Vanessa]

Me: :D HELLO.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: How're you?

[Vanessa]

Me: Good. A day off did me wonders. I got a lot of work done and made brehners~ you?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: :D that's good. I'm pretty good.

[Vanessa]

Me: Tis good. ^_^ I missed you guuuuys. :( hopefully the smart techy people fix my computer.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: they will~ :) *glomps*

[Vanessa]

Me: :D

I'm reading a book, and one of the character's name is Van, so every time he's mentioed I imagine myself.xD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: xD that's awesome.

[Jo]

Me: xD Oh my god.

So tomorrow is that abortion essay and after a few videos on abortion definitely made me lose any ability to rebel.

[Vanessa]

Me: it's even better because he's a small thin asian man with a pointy beard.

HiJo~

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: Jo, the thing about abortion videos is that they're usually extremely biased, so take them with a grain of salt, whether they be for or against.

Oh my god that's perfect, Van xD

[Vanessa]

Me: "Van's voice echoed in my head." xD wuuuuut.

[Jo]

Iviana (The Sign Painter) wrote: "Me: Jo, the thing about abortion videos is that they're usually extremely biased, so take them with a grain of salt, whether they be for or against.

Oh my god that's perfect, Van xD"

Me: I am. I look up if they're inaccurate or manipulated.

XD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: I CAN HEAR MYSELF IN MY THOUGHTS.

[Vanessa]

Me: XD I WOULD MAKE SUCH TERRIBLE CNSCIENCS (*conscience; my Nook butchered that)

I told my brother and he called me a dork so I said, "YOU, SIR, ARE A PEANUTWHISTLE." That shut him up. :3

[Jo]

Me: xD VAN.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: I think I would just complain all day. Also be really passive aggressive about any decision.

XD

[Vanessa]

Me: xD IVI BE MY CONSCIENCE FOR A DAY PLEASE I NEED.

[Jo]

Ms: I would be terrified to have Bruce as my conscience. xD

[Vanessa]

Bruce: What? I'm a lamb.
Me: xD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: Also a lot of swearing.
"Oh for f/ck's sake, who the f/ck does she think she is, talking during the movie? The buttmunch--oh that's probably wrong. I mean, I wouldn't know. But you should probably not do that."

[Vanessa]

Me: xD Pleeeeease please please Santa I've been such a good little noodle. :(

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: that reminds me of how on Friday, I was in math and we were working in groups, except my friend wasn't there so I worked with these two guys (who are pretty great) who just so happen to sit next to this girl I don't like (she's pretty terrible--I really don't like her. (view spoiler)[She sits next to me in history and while we were taking a test, every time she turned the page of her packet, her page would cover my test completely and I just really wanted to smack her in the face (hide spoiler)]).
We were working and I got started on how much I disliked this one problem, and then one of the guys was like, "Cassidy, what doesn't annoy you?" and then I replied, "Uh, bunnies," and he was like, "Well good thing my band's name is Bunny," and that girl I don't like overheard us and butted in: "Cassidy, do I annoy you?" I mean, I couldn't bring myself to say that I hate her guts, so then I replied, "I mean, sometimes, but in fairness, everyone annoys me a little bit," which is probably the most passive aggressive thing I've ever said to a person, because if that was the case, I wouldn't have any friends.

[Vanessa]

Me: xD aw.

That reminds me of how I was also working in a group in math, and my friend Michael was talking about how he tolerates people because he has to. I was like, "Thanks." And then he was like, "No, no! I don't tolerate you.
Me: ;n;
Michael: oh god that came out wrong. I like you. But not like that." Then someone told him to stop before he hyperventilated. XD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: XD d'aw.

[Vanessa]

Me: xD He's easily Daniel-level awkward. Like if someone hugged him he would just not.

So I bought a mini tiered cake kit because of those mini food videos.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: XD Just no.

i've been watching those so much lately. ;n; That and playing League of Legends because essays.

[Vanessa]

Me: pretty much. xD

That's me except Pokemon Mystery Dungeon because I found it under the couch.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: I/VE ALSO BEEN PLAYING MYSTERY DUNGEON. HOLY CRAP.

[Vanessa]

Me: OH GOD
I WANT TO BEFRIEND A POKEMON NOW AND NAME IT IVI AND PUT IT ON MY TEAM.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: MAKE IT A SQUIRTLE, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT MY POKEMON IS IN MYSTERY DUNGEON (explorers of time)

[Vanessa]

Me: OK I SHALL TRY. I have explorers of darkness and I's a pikachu. :3

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: Your partner could have been Squirtle and then yep. Mine's a Charmander. I started a new game (I never beat it the first playthrough because I couldn't beat the final boss) and a week later, I finished it, so I think it's safe to say that I'm completely done with school. ;n;

[Vanessa]

Me: xD

OH GOD I DON'T EVEN RIGHT NOW. I'm not that far so I'm starting a new game yes.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: so dONE WITH THIS. ;n; Freaking essays.

:D I just beat the game, so I'll try to find a pikachu.

[Vanessa]

Me: YOU CAN DO IT.

:D

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: NO. I'M ONLY ON MY SECOND PARAGRAPH AND I DON'T HAVE ANY EVIDENCE FROM THESE STUPID ARTICLES. ;n; WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN.

:D

[Vanessa]

Me: PEE (I'm sorry but not sorry but also still sorry) *glomp*

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: XDDDD ILY~

We were meant to have a rough draft on monday but then I didn't want to write it so I wrote the first sentence, and then copy/pasted my science project, so it basically wnet, "Macbeth Macbeth Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle"

[Vanessa]

Me: ily~

f/CK XD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter)]

Me: RIGHT. "In essence, the primary goal of Macbeth is to obtain absolute power. [that sounds so bad it hurrrrts] Dealing with the Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle, which is derived from observations conducted during the Quantum Leap" at which point someone commented: "I understand--you're referring to the Great Leap Forward [referencing Chinese history] in Macbeth."