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[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I'd say it would get better but nay, I cannot. This is all so sad.

On another note, however, I must ask: does anybody else really like Ruby's parents? Because I don't know why, but I really do. Vincent especially.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Felix, Sam is dead. You have vengeance.
Alantha: It's fucking this one's fault for making Sam in the first place. Dumb fuck.
Me: We should have let Akantha die in her full body cast. -.- Unable to move, dying while she watched the flames come towards her in their hunger for flesh.
Akantha: o.o

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I like her parents. Vincent especially, just because of his strength in this situation.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I think I like them Idunno I'm too busy crying and shoving my baby boy into a corner while he has a metal breakdown.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Oh god this is all so crazy. I can't handle this shit.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I can't even think about my other characters. Sera is probably flipping her shit over Carlos. Evander is flipping over his baby sister. Riley could have been so screwed. Had somebody told her to stay there... Morgan I haven't decided about yet.

And then poor baby Felix.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Apparently Juana is freaking out over Carlos, too, but grudgingly. Evander must be out of his mind!!! O.O

We can't even talk bout Felix. I will bawl. I swear.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: He's honestly the only character I'm thinking about right now. All of the rest of them are okay. Everything is peachy keen.

But my poor baby has lost the only thing that matters in his life.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: God, I know. >.< I'm reading the dorm and I'm crying with him.

WHERE THE HE DID HOPE GO? HER ASS BETTER NOT HAVE GONE TO BED WE HAVE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I'm here I'm sorry my goddamn translator for Cherokee wouldn't translate certain words so I had to keep thinking of new ones that expressed basically the same thing! XD

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Aww :c

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Lord I'm stressed. Raven is like...sapping all of my energy.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Raven is surprising me. I didn't expect that.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Neither did I. Part of my brain is like "Why is this happening to him?!" and the rest of me is like, "Oh, it's just years and years and years of pent of trauma. The thought that he could have also lost Rosemarie is the last straw, my friend."

And so I'm like "Okay, that makes sense." But God it's confusing.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I was really confused, too. Then I was like, 'Ohhh, I get it.' if Rosie were not freaking out right now, she would appreciate the thought. :3

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I am just officially done. All I'm seeing in my head is this scene when most everyone is back to themselves and Felix is sitting by his lonesome somewhere and Raven comes in and starts poking and prodding and then Felix is just silently crying and he looks up, with like this plead to stop, and yeah. That'll be an RP eventually.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Oh my god. O.O that RP will be the end of everything.

I'm worried if Raven will ever be himself, though.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Well if he is that's what I see in my head.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I would hate Raven for hurting Felix.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I'm not saying that would happen. The significance in my head is they Felix isn't playing Raven's games, he isn't joining along in the jests and the poking. He's just sitting there, taking it and crying.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Isobel wrote: "Me: I am just officially done. All I'm seeing in my head is this scene when most everyone is back to themselves and Felix is sitting by his lonesome somewhere and Raven comes in and starts poking a..."

Me: Raven wouldn't do that. Not after whatever the fuck is going on in the graveyard. He's going to be traumatized for like weeks afterwards.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Good.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: But after he gets better, who the hell knows? I certainly don't. The man is spiraling out of my control right now. For all I know, he could be undergoing a metamorphosis.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I'm interested to see. Although if Raven isn't a murderous psychopath anymore then I don't know what we'll do.

Wow. I didn't think this would make me so sick.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: He'll probably still be a murderous psychopath. Just...different.

Iso, neither did I. I didn't cry, but boy I came close. Who knew that we had all this in us?

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I'm a wreck. I've been crying all night.

And on that note, since my tragedy is over, I shall go to sleep. It will probably be my last RP for a month. I hope it was acceptable. Night, everyone.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: It was, quite. Good night, Iso. I do look forward to your return!

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Bye Iso, I'll miss you, but good luck and have fun!

I don't know what I'll do if Raven isn't the same. I'm also worried that Rosie will fail at being his rock for those weeks.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: She just did well. Now I must figure out how to have him react...

Hey. Remember when I said in the attic that all the patients, even the enemies, were helping each other out? What if Jason walks over with Cleo and they start assisting? Because if there's one thing that can bring Raven back around, it's anger. And if Jason just chews him out like he is in my head, he'll have something to latch on to and he'll come back.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I was thinking the same thought, almost, but without the anger. XD But it works.

Should we reunite Cleo and Jason, too?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: All their RPs are sappy; I think it'd be repetitive of every other RP they've done. XD

So I can bring him in?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Yes, if Raven comes back to himself, then yes a hundred times.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Here we go. Take a deep breath and plunge right in.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: *phew* okay.

We are going to be up todo de la noche

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Hell yeah we are. At least until I can't stay awake anymore.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Ugh I know, but we have to try so hard to finish the RP!

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: We can go to sleep, if you'd like to. I don't mind continuing tomorrow.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I'm not actually that tired. XD

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Well, I have to get up whenever my brother does, so that I may assist him. So I have to go to bed. Goodnight, Silvy. XD

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Okay, Hope. Night. XD

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Morning!

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: MORNING!

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: 18 hours!

[Faith Noelle, The comands we give are always followed by orders. :)]

Me: Yay! You already packed and everything??

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Yep! 16 now!

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: OMG that's crazy! Ahhhhh!

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: SO CLOSEEEEE I'M EXCITED

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I'M EXCITED FOR YOU AHH!

[Faith Noelle, The comands we give are always followed by orders. :)]

Me: Dang! And then you'll be on your plane or in NY? You should post pics/videos I'd love to see your experience. And from one amazing musician to another, I'd love to hear you play as well. C:

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I will if I can, Faith!

Oh man I'm really excited c: