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[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Yeah. I know. :P

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Why, Sil?

I broke up with Max and I think Michael just likes flirting with pretty girls. :/

[Kat, Goddess of Dramatic Exits and Strawberry Yogurt]

Me: Of course you do. Stupid me. Trying to explain things that Ivi already knows. :P

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Iviana (The Sign Painter!) wrote: "Me: :( *hugs*"

Me: Good for you, Kit Kat Bar!

Yeah, Morgan and I were talking about our problems, (she bites herself, and I tend to claw myself) when Aaron came up. When he heard about what Morgan did, he became sympathetic and stuff. I didn't want to tell him what I do, but somehow, he found out. Do you know what he told me?

He told me that I shouldn't cut myself. Not because he was worried or anything, but because he thought it was a waste of time. He told me to stop wasting time hurting myself and to just end it all and commit suicide. He told me to kill myself. :/

[Kat, Goddess of Dramatic Exits and Strawberry Yogurt]

Me: THAT LITTLE MOTHER F*CKING BIOTCH!
WHERE DOES HE LIVE?! I'M GOING TO END HIM ALL AND FORCE HIM TO COMMIT SUICIDE. I AM GOING TO RIP OUT HIS GUTS AND FEED THEM TO MY CAT. THEN I'M GOING TO TAKE HIS 1 OUNCE OF A BRAIN (IF HE EVEN HAS THAT MUCH) AND JUICE IT AND THEN THROW IT OFF THE SIDE OF A CLIFF. THEN I'LL GRIND HiS BONES INTO DUST AND SELL IT TITLED 'BITCH DUST' AFTER THAT I'LL TAKE HIS SKIN AND MAKE IT INTO A NICE LEATHER JACKET. THEN I'LL TAKE HIS EYES AND OTHER ORGANS I HAVEN'T FED TO MY CAT AND GIVE THEM TO PEOPLE WHO NEED THEM.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Silverfur- (I love Edward!!!!!!) wrote: "Iviana (The Sign Painter!) wrote: "Me: :( *hugs*"

Me: Good for you, Kit Kat Bar!

Yeah, Morgan and I were talking about our problems, (she bites herself, and I tend to claw myself) when Aaron cam..."

Me: >:( That's not... that's terrible. *huggles* Don't listen to him.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: I... I won't. But it just hurt. A lot. I almost started bawling right there in the hall.

Oh, Kitty. Ily.

[Kat, Goddess of Dramatic Exits and Strawberry Yogurt]

Me: DO NOT LISTEN TO HIM! HE'S A LOW LIFE LOSER WHO CAN ONLY MAKE HIMSELF FEEL GOOD BY TELLING OTHER PEOPLE TO DIE. WELL GUESS WHAT- HE SHOULD DIE! WHAT IF YOU WENT AND REALLY DID KILL YOURSELF? HOW WOULD HE FEEL THEN? DON'T KILL YOURSELF SILVY. JUST TAKE YOUR ANGER OUT ON HIM. TELL A TEACHER THAT YOU TRUST. TELL YOUR PARENTS. HELL, TELL YOUR FRIENDS. TELL SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP YOU BECAUSE OTHER THAN MORALLY, I'M SAD TO SAY, BUT I CAN'T.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Listen to Kat. She's completely right. He doesn't understand why cutting works sometimes. My mother didn't either. She called me a f/cked up psycho. :)

How did he find out?

>.< AIODFJDSIOFJ.

[Kat, Goddess of Dramatic Exits and Strawberry Yogurt]

Me: I LOVE YOU TOO! THAT'S WHY I'M RANTING!

YA KNOW WHAT? DO YOU KNOW HIS EMAIL,SKYPE,OR ANY ACCOUNT THAT I CAN GO...talk TO HIM AT?

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Kat, don't get involved.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: I have his email.

I don't want to tell anybody, and besides, I don't really trust anymore teachers. And if I did, then I'd have to tell an adult that I cut myself. I can't do that.

He found out because he was hovering while we were talking. He started yelling at me and stuff. >.<'

[Kat, Goddess of Dramatic Exits and Strawberry Yogurt]

Me: :( Why not?

What right does he have to yell at you? Especially negative things? Yell back.

[Kat, Goddess of Dramatic Exits and Strawberry Yogurt]

Me: BRB Dinner

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Whatever, Sil. Just don't talk to him anymore. He doesn't deserve you.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: I'm definately not talking to him. I just wanted to punch him.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Just completely and calmly and coolly ignore him.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

K.A.T (Kismeted Analeptic Tafia) wrote: "Me: :( Why not?

What right does he have to yell at you? Especially negative things? Yell back."

Me: It's none of your business and you don't know him.

[lustandashes]

Me: totally gunna eat someones children!!!

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Whimsicality wrote: "Me: Just completely and calmly and coolly ignore him."

Me: OK, I can do that. Thanks, Whim. *hugs*

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Don't show any vulnerability to him whatsoever. Just ignore. :) No problem.

I have not felt this way since middle school. And all my friends are encouraging me to bitch about it because I never bitch about myself. xD

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: :) OK, I will.

Go ahead, bitch all you want. I bitched today. Now I'm ready to listen. :)

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Nah, I don't want to. It's just stupid.

http://www.undertheaether.wordpress.com

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: You sure? Oooh, linky.

*clicks*

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: I'll copy paste what I wrote Sara.

sara,


it's definitely not just lust.

he shares my views on like, everything. EVERYTHING. he doesn't drink, though. and the way he looked at me. and he doesn't like kayla. and he has a crush/is attracted to a grade 11 girl because ana asked him and he got all blushy and was like 'i'm not telling'.

sara, i'm so fucking screwed.

really. he was pressed against me the whole time we were watching hercules and aaaah there is not ONE thing about him i don't like. not ONE. he's amazing.

and i feel like such a fucking little bitch because of max and what i'm inevitably going to do with him. i need help. so bad. i don't know what to do but i know i'm falling for michael. already. it's insane.

each time max kissed me i felt NOTHING. not even the tiniest spark. and the date was nice but awkward- he's too uptight for me but i feel like we could be really close friends.

shmaaaare. i want to talk to you. i need your insight. >.<

HALP.



sincerely,

a fool


--> But he fell asleep in my lap on Saturday/Sunday, and I broke up with Max today.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: Let me tell you this right now, you're not a fucking bitch. You're a wonderful person who just needs a little time finding "the one."

It was smart of you to break up with Max if you felt nothing towards the guy. It would just be hurting him and messing up tour relationship.

It's obvious that you like Michael, and maybe he likes you, too. How far are you in the friendship? If it's been a while, I suggest you ask him out.

So he's attracted to this Ana girl. Isn't she the whore that fell asleep ontop of him? If he's smart, he'll get over her and will hopefully go for you when he sees what a great person you are. :)

And on that lovely note, I gotta go. Bye.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me:

Not going to ask him out, not until I know for sure he likes me. Otherwise it wouldn't work.

Please don't call people a whore if you don't know the person :/ That was Linda, Ana's my best friend. Linda was just sleepy and needed somewhere warm, and he was already asleep.

I know about Max.

Michael's not attracted to anyone but a mysterious grade eleven girl. Ooh la la.

I appreciate your effort, Sil :) <3

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me:
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[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: OK?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSuOEw...

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: *clicks*

[Jo]

Me: Darn you, smoking caterpillar!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: ..?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: Anytime, Whim.

Won't be on for most of the night. :/ Stupid concert.

Huh. My wrist hurts a little.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: It helps to roll it a little and massage it.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Hot water, too.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Yei-- http://www.goodreads.com/photo/user/2...

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me. it doesn't hurt on the inside...

I have fifteen minutes left.

Is there really a town called Derry? If so, Damian isn't allowed to go. Or Felix, Jace, and Serapis. Depending on how Santa swings, him either. :3

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: it might be a paper town. I honestly don't know.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: Yeah, most likely. But it capitolizes itself on my iPod. *shrugs*

So far, IT is amazing!!!!!!! XD

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: What the hell? IT? Derry? Huh?!?!?!?!?!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: uh... Iunno. :{P
...? ~confusion~

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis)]

Me: You know, IT? By Stephen King? I'm reading the book.

Derry is a small gay town in the book. I'm wondering if it's a real place. G2G

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Oh. I see. :3

Slow moment. Bais.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Ooooooooooh.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Moop.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Miss Religious is really pissing me off.

http://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/5...

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: What does it freaking matter? Has it occurred to them that not everyone is the same religion?

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: I basically exploded. How does my argument sound? I was rambling because I was so pissed off.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me; It was fantastic.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: ^^ Really? Really truly? :D