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message 51: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Oh, we're just creepily alike. Like, we say and think the same things at the same times, get the same grades and same problems wrong and right on tests, same minds, same ideas sometimes, same everything. We're almost like the same person, we just have different outside shells, our appearance and personality and such...though, the personality isn't too far off. She's just more outgoing, happy, and cool than I am. I'm shy, timid, depressed, and I irritate myself. But who cares? And, I try not to let the depression or irritation show. She just let's it out. Which is the better option, by the way......wait, what were we talking about?
.....
OH, right, the same person. We just mean that Campbell and I are exactly the same in mind and dignity, and anything awesome like that that you can think of. :)


message 52: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Oh, and I've gotten used to my split being irritating and rude, so I can't even yell at her anymore....................................excuse me, while I go yell at her..............


message 53: by Susan (last edited Feb 05, 2011 05:20PM) (new)

Susan Happy?
I suppose I can be happy.
But then I'll go home and cry my eyes out from stress. And anger. Irritation at being insulted.
Then I'll go write about it.
And then usually it all starts to ebb away a bit.

The outgoing part kinda depends on my mood.
Sometimes, I don't give a crap who I meet or who meets me.
Other times, well, yeah. I'll meet someone new.
But you are really, really timid Cissi. Why, by the way?

And I don't know where you got the cool part from. I'm an uber nerd who happens to have friends because Lena has friends. Lol.
The people on my soccer team hate my guts.


But hey, go easy on yourself, you're not always depressed!
You've just been a little depressed recently, that's all.
I've seen you genuinely laughing! You can be happy and smiley and energetic and hyper just as much as you can't be depressed and irritated.
You're like... Half and half.
And dude, don't even try. EVERYBODY LOVES YOU! You know everybody loves you! Except for Mrs. Glare. But she hates me too, so it's okay.
:)
...I just read that over. Are we really that strange?


message 54: by Kristine (new)

Kristine Lopez (kristine21) | 158 comments So you both mean to say that you're the same person? Or did I get that wrong?


message 55: by Susan (last edited Feb 06, 2011 06:51AM) (new)

Susan Yes, we pretty much are.


message 56: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Yes, we are really that strange...and more so, sometimes. :)
And Yeah, I'm super timid. And shy. And you're way cool to me, so there! Lena is the only reason I have friends, as well, except for you, and I'm always depressed. I plaster smiles that look so incredibly genuine. That's why I'm a good actress. And there are, admittedly, rare times when I genuinely laugh, but it hurts to cry until the most ungodly hours of the morning, even when you can't sleep regardless, then wake up, wash your face, and carry on. But that's what happens, every day.
The worst part isn't even that. The very worst part is that I have no clue, nor a single reason, to be depressed. I have no hint as to why I feel so horrible, all the time. And part may be that I'm tired, but it's as if I always feel this uneasy sense, a tug of dread that threatens to split me in half. It keeps pulling, pulling, never stops, and eventually it'll have to give. Sometimes, when the pain is too much, the depression spills over, and my facade, brilliantly planned and executed, fall under, but then, in a moment, I'm back on my feet, striving for achievement once again.
And I hate it. It makes me feel even more depressed. Everyone around me thinks I'm nice, happy, calm, smart, but I'm really just scared, scarred, hurting, dumb, numb. I hate it. I hate myself sometimes, when I'm crying, as I tell myself to pull it together, to be strong, but then I realize my feelings towards even myself, and then I'm disgusted, going full around the circle and coming back to hating myself for feeling so of me.
It's so confusing, and irritating, and irrational, but there's nothing I can do about it.
Do you know how it feels, to be in the worst kind of pain, every day, and have to pretend that you are alright, that there's nothing wrong. Do you know what it's like when people get mad at you, when they don't even know half of what you're going through? To not know why you feel that way?
I do. And you really, and trust me on this one at least, don't want to.


message 57: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Alright, sorry, but it felt a little good to get that out.


message 58: by Susan (new)

Susan Cissi, my reply is in a private message. Please read it.


message 59: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Alright...


message 60: by Kristine (new)

Kristine Lopez (kristine21) | 158 comments wow, Cissi... that's a long one...


message 61: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Yeah, sorry. It feels really good, though...


message 62: by Kristine (new)

Kristine Lopez (kristine21) | 158 comments it's alright. At least you felt good. :)


message 63: by Bookrazy-Koi (new)

Bookrazy-Koi (Bookrazy) Cissi wrote: "Yes, we are really that strange...and more so, sometimes. :)
And Yeah, I'm super timid. And shy. And you're way cool to me, so there! Lena is the only reason I have friends, as well, except for you..."



well, have you considered therapy? or have you heard of clinical depression? Although, i think reading about it will make you more depressed to the point that you start thinking you have it..:D

but i guess if you can talk to some doc about it..maybe you need help :D

just saying...


message 64: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
:) Thanks...I don't want therapy...it makes me feel weak....I'll get over it eventually...I hope....Especially when I have good friends.......


message 65: by Bookrazy-Koi (new)

Bookrazy-Koi (Bookrazy) yeah. friends help! :D also Writing :)


message 66: by Susan (new)

Susan Definitely writing.
But Cissi can handle it herself, I know she can. She's kinda... Different.
In other words, help from someone saying "Okay, darling, so have you been on a drug addiction? Alcohol? Did you recently have a break-up?" would only make her scream. Loud.


message 67: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
*Snorts*
Yeah. And punch the sexist b****** in the face before sitting gently back down and smoothing out my blue jeans, telling him calmly to proceed as his nose bleeds viciously and his eye turns a delightful black and blue.
....
See, that makes me feel better, too. Just the mental image....imagine how good the act would feel!
....
Alright, Imma stop while I'm ahead, now I just sound insane.
;)


message 68: by Susan (new)

Susan No, I agree. That sounds fun, punching a therapist.
The consequence? A strait jacket.
I've always wanted to wear a strait jacket.
EVERYBODY WINS!


message 69: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Yeah, me too. Maybe that's what I need; a nice, pleasant trip to an insane asylum.


message 70: by Susan (new)

Susan It'd be so fun to talk to insane people. I'd make some friends. Especially the ones that are half-Jango, like me, or Jango.
(Jango: delightfully, harmlessly insane.)
I'm half-Jango because, well, what's your definition of harmless?


message 71: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (last edited Feb 10, 2011 05:41AM) (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Haha, me, too.
...
But then again, after a while, anything that either says about ourselves has become implied as what the other means as well..
...
Did that make sense?


message 72: by Susan (new)

Susan I think so, if I interpreted the typos correctly. Lol.


message 73: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Typos?


message 74: by Susan (new)

Susan Did you change it? Because now there are no typos. Was I hallucinating?


message 75: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
No, lol, I changed it...that time....but there was only one, in my defense!
Oh, and Campbell, in case you didn't see it on the roleplay, call me, please.


message 76: by Susan (new)

Susan I didn't. But my mom did. And I just emailed you...

I look up at the clock, and what does it say?





























1017.


message 77: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Creep...


message 78: by Susan (new)

Susan BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!
it was true though...


message 79: by Chickie (new)

Chickie  (piercetheveilluver) I am at school in Computer Class. I wish i could read. UI am listening to PANIC!At The Disco


message 80: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Haha, nice. :)


message 81: by Chickie (new)

Chickie  (piercetheveilluver) I am bored and will have to come off the computer very soon. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


message 82: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
:)
Me, too. One minute, and counting....:(


message 83: by Chickie (new)

Chickie  (piercetheveilluver) Me too.


message 84: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
:) We're in the same boat, then, huh?


message 85: by Chickie (new)

Chickie  (piercetheveilluver) I am so bored No one is RPing


message 86: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
*Guilty smile* Sorry! Random overload of junk to do...:(


message 87: by Chickie (new)

Chickie  (piercetheveilluver) Anyone want to RP?????


message 88: by Susan (new)

Susan We can't be online 24/7 but we get on as much as we can. If someone is on, you can role-play with that person, but don't go too far and leave the other characters unresponsive because their role-players weren't online.
But I just posted, so... :D


message 89: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
:)


✌☮Cloeyஜ♥ | 80 comments how's it going?!
wink;)


message 91: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Hi! Haven't talked to you in forever!
It's going alright. Big poetry reading/coffee house/ book shop that me and Campbell organized/ are in tomorrow night, so we're workin on that a lot.
How're you?


Michelle Herondale | 48 comments Okay you guys TOTALLY will not believe this... so today I went to the book store here ( in brasil) and I was looking for MI books, and they only have City of bones, and city of ashes out. City of glass, City of fallen angels, and clockwork angel HAVE NOT been realsed yet here. I thank GOD I have all the books!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel bad for the people that havent read these books they are amzing! lol


message 93: by Susan (new)

Susan WHAT?!?!?!? SERIOUSLY?????
The horror....


Michelle Herondale | 48 comments I KNOW RIGHT!!! LOL


message 95: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
WHAT?!?!
That's BLASPHEMY! A SCANDAL!!!!!


message 96: by Susan (new)

Susan AHHHH!


message 97: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
BLASPHEMY DAY WAS FRIDAY, NOT NOW!!!!!! :/


message 98: by Susan (new)

Susan Wait, really?


message 99: by Cissi "Invisible but Invincible", I am a dancing, singing, acting, writing ninja. (new)

Cissi "Invisible but Invincible" (cissiinvisiblebutinvincible) | 1551 comments Mod
Yup. And it was Ask a Stupid Question Day. I participated accidentally. :/


message 100: by Susan (new)

Susan Oh... Well, It seems like I did, too.*

*See last post.


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