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Karishma's Thoughts
Do I know about last spring? Lol it feels like 'I know what you did last summer..'But Nate that's mean! I mean something's gotta be up with him if he's normally not like this, which he's not. I hope he's okay:/ Maybe that's why he's been annoying too, like there's something he's got and he's just not Idk what to call it, but do you get what I mean? Well you just give him a little pat on the back for me, like a nice clap on the shoulder while passing by. That's manly right?
No I never told anyone about last spring...He still swears its not what I think but idk, I'm pretty sure its exactly what I think. maybe he didn't go through with it but...no matter. My guess is he probably took Joel's car out, he did have permission to, but I bet he hit the back roads opened it up and lost control, he prob hit a guard rail or something. So rather than having to explain how the car was damaged or to lie...he's covering it up. That's my guess.
Ohh, I really hate back roads, the lanes are too small for meOkay so my friend knows him, right, and she was like comparing him to this guy in our grade (which I've never had much regard for, he reminds me of a goblin) and I asked her if he was a jerk and stuff, and she said he's got his jerk moments, and like he 'jokes' Like, he'll be like Ewww but he'll be kidding? Oh and I told her about my breakfast thing and she was like Yeah he's oblivious, so that explains that. *shrug* I think he's better off with pee girl. But she got highlights or something, or maybe I was just imagining the nasty color bc it looked better after
So there's still hope for hoodie guy. It took me a minute to figure out pee girl, than I remembered the dirty pee colour hair. Not a good image. I think must of us have our jerk moments some more than others.
oh and its not mean....Blackmail. He has stuff on me too, or he did. It all came to light anyway, all cus I forgot to check one fricken box. smh
Yeah, idk I mean she didn't really say anything bad about him, she was like You could still date him. Yeah there's hope, but Idk, I can just see the whole thing too well, him being jerky and all.Okay you can be honest, I kind of need you to be, so is it really bad that all I really wanna do is just kiss him? Just to see what it's like. Like, I'm not saying I'm looking for just physical stuff, but like Just first, I'm not interested in him as a person. Which I guess is good bc I don't even know him well, but maybe I'm just reassuring myself. I just feel creepy. And like a s word.
Nate wrote: "oh and its not mean....Blackmail. He has stuff on me too, or he did. It all came to light anyway, all cus I forgot to check one fricken box. smh"That thing with the car stuff last time? I think it was car stuff. Idk nvm but Idk, it doesn't seem nice to blackmail people. It's a really bad situation to be in (not yours specifically but like worse ones)
Idk if I'd say creepy. Maybe a bit odd, to want to kiss someone but not really be into them in any other way...but than again I can kinda see it too. (I mean we've all seen ppl on TV and stuff that we say I'd like to kiss her, but know we'd never be anything...so the only difference is Hoodie aint famous.) But you seem to already have defeated yourself anyway, cus you keep saying how your pretty sure he'd be a jerk. Its like that's what your expecting so that's what your gona see regardless of weather he really is or not.
No it wasn't car stuff...I haven't told anyone about it. Lets just say I kinda signed my parents signatures to something. & Had I not screwed up I'd prob be done with school right now.
Yep, and I'm like Why would you wanna kiss someone you don't like? Exactly, it's not good. You're right on that, I am gonna think he's a jerk since it's planted in my mind, but if I ever do start talking to the guy I'm sure it could change. I'm not like hardcore I wanna talk to this kid though (lol word of the night, hardcore), but if I do we'll see how it goes. But no, I'm not gonna think he's a jerk and be all grr, I'll just think about how everyone's prob right. I'm gonna talk to that girl more though, lol maybe she'll hook me upHave you found something to amuse you yet?
Nate wrote: "No it wasn't car stuff...I haven't told anyone about it. Lets just say I kinda signed my parents signatures to something. & Had I not screwed up I'd prob be done with school right now."Oh you idiot. I'm sorry but really Nate, it's not That bad. Just deal with it so you don't have to have it plague you for the rest of your life. Oh and now I'm freaked out by rats bc they still carry the Plague
Ooh are you doing the Poke, poke, poke thing?
I'm not an idiot. (ok maybe at times) I HATE school... what can I say. Whatever, its done and in the past. Moving on.
You're lucky this isn't in person. Just saying. Does Cass know about it? (sorry ik you said move on and it's kinda prying now so you don't have to answer)
She knew after the fact. This all happened around the time I went to Germany back in Nov.
ah. Well then you've dealt with the whole spiel, I'm guessing, and if not you got a little piece from me. So I was telling my friend about how so many women in Germany don't wear bras when theyre out and she was like "Karishma that's such a stereotype" and I was like "Well someone that went there saw, and you just count when you go."
Oh, I was about to start girl-gossiping with you. Not good
I guess it depends on what part of Germany your in. lol yeah not good...let me guess so-&-so didn't wear a bra in PE the other day. I hear girl gossip all to much.
how much more time b4 a shoe or something is flung my way LOL still aggravating Angie.
I bet that so and so prob has huge boobs too. But no, lol it was just the general When you buy something someone else has, and it was like their 'thing' and you're just an idiot. So now that girl hates you, everyone she knows hates you, so basically everyone hates you. Wait now I went back to nonexistant gym girl and that wouldn't feel good.. *shakes head* nvm
Ooh you better hope it's not a heel. lol smh you need to find another outlet for your boredom
Ikr I kinda don't feel like doing anything but at the same time I'm not good with just sitting and doing nothing.
I need something new to fill my time. I've been reading more, lately. But even that I can't do for all that long.
You could always try writing:) That was prob the last thing you wanted to hear, but idk what new thing you could do. You have sports, a girl, a job... I mean unless you wanna do some self-searching Idk what you can do really. The internet's always cooking up some new thing, or reviving old things. Any new hobbies you think you could take up?
its almost midnight. You should be asleep. I feel bad cus I think your just on to keep me company. Get some sleep Kar. I'm a big boy I'll be ok lol
Someone's got their cocky pants on too (oh gosh, please don't say anything *face in hands, embarrassed*, ik that was really bad)Sometimes just being on talking to someone can keep me up longer than usual, so don't feel bad. It's easier to control with texting, but if I'm multi tasking then I can lose track of things.
If you really want me to go to sleep.. Goodnight. I hope you find something to do besides annoy Angie
writing? really? smh....everyone's been on me about that. & yeah, I've actually been messing around with the piano a bit more. I suck at it. other than that don't know if I need a new hobby maybe just reinvent old ones.
I knew everyone would, so I figured why not jump on the bandwagon? And that's good, Mom's been telling me to play more. Katie plays, you could talk to her about that. Actually, don't right now but maybe later. Reinventing some old ones might boost your mood too, good luck with it all
Karishma wrote: If you really want me to go to sleep.. Goodnight. I hope you find something to do besides annoy Angie .."But I'm so good at it...and time is running out, soon I wont be able to torment her all that much. lol
btw your welcome...I didn't say a thing about the cocky pants lol (or the penis pants, which was quite funny)
Aw, I was gonna ask about that but I figure you'll talk about it when it happens.and thank you:) such a gentleman. Lol and thanks, idk how you guys walk around with those things.*hops*
Its a subject I've been avoiding. me a gentleman? that would make mum proud. & I suppose its no different than you gals walking around with those things on your chest eh? lol
I was confused for a sec and then I looked down. Lol I like it when they bounce when you walk. Okaayyy, prob not the best thing to say, huh? I'm proud! Lol of what idk but *hand on hip and inspirational look up* yeah
I like it when they bounce when you walk. Okaayyy, prob not the best thing to say, huh? No comment LOL
(for a sec there I had to think weather you were referring to the guys or the gals lol)
I'm proud! Lol of what idk but *hand on hip and inspirational look up* yeah
Feeling a bit full of yourself today eh? lol Everyone needs a few days like that. Carry on than. Though I would advise against spontaneous bra-less dancing in public.
Oh I was quickly brought down, at inductions this girl (that same one that would sit with us in English and cry when she had nowhere to sit, idk if you remember that, it was way long ago) was wearin the same dress as me. WHY? And then people were teasing me like "Aw, that's so cute," and stuff and I was so upset! My face when I saw her, I was gaping. And it's annoying bc I should've just bought this dress I found earlier, and I could've worn that. UGH. And it's hard to get out of my headoh and okay so I was there early bc of Neil and so I was like I'm gonna pounce on the first junior that comes in. First junior to arrive, Cohen. I knew it was gonna be him too. Of course I was even weirder than usual, but it was nice talking to him, but he kept whining. It kind of reminded me, Cohen had jerk moments and those weren't too bad. But anyway, yeah I was stuck there for like 4 and a half hours
Why does that bother girls so much if someone has the same dress?I can't say much, I'd be whining too, I hate those types of things...mum made us go to an awards ceremony last year, I whined the whole time. lol I don't think that's a jerk thing just a bored, frustrated, guy thing perhaps? ...4 hours? Ugh better you than me. lol
No ik it wasn't jerk, it just kind of reminded me of moments, ik he was bored but I was close to being like "Do you have somewhere to be?" but I could see the reply to that. Awkward that I almost leaned on him a few times, that wouldn't have been good. It wasnt like-idk it wasnt, *sigh* idkAnd I'm over it, but it's really awkward having the same dress, and it's like Oh heck no when you see it. Plus it could imply we are drawn to similar things and That cannot be true. I'm not explaining well but it's just a girl thing. It's not like guys have to worry about it
Awkward that I almost leaned on him a few times, that wouldn't have been good. It wasnt like-idk it wasnt, *sigh* idk outa habit perhaps, or just cus your comfortable with him. You guys are still kinda friends eh? so there's a certain idk comfort there I guess but I know what you mean.
yeah I just never understood why girls get so riled up about that. I mean obviously unless it was something specifically made just for you someone out there has the same thing...
Probably, but as for the friend thing, Not really, I mean I barely see him, but we don't like hate each other or anything. I never told you why we broke up, did I? Huh.Yeah but it's still not fun to experience. My own fault for shopping places where the stuff is easily accessible
no I figured it wasn't something you wanted to really discuss. You've given enough info that I think I can piece it together. Think of it as flattery, she fancies to be like you. jk
Idk if you'd get it right though, idt it's a normal situation. I just feel kinda bad bc I've talked about it with a couple other people on here and I usually tell you stuff but this time I didn'tNO I even went there, I was like "And imitation is not flattery, blah blah blah"
Inspirational look, it's somewhere in here. One of the earlier posts in the day
its ok, I feel offended. If you want to tell me I'll listen, if ya don't that's cool too. Yeah I remember it was either last night or earlier today.
Can I hear your guess first? I don't mind talking about it, even though it's a bit late now lol
I'm trying to think of what I recall you mentioning about it...My guess was something along the lines of you were just kinda living like two different styles of life, & I know you felt uncomfortable around his family err at least his mum. idk If I'm even close on this, tbh I don't remember much about the situation.
Haha you confused him with Ryan I think, Ryan's mom didn't like me, but Cohen's family was so sweet and inviting. But you're right about the two-lives thing, I had to sneak around bc my parents weren't too big on the idea of me dating (which is bs bc apparently they're fine with Neil doing it) and he wanted to come clean about it and tell my parents and all and that all just spiraled. Short version. But yeah, it was a long time ago, around a year since we first started dating. The girl he's with now is supposed to be really nice and people think she's pretty, and he seems really happy so I'm glad about all that:)
Ok I did get them crossed up a bit. Would it really have been all that bad to come clean and tell your parents?...I mean you could have done it slowly, eased them into the idea by dropping hints.
I can see his point though, its sucks having to sneak around...but at the same time I know what its like, been there.
Idk, I mean now I feel like they might've let me, Might've, bc ik Mom would think we just did stuff all the time. Idk if parents think about that, but I prob could've found loopholes and been like We don't do blank (which doesn't mean you haven't done other stuff). My parents really would've been against it though, I think. Ik some of my cousins have been caught and idk what happened but it was like some big 'scandal' rmeOh and awk, have you ever realized someone you thought was hot looks like a diff version of a relative?
I still think you could have brought them around. Even if it was like only being able to be with him in a group setting, like a bunch of friends all hanging out. I think they might have been more at ease and then if that went well they might of let you have a few dates on your own. idk not sure how strict your parents are. I think its always in the back of parents minds but they also have to trust you at some point and how are you to show trust if they don't grant the opportunity.
You can always be blunt and point out like I did...If we really wanted to do 'Blank' it doesn't take all that much time, it could be done at anytime they have thier eyes off ya for like 15 minutes..where there is a will there is a way.
but nah I'd have to be really desperate to do that...I wouldn't rat him out. I told him I'd lend him the rest of the cash to pay for the car. & Idk I didn't ask what happened. he's had a few wrecks but he's not normally a reckless driver.
He totally did my head in though, I couldn't blv it. I didn't expect that. But whatever happened it must of been stupid or something cus he aint fessing up and if it was something that he was not at fault for I can't see him hiding it.