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[[deleted user]]

Me: GTG.
NEW PAGE!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: D: BUT NOW I IS ALONEEE.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: No you're not. :3

ACCIO IVI.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: OHHAI~

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: HUZZO. I had a very interesting day at school today. And an interesting after-school.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: ... Care to elaborate?

WAIT-- THERE WAS A LLAMA AT SCHOOL TODAY.

kay. I'm done. Continue pwease.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Heehee! I petted an alpaka once. It was incredibly soft.

Well... I was only half-there for the entire school day. Physically yes, mentally I was still sleeping. Which made me say and do some rather stupid things. Like--
English teacher: "So in the medieval times, women who went out durig the nighttime got evil spirits sucked into them. They were known as witches-- or rather, weird sisters. In Macbeth we're going to read that expression a lot."
Me: *huge dramatic gasp from back of classroom* THAT WAS THE NAME OF THE BAND FROM HARRY POTTER! THE WEIRD SISTERS!!!!! OMG!!! JK ROWLING WAS TOTALLY ON TO SOMETHING! *goes on for 10 minutes more than necessary*
Then I went to see the friend who was in the hospital and who is incapable of hlding a conversation with me without informing me of his feelings towards me. I said something stupid then, too.
"Sean... are you sure you're not just confused? Because I'm your closest girl friend, you might--"
"Don't try to tell me how I feel, I know exactly how I feel."
I've never seen him that pissed off. o.o

I probably shouldn't be ranting about this. But a couple years back I kept wishing more guys would be attracted to me. I matured (thank goodness) and that's literally the last thing I want now-- a relationship. Ironically enough they're all flocking to me now, some of which barely know me, and it's so confusing and sudden and terrifying, I don't know what to do, and ALSO there are all sorts of rumours flying around. Normally I don't care what people say about me-- powerful people are powerfully hated, y'know?-- but they really, really, fcking hurt. I'm not a slut or a whore or yaddayaddayadda. And I did something last year I probably shouldn't have, and this girl I used to be friends with and now stopped talking to me because the guy she was crushing on forever admitted-- TO HER, not to me, I've barely talked with him-- that he was thinking of asking me to prom. Anyway, I told her about the thing I shouldn't have done but I did, and she told her new little group of friends, and they told the rest of the school.

I mean, it's not like anybody hates me to my face. I know everyone, I'm friends with everyone.

But it seriously f/cking hurts.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Oh Harry Potter and what it's done to our lives...

o-o Oh my God. I don't want to sound... I dunno, stupid, but that must be slightly, or more, terrifying/confusing/etc.

I know how that feels, but to a smaller, more innocent extent, so to speak. And I can't tell you to ignore and forget and shit and stuff, because obviously you do that but obviously this is the form of bullying that is hard to shake off. I feel like I'm stating what's obvious, and I am. :/

Just... please don't hurt yourself too badly.

[[deleted user]]

Me: SORRY I POOFED, IVI. My cousin was doing something stupid.

I hate Sam for me wanting to put 'in bed' after that. -.-

Me: THAT IS SO AWESOME--
Sam: IN BED.
Me: STOP THAT.
Sam: IN BED. (Gods, it works TOO well)
Me: SAM--
Sam: IN BED.
Me: ...

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: >.< I KNOW RIGHT. At least the class backed me up on that one. My teacher was just like, "LOLWUT." He's 28 years old and veeeery attractive and funny. But he has a boyfriend.

Seriously, though. It's ridiculous. It's not like anyone else is... argh, nevermind. I don't want any innocent minds reading this. I'll message you about exactly what happened if you want but it's not necessary.

How am I hurting myself?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Oh, oh okay.

Please message me, 'cause if I know somethings wrong with a friend, and I don't know what it is, and I have to ability to know and potentially help, and I don't ask, I will feel like sh*t.

In retrospect, most of my post could be considered confusing. But ah... I blame the fact that my 'n' key is being stupid and because I don't make sense right now I guess...

HAI VAN. IT'S KAY. ADD 'IN YOUR PANTS' AFTER BOOK TITLES.

[[deleted user]]

Me: ...I have a really sick one. owo

OHAIWHIM~

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: ...x3

[Jo]

Me: HAI!

[[deleted user]]

Me: I need to makea vlog and show you what happens when our family plays 'Go Ape'. XD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: HAI JO. YOU OWE ME A POST IN THE KITCHENS.

I need to make a vlog.
about nothing.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Vanster wrote: "Me: SORRY I POOFED, IVI. My cousin was doing something stupid.

I hate Sam for me wanting to put 'in bed' after that. -.-

Me: THAT IS SO AWESOME--
Sam: IN BED.
Me: STOP THAT.
Sam: IN BED. (Gods, i..."

Me: .....I do that all the time *blush*

I'm feeling a bit better because my friend wrote me a letter.

My darlingest beautifullest prettiest girly,
DON’T LISTEN TO THEM. SERIOUSLY. I know sometimes friends are like, “Oh, don’t listen to the rumours, they’re just jealous,” and it may not always be true for other cases. But it is definitely true for yours. It’s not just guessing from my part either. The juniors talk about you ALL the time. Seriously. Every time I’m in the bathroom (OK maybe not every single time but damn close) and there’s someone in there, like with their friends, they say something about somebody I know, sometimes about you. Mainly like whining, like why are so many guys into her, is she a lesbo because she’s single, blahblahblah. But it is so obvious they’re jealous.
I shall not go on about how stunning you are, nor how funny and quirky and intelligent. Because then your head will blow up to be the size of the football stadium. Or the principal’s bazingas. Because underfed confidences get biggest the most.
I love you, don’t let the fucking crazy jealous bitches get to you,
Raisa Razor SexyPants

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Be back real quick, mother's calling

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: O>O

bais, Whimmsy.

[[deleted user]]

Me: xD

Awwww, that's sweet. :3 SexyPants would be the best last name ever, lol.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: XD yes, it would be.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Back. :3 It's secretly Evander's last name.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: xD hey~

ARGH. KEN'S SEVERELY SICK. >< AGH.

AND HE HAS HORRIBLE GRAMMAR.

Hello all my [OCHSA] friends, and other friends out there[,]
On [T]uesday at lunch, at school [I] did get sick before lunch and went home. [Wednesday I] went to the hospital and they sent me straight to ER and stayed all night. They did all sorts of scans and went back again on [T]hursday. Hopefully [I] will see you all at school on [M]on. or [T]ues. [I] might have to skip the concert at [D]isneyland which is coming up in about a week please don[']t freak out [I] feel better. [S]ee u guys later

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Awwww :( Poor guy. I missed so many afternoon classes this week. Due to my weird sick-illness-thingy which my friends have taken to calling Ro-Ro's Zombie-itis.

RP?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: >_< I'm scared for him. Argh. That must suck.

Sure. With who?:
Anfisa, Benett, Caleb, Deitra, Iviana, Rhys.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Herm herm.... why don't you pick? I'm writing the Trojan War folder-stuff down. :3 All the roleplay's going to be under one folder, okay?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: See? You don't have to make me anything for the background, 'cause you're doing all this. <3
That's fine.

I want to RP Anfisa because Ken gave me a headache. >_>

Anfisa with Myra?

[[deleted user]]

Me: I am fashionably late!!

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Eh, sure. May not be very good because I don't much feel like Myra. Where?

xD ILY. I'm having so much fun picking out pictures for the places :D

[[deleted user]]

Me: I just went to a school dance and it was awesome!!!!!!!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: I can pick someone else if you want...? Fields.

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME.

But seriously, I have a headache right now. -.-'

:DDDDDDD

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: LOL, really, Leia? I hate school dances, I always schedule parties with my friends instead.

:/ So do I, it isn't fun.

Pick whoever.

[[deleted user]]

Me: The dances at our school are the best. A DJ, disco balls, dance contests, soda, candy, pizza, and a cute guy dancing with you for three hours.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: *for

Mmm. I've had enough of cute guys to last me a fcking lifetime. Glad you had fun.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Leia23 wrote: "Me: The dances at our school are the best. A DJ, disco balls, dance contests, soda, candy, pizza, and a cute guy dancing with you four three hours."

Me: Oh, it's at your school? Ours are at clubs.

[[deleted user]]

Me: Just remember I am in 6th grade and you might understand why we dont go to clubs.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Yei. We can be headache buddies together.

I've never gone to a dance. e-O

Is Caspar open?

[[deleted user]]

Me: Dances are the best!!!!!!!!!

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Yes, Caspar's open.

OK, Leia. Whatever you say.

I'm excited for this Thursday. :3 It's supposed to be semiformal but Ana's having a party instead.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Beachy with Anfisa? ;3


ooh nice. I'm not much of a party person.

[[deleted user]]

Me: Yep, I just loved tonight, I was having the time of my life.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: I'm definitely a party person but not a school dance person.

That's good, Leia. :)

[[deleted user]]

Me: Thanks.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: moop. Is that a yes or no, Whim?

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Sure, Ivi ^^

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: And... do you want me to post first?

[[deleted user]]

Me: *singing*

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Yes, please :3

[[deleted user]]

Me: *lalalalala*

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Leia, that's really annoying.