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message 17251:
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Sep 21, 2011 02:40PM
Me: I hath returned.
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Mum and Dad are a little angry cuz my geometry grade is so high and, since I suck at math, they think I'm cheating.
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So, they gave me the option of Internet or band.
Obviously, no one can blame me for choosing band, yes?
So I'll be missing for a while. I'll try to sneak on like I used to with that wallpaper app, seeing as they just took away safari but know I need my email to contact our drum instructor.
.....
So yeah. Bye for now guys!
<333333333333,
The one and only Iso;)

And in mornings before they wake up...
But yeah. Won't be much.
Everyone knows who can RP who if the situation arises. Feel free to sworn it around:)

Do you every get that feeling when you have so much effing crap going on in your life, and you need to practice two instruments and like forty different things and you're so stressed out and panicking and you just did the most exhausting thing of your life (school swim) and then realize how much shit you have left to do and just break down and cry?

•School work
•Marching band
•Symphony
•Lessons
And that's it. I have lessons tomorrow that I haven't practiced for, and we got new marching music today, and I have symphony shit I need to work on so I don't get yelled at again....
I can't drop anything. Music is, like, my life. And I need to do all of this if I want it to /be/ my life.

And yeah, I know it'll work out and all, it's just a lot.
Sometimes I wish I were a normal kid. Not in the arts.
But then when I think about it, all my friends and crushes and closest companions are in the arts with me, if not just band. So where would I be if I were normal?
Seth and my cousin told me to scream in a pillow and go play bassoon. I did and it forced me to stop crying cuz you can't cry while playin bassoon:)

Cuz the same situation can be made different with a different person.
Playing bassoon? Impossible to cry if you wanna sound pretty. Although I've seen Seth cry whilst playing flute and Emily cry whilst playing clarinet... So I believe you.
And it is über possible to cry whilst playing xylo. -.-
It's so much. Effing. Stress. I just wanna essplode some shit.
Edwin: ...
Me: :} anyone get that?

I had to play with bronchitis... I nearly died that day o-O
I get you, Gwyn. Like, our sousaphone plyer Greg? And our quads dude Damien?
I had so much trust in those guys and they were such amazing friends.
Then I overhear them talk about drugs and doing shots on 9/11, and I'm all "o-O wow..."

xD That sounds harsh.
Off topic of broken hearts and stressed band geeks...
I HATE TRIPLET RHYTHMS.
... how this is deriving from stressed band geeks I do not know xDD
message 17270:
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Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness
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Iso ~The Xylophone Killer(;~ wrote: "Me: ....
Do you every get that feeling when you have so much effing crap going on in your life, and you need to practice two instruments and like forty different things and you're so stressed out a..."
Me: Yes. I was reading 1984 and I was having a panic attack and then a melt down and then yeah.
Do you every get that feeling when you have so much effing crap going on in your life, and you need to practice two instruments and like forty different things and you're so stressed out a..."
Me: Yes. I was reading 1984 and I was having a panic attack and then a melt down and then yeah.

Okay, I mean:
It's when you stand up from the crap, take a shower, and do what you need to do- Having faith in a new day, and hope to survive the this one.
I BECOMZ WIZE.

And a modified day.
HERE'S MY SCHEDULE!
Before Schoo(6:50/7:00)l- band room, DUUH. Drop off bassoon.
1st Period(7:30)- geography. Do something with Latin America.
2nd Period- geometry. Something about point-slope form and stuff like that.
(A POSSIBLE BREAK IUNNO YET)
3rd Period- PE. Swim. Damn.
4th Period- biology. VOCAB QUIZ!
5th Period- Intermediate Band. I need to be moved up, ergo, it'll sick as usual.
6th Period- Pre-AP English. Something to do with frayed word maps.
7th Period (12:28)- check in. Underwood says, "Go get lunch."
(LUNCH AT JACK IN THE BOX)
1:30- back in the band room for a practice until 5:00.
.....
EF. EM. EL.

Do you every get that feeling when you have so much effing crap going on in your life, and you need to practice two instruments and like forty differen..."
Me: Like what I just did? XD
We got our ballad and it's effing hard, and I have bassoon lessons I needed to practice for, and symphony music to work on, and I wasn't getting the rhythm of the ballad, and I threw my mallet against the wall, and I got so frustrated, and I started to cry....
:(

Think of a song. Any song. Think of a song that most resembles the ballad. Yes, it's nearly impossible to find one... That's modern. Check your mind rack of music. Or ask Ivi. Don't ask me. I'm the last person you would ask for info for Mozart and Beethoven. But I'm here for support! :)
Listen to the rythem closely. Tap a finger, a foot, anything to keep in touch. After the ballad is finsihed, practice the rhythm. If you don't get it, and you throw a mallet to pieces, I think I have a coupon for a new one... Ah, shit, my sister used it for drawing... Anyway, once you get the beat, start takin' the heat!
"The first try is usually a faliure, and you find yourself banging your locker and asking yourself why. Let me tell you this- If you got it on your first try, that means you have nothing to improve. To go for the second time is finding your wrongs and turning the tables against fate and say, "YEAH BITCH! FUCK THAT!" Fate wants you to cry and give up. But hope and faith don't let you. You walk away, and you come back. And it repeats until you get it. And when you do, you don't feel down because it took you THAT LONG to finish it. You feel proud, because you fufilled your exceptions and moved on. True, it's easier said than done. Don't get overwhelmed. Everyone has their specialty and their... opposite of specialty. Like me, half-half knowledge, good voice for singing. Great at dodging, an epic faliure at basketball. You cannot be great at everything, but you can be good at somethings. So, whatcha say? Grab hold, mah friend. This is gonna be one HELLUVA RIDE!"
- My own words. Something I invented. Some of you don't need to be telled that. The point is, I'm here, and I'mma help, anyway I can through CYBERSPACE! WHHOSSSSH! HERE COMES A BIRDIEEEE! Wait, no, that's an email. Oops.

Yeah, the ballad... I kindasorta did that.
On jksmusic.com there's all these links to marching band shows. Ours is on there, so I listened to the midi and... Couldn't hear my part.
BUT THEN I WENT TO MY FOUR HOUR PRACTICE YESTERDAY AND GOT IT.
:D
My teacher gave me such a hard exercise at lesson. And a new solo piece called Romance.
....
WHO WANTS TO RP CUZ I IS BORED
message 17278:
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Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness
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Me: Nope. Technically I was supposed to help out with the Terry Fox run today but I slept through it. Too empty to go to school.
And there are fruit flies stealing my raspberries. e_e
And there are fruit flies stealing my raspberries. e_e
Me: Yeah, all schools do it differently. >.< Tell me about it - last week before band camp. :D And I get to boss around the 9s and 10s or middle schoolians.
Just empty. You know? The nameless empty?
... I'm jealous.
Just empty. You know? The nameless empty?
... I'm jealous.

Sorry. Section leader called and comainrd that I wasn't practicing...
So I had to practice with him listening for a little bit:)

Our teacher got pissed cuz people were forgetting the notes and told us that there's a test on Monday. Play it perfect And it's worth 100 points... One mistake and you fail:(
Our first competition is... Next Saturday.

But I'm learning well:)
SO how are you Whimmeh?
Me: Not good .. Mother came in and decided to freak me out more about university by saying there's a lot of people going into humanities and so I'm less likely to get into university. I stated hyperventilating and freaking out and crying as I was already unstable.
>.<
>.<

Gwyn: XD I am not sporty at all. I'm afraid of soccer... And all sports...:)
Whim: OHEMGEE. ~huggles~ I'm sorry.
Seth's been having a similar issue... He's stuck between music and doctoring... And his mum isn't supporting either.
What I normally do for him is, well, give 'im a hug and get his mind off of it.
And if that doesn't work I talk him through it.
SO OHEMGEE GUESS WHAT.

Music can't support my life; it's so uncertain.
And I'm screwed if I'm gonna be a music teacher; that sucks.
Me: Yeah, but you HAVE to know for eleventh grade roughly what you want to do. You decide your highschool courses based on it.
What? What?
What? What?

I GET TO GO SHOPPING FOR MY HOMECOMING DRESS ON SUDAY:D
Seth tried to do my hair aaaand it failed. Cuz it's so short.
Me: Who's Seth? xD
&Why was that in a spoiler D: You'll get to university and figure out what you want to do. No one really knows till senior year.
&Why was that in a spoiler D: You'll get to university and figure out what you want to do. No one really knows till senior year.

And technically my grandfather seeing as his 'son' Bryant adopted the Little Orphan Annie (me).
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