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e.l.e.c (emma) and Max
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Mar 05, 2012 12:50AM
"Eugh your so hopeless!" She groaned and grabbed his laptop to show him. "I cant believe you would do such a thing... i trusted you!"
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"oh" he said "I'm sorry I made a mistake I got that when I thought we were over" he said
She rolled her eyes. "Yeah im sure you did." She said. "I bet you had when we were in Sydney too and i wouldnt sleep with you."
"check the added date" it said the date she left him
She looked at him. "How do i know you didnt have some before and just added them there? Jesse you hurt me once and you basically just did it again..." She let a few small tears fall. "Why? Jesse i love you.. iv given you my heart and soul into this relationship but i.. i just dont know what to think about you."
"then don't think about me get someone who does the right things I mean look at me I'm on house arrest u just saw that stuff and my brother walked in on me I'm a screw up and u deserve better" he said he let it sink in "but I went to house arrest protecting you I put that on there cuz I gave up on life after you left and he walked in on us because I love you and U deserve someone that can love you without messing things up and if you leave me I'll just give up again u give me life and energy u get me up in the morning u keep me caring and before I met you I just didn't care about life I did life threatening stunts and u saved me so I'll leave it to u but u deserve better"
Indi couldnt control her tears, she just let them fall and took a few steps back. "I need to think! Please.. Jesse dont... dont leave." She bit her lip. "I need to go... just.. outside i dont care." She said trying to breath.
Indi watched him, instead of going outside she just sat down then and there. She pulled her legs up to her chest and hugged them tightly. "He always does this... why are you with him? You know he's just going to hurt you again." (mind thinking) "Euugh Shut up!" She yelled to herself.
Indi kept hearing herself think and give herself reason why she should leave him but she always seemed to think of why she should stay plus the reasons he gave her.
After almost an hour she calmed down as well as looked at all the details of times and dates that he had added the porn. She noticed at least one or two were before the day she left but the others were on that day. She went downstairs, whipping her eyes.
He avoided her gaze and pretended to be a sleep not wanting her to leave him
Indi went to the kitchen, she grabbed a drink before she looked over at him 'sleeping'
Indi sat down at the table, she put her head in her hands and softly cried again.
((brb dinner.. will you still be on?))
He heard her crying and "woke up" he walked over
e.l.e.c wrote: "((brb dinner.. will you still be on?))"
She didnt notice until he was right next to her, she sniffled a little.
He looked into his eyes there was no gimmicks in them no tricks just a forgive me look
Indi looked at him as she whipped her eyes, she stood and hugged him tightly.
He didn't know what that meant so he hugged her
Indi pulled back and looked at him. "Jesse i cant loose you.. youve changed my life so much... honestly dont know what to do with out you."
Indi held his hand. "Will we ever get past this? Past all bad thats happened."
"we focus on the bad and forget the good" he said quoting one of his idols
She looked at him and nodded a little. "Yeah ok."
"yea" he said even though he felt back
She took a deep breath. "I love you, im so sorry."
She nodded softly. "And baby.. i .... i cant leave you."
Indi looked back at him. "We need to stop fighting."
"I don't thin k that's ever. Gonna happen" he said seriously
She looked down a little as she thought about it.
He kissed her cheek "but well always get through it"
Indi nodded again. "I know, i trust you.. i really do."
He sighed liking the feel of her lips
Indi took his hand and headed towards the couch, his brother sat there.
