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[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I told you to read, Iso.

Hope, Dorm?

NO NO NO NO HE CAN'T LOSE HER THEY CAN'T LOSE EACH OTHER NO THIS CAN'T HAPPEN AHGHHH SJBDIEBIENIDBTUQNVRUEVXI EHD DRH DID D NO NO!!! Agh !!!'bbbbbjjebdisbibbjabsha $.!2$.?/!.7!shhdhdns

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Raven: *dead eyes, dead voice* Silvy, I have lost everything. What's one more?

Me: See my response to Iso, Silv.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Ah. Okay.
Rosemarie: *yelling from closet, banging on the door* Raven come on, don't do that! Don't say that, baby. I love you, I love you, I'll always love you, I love you.
Me: NO BUT SHE LOVES YOU AND YOU LOVE HER AND NO JUST STOP YOU TWO HAVE TO BE TOGETHER AND NO.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Raven: You can't stop the inevitable.

Me: It's times like these when I really think that someday, Raven is going to pull out a gun and he is going to put it to his temple and he is going to pull the trigger. It could be botched, of course, but someday I honestly, truly think that he is going to attempt suicide.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: THE INEVITABLE IS THAT YOU TWO DESERVE EACH OTHER AND ARE IN LOVE AND CAN'T LOSE EACH OTHER.

I think if he has an extremely bad day (like if he does lose Rosemarie and Morgan) he will commit suicide too. It would be so horrible and sad and we can't think like that. We have to have our Raven. We've put him through too much. D:

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: :c It's making me sick.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I'm going to make it a million times worse for everyone right now. Ready? Here we go. Listen to this song. Do it, and think about everything we have so far discussed. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fj6pQP...

Silvy, right now, every day Raven has is a bad one.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I hate when we listen to songs. It makes it worse.

Seriously please we have to make him at least a little bit better please please please.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: HOPE YOU STOP THAT RIGHT NOW.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: How, Silvy. How. If you can think of a way to do it, by I'll means it shall be implemented--but I sure as hell can't.

You see? Is it not worse? Is it not so much worse?

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: My solution is to bring his sister back to life. She never really died. She went to the hospital and was saved and her parents hid her from him. She comes to visit.

Anna would solve everything.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I couldn't finish. I'm gonna throw up. >.<

I don't know, you come up with the ways to heal him!!! Rosemarie can't help him at all, or else I'd throw them together now. >.< I don't know.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Isobel wrote: "Me: My solution is to bring his sister back to life. She never really died. She went to the hospital and was saved and her parents hid her from him. She comes to visit.

Anna would solve everything."

Me: That thought has crossed my mind once. I don't know how plausible I could make it though, and that it is the thing.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: We could work it out

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I think I might have, actually. In my head. A long time ago. It's very odd.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I vote we at least give it a shot.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Why, though? It is a Deus ex Machina.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: It might just be the only thing that works, though, and that sucks because so much of Raven will be lost. >.< Should we think of something else?

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Because Raven can't be like this forever. And he needs Anna.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis) wrote: "Me: It might just be the only thing that works, though, and that sucks because so much of Raven will be lost. >.< Should we think of something else?"

Me: Can we even think of something else?

@ Iso: He does. That's why I've been having him hallucinate her more frequently.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: There's nothing else. This is honestly our only choice.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: What about a dream state, like with Felix and Ruby? He dreams of Anna, she talks to him about everything he's been going through, gives him advice, tells him to live his life because he's worth it. Thing is, will he be a wreck when he wakes up? Even if she says goodbye?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Iso, don't give up quite yet. I have never given in to a Deus ex Machina and I don't intend to start now.

@ Silvy: Of course he will! What kind of question is that? He'll reach for his gun right then and there I'm telling you. And even if he doesn't, that dream will dissolve into a nightmare. Every time he falls asleep now, that happens.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Damnit. What do you think would help him, maybe even a little? He's your character. Start off with something, anything, and we'll try to grow from it.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: That's the thing. There is no something--at least, not that I can currently fathom.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: There has to be something. Don't give up because there's always something.

A scrap book wouldn't help at all, would it? XD I'm throwing up anything and everything.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: It's not an option. Raven needs to get better somehow. Be it through a real Anna, a fake one, or anybody else. But I feel like Anna is our only choice here. She'd be the only one to get through to Raven.

Or: perhaps a different patient. Anastasia or Anabelle or someone who goes by Anna. She'll be like her, act like her, walk and talk like her, but it won't be her. But maybe Raven doesn't know her.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: There is, I know. I just don't see it now.

Whoa. So I had this really weird vision thing--it literally just flashed in front of my eyes.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: WILL IT HELP US? SHOOT.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Isobel wrote: "Me: It's not an option. Raven needs to get better somehow. Be it through a real Anna, a fake one, or anybody else. But I feel like Anna is our only choice here. She'd be the only one to get throu..."

Me: Odd thoughts, Iso. Odd thoughts.

@ Silvy: I don't know. It was just of Raven and Jason. Again.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Would Jason help? At all? He has before.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: On a not entirely depressing topic, Silvy, would you like to distract yourself with me? Rosemarie and Felix?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I don't know. Maybe. I'm pretty sure the only reason I keep thinking of the two of them is because Jason William Turner is the only person in St. Peter's Asylum who understands a fraction of what Raven has been and is going through.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Sure if you post first. XD And hopefullyHope can reply to our posts.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: And believe me, that's what Raven needs. Someone who understands.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Where would you like them, Silvy?

Hope, you alone can make the decision. He's yours.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Isn't it though?

I'll get on posts...maybe. Probably not tonight. I'm too busy weighing the realism of my story for Anna against the fact that I really don't want a Deus ex Machina.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: It doesn't matter to me.

Hope- She's right, Hope. He is yours. I'm simply saying if he's lost and confused like now, then he needs a person who can relate to him.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I'll be back, then.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis) wrote: "Me: It doesn't matter to me.

Hope- She's right, Hope. He is yours. I'm simply saying if he's lost and confused like now, then he needs a person who can relate to him."

Me: I know. See post 23441.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I LOVE MEGARA I LOVE HERCULES I LOVE THIS SONG.

It reminds me of Rosemarie when she first started to talk to Raven. Xd

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: That has...absolutely nothing to do with anything.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I know but I was watching the movie and I felt like we needed something lighter to discuss because this is making me cry.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: That's unfortunate. I did not mean to do such a thing.

Okay, I seriously need to PM someone with my idea for Anna. It would work--probably. I know it would. I just don't know if it's reasonable. Who wants to help?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I can try my best. He is your character, though. You can PM me.

It's not your fault. We all just love Raven, and it's sad to see him go through this.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: It's surprising, though, just how much love this character gets. I try my best to make him as awful as possible. He is vile. He has attempted to murder a child. His girlfriend. He killed his parents in cold blood. He killed two other people at the asylum in completely cold blood. He's carved words into helpless, conscious victims. He has broken and driven mad the sweetest of people, the most fragile of minds he has shattered.

And yet, everyone still does this when something bad happens to him. Quite a phenomena.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I think that's because when this happens we blame it on the wolf inside him. Perhaps we take it like Carlos, the wolf isn't him exactly, but it's a demon in his body and Raven is really this wonderful, awesome kid who just misses and feels guilty about his sister. I don't know, but there's something about him that everyone loves.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Hmmmm. Interesting thought.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: We blame the insanity, not the boy. XD

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I ask you though, if this is true, where is this wonderful, awesome, innocent kid who just misses his sister? Where is he?