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Slave to Insanity(aka Chaotic Mannii), MJ_Lover, and Haley
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May 13, 2011 04:39AM
Lilly didnt want to be out of his arms, she rested her head on his chest, listening to his heart beating steadily. She closed her eyes, trying to stop her tears "thank you" she finally whipered, still not letting him go
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Marx looked down at her as she stayed close to him, hugging him. He smiled gently when she said that. "You welcome" he said quietly.
"I honestly cant thank you enough" she whispered still hugging him. She relaxed fully in his arms and only then did she realise she was very tired
Marx smiled a little as he watched her. Letting her stay there in silence before later responding. "You should probably get some rest" noticing how she was leaning on him more.
"I wont sleep" she whispered sighing softly, she opened her eyes but didnt move away from him, she felt to protected, too happy in his arms to move away
((yeah but I gotta bbl soon))Marx looked down at her as she spoke. "Are you having nightmares or something?"
((i have to go in 40 mins btw))Lilly sighed "yes" she wihspered "I always do" she looked down at her hands
((yeah...))Marx watched her still, "...Maybe you could fall asleep listening to something soothing or holding something...?"
((you got on when i left! >.< lol))"I have nothing to hold that would help and im not one to fall asleep listening to music" she said looking up, and just realisong how close they were. she didnt mind
"Um...maybe you could buy something to comfort you?"
"Like what? There is honestly nothing that can comfort me" she said softly sighing "Anything i had as a child was used against me and doesnt help at all, not that i had much anyway"
"...What is something you've never had before?"
"I have no idea really, i nevewr go shopping. One thing is for sure i hate stuffed toys...." sh shuddered
"...We could always go to the mall and see if you find anything you might like?"
Lilly shook ehr head "no....ill just.....find another way..." she said softly
"Are you sure? i don't mind taking you to the mall... Or do you not like the mall?"
"IM sure...." she said then sighed "Honestly i dont like the mall" she said softly, slightly sad she was so werid
"How come, if I may ask."
Lilly looked down "...They remind me to much of my father..." she closed her eyes, "When i was younger he would take me to the mall and meet up with his friends, they would then take me through a corridor not meant for shoppers that lead to a court yard out the back where no one came, they would rape me...it could be 1 friend, the most there was around 20 or more, i cant remeber..." he voice was shaking "once....once they were done with me....they waould suck up to me and buy me things from the mall, toys, ice-cream lollies but when i got home dad would take them away from me and instead burn them and then make me hold them.....or use them....on me" she began to sob and her legs gave way, she felt sick talking about it
Marx held her a little tighter when he felt her kind of slipping. He frowned a little, "I'm sorry... I didn't mean for you to remember something like that..."
lilly shook ehr head "You didnt know" she whispered, shaking uncontrolably, she clutched onto him, she couldnt stand on her own feet anymore
Marx watched her as he held her. "...Would you like me to carry you into your room...?"
lilly shook her head "Its fine....I....I...just need a min" she said softly not looking at him, too ashamed too
Marx looked at her silently, holding her close and tightly so she wouldn't fall.
lilly began sobbing into his shoulder again "Why? why does everything remind me of....him!" she spa the word him like it was acid on her tounge
Marx stroked her hair a little, "I know it sounds impossible but there will be a time where you'll be able to forget about him. It won't be that way forever."
She sobbed ahrder "I wish it would come sooner" she whispered "I hate this feeling! I cant do normal things! and it drives me insane!"
"I'm sure they is something that doesn't remind you of him. You just haven't found it yet."
"im sure there is nothing" she whispered shakily, trying to stop her sobbing.
"You shouldn't think that way, Lilly."
"Wll do you really blam me for thinking thsi way?" she asked him softly
"Of course not. I'm just saying you should start working towards not thinking that way."
lilly nodded "I guess so but things normaly get worse before they get better"
"That isn't always true."
Lilly sighed "I wish this is the case where it isnt true" she said softly, looking up into his eyes(( I sooooooooooo want them to kiss! lolz))
((XD))"I bet in this case it is true."
Lilly sighed "Really?" she asked him softly, still gazing into his eyes((XD im a cuker for romance what can i say loloms))
((lol))Marx smiled, "Of course."
((:P))"How can you be so sure?" she asked him softly , still looking into his eyes, she nibbled on ehr lower lip
"Because I just know" he said smiling.
LIlly chuckled "well im gonna trust you...." she whispered
Marx smiled, "I'm glad."
Lilly smiled back at him, she was lost in his eyes again...
Marx looked at her, not saying anything.
Lilly felt like she could see into his soul and she liked what she saw((g2g ahve lunch, brb in 30 mins ish))
((k))"...Lilly?"
((back lolz i was faster, it was a small lunch))Lilly blushed slightly "...yes?"
((lol))"You okay? You seem a little dazed just now."
((:P))Lilly blushed even deeper "im sorry" she looked down, embarresed
