Rant!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

IN MY PE CLASS, I HAVE TO DO PRE-POINTE. AIN'T THAT JUST SPECIAL. -.-* And my ankles are spazzing.

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Pre-Pointe? Sounds not fun......... but if I could get rid of any class, it would be PE. And Math. *shudders*

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

My math class is on the fourth floor. And I have to go from a freaking basement. Yeah. Welcome to my school.

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Joy. Sounds like fun!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

I know, right?

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Lolz I'm struggling to write right now. Grr... and I want to bring Chammy/Aria into Van and Whim's scene with Lucas and Myra but I can't bring myself to do it. It's so perfect right now... *sniffles and cries*

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

AI CAN RPAY WIF YOU.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

LOL AW. ^^
Myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyra... *sigh*

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Chammy would be sooo proud. And mk, Ivi. Who/what/when/where/why?

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Sure, you can bring Chaumelle in, I guess xD

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

I wanted to, but I feel like I would be interrupting something. Of course, Chammy wouldn't care... but I do! :P I might get over myself and do it anyway.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Isobel *I Tasted The Rainbow* wrote: "Chammy would be sooo proud. And mk, Ivi. Who/what/when/where/why?"

I have... Cassidy (12; Athena), Ivan (10; Poseidon), a depressed Iviana (15; Demeter) and I think that's it.

And anywhere's fie

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Poor Iviana... why depressed? And I've got Aria (Athena), Genny and Addy (Muse), Lilac (I think)(Iris or Demeter), Liliana (Dryad) and... Maren. You know who Maren is hehe.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Read Forest 14-15 and you'll get it. -.-'

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Ah. Liliana was in the forest last night... crying. :D

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

:D nice. XD
So, who does you pick?

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Erm... oh btw, poor Ivi! *sniffle* we have the most depressing characters. Erm... maybe... idk hehe. Aria? Or Maren? My two picks.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Hmkay. Ivan can be wif Maren, since they're lready in the cabin.

[Isobel *The Goddess of Annoyance*]

Mk. cya there.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Second rant about how annoying my 'friend' is.

F*ck them.

My day was just fine until study hall. Yeah. It just had to get screwed there.

I got four hours of sleep last night cause I couldn't fall asleep until two. So I'm trying to sleep during study hall. It's already annoying sonce I'm asleep outside and I probably lookef like a freaking hobo. Do I really care about tjat? No. Not really. But of course, my friend just have to bother me. I have my earbuds in, but that doesn't mean I'm deaf to their retarded song about my sleep. "I think she's dead." yeah. Thanks, guys. I finally get enough of it, but when I sat up (and I shot up hard, mind you) I bang my head against the marble wall. I never sat up until ten minutes later. Everything went silent for a few seconds. And then, one of them asks the most retarded question ever: "Are you okay?" I stared straight at her: "No. I'm not. So shut the hell up and leave me alone."

Bear in mind, I don't swear around these people. I say crap, and my friend yells at me. I'm pretty freaking sick of them.

I think I cried for five minutes. And I don't like to cry in public. Five minutes of hunching over and my hands clampe on a bump on my head. Tp add on to that, I just got out of ballet and my ankles already hurt enough.


So yeah. I'm pretty pissed, so if I make lame posts, don't be mad. I also hae to leave for a tutoring thing that I don't even want to go to. I just wanna curl up and cry in my rooom but of course, I can't.

[Maggie, Gaea shall smite you all.]

Ivi... don't know what to say. I've had bad days, too. Not gonna say "Oh, it's OK, you'll be happy sunshine rainbows tomorrow!" Try to smile, though. It makes happyful. ;)

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

See... I CAN'T smile. I dunno. If I smile, I start to cry again. Or at least, I want to cry. I wanna curl up amd cry my eyes out, but I can't do that either.

[Maggie, Gaea shall smite you all.]

I would say, when you get home or whatever, cry it out. That helps me, I'm sure. Like a dam bursting (and yes, that saying does apply! I never knew until recently). Or umm... I'm out of inspiring similes and metaphors. *_*

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Iviana (The Sign Painter!) wrote: "Second rant about how annoying my 'friend' is.

F*ck them.

My day was just fine until study hall. Yeah. It just had to get screwed there.

I got four hours of sleep last night cause I couldn't f..."

Oh, Ivi. Sounds like you were in a really bad mood; your friends are clearly nowhere as smart or mature as you are and what usually would have never set you off did. D:

Try to be happier, Ivi. <3 ~luuuuuurve~

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Thanks, Whim.

I also found out that I might be getting sick. Awesome. Or it might be because I hit my head a little too hard. I feel like crap right now.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

High five. I'm getting sick, too.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Yea. *high fives*too bad my birthday is coming.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

When's your birthday?
... Let me guess... November... 4th. :3

[Lightfeather ☼☺♥]

Aww. I just got over a cold. Not fun. I was in bed all day doing nothing but stare at the celing. =P
FEEL BETTERZ! *hugs*
When Ivi? On Halloween?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Noooo. Whim, look at my events, would you kindly? I'vr been abusig that phrase.

Light's right.

[Lightfeather ☼☺♥]

YAY! *hops around excitedly* HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! ('cause I probably won't be on on Halloween)

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Thank ya, Light. ^^

[Maggie, Gaea shall smite you all.]

Me neither, so Happy Early Bday, Ivi!

[Lightfeather ☼☺♥]

Yw! *bakes awesome cake for Ivi*

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

My friends are stupid.

They think saying 'I'm sorry' cuts it. Have they learned nothing from my poetry? Apparently not. Retards. -__-

[Lightfeather ☼☺♥]

Gar. Stupid so-called-friends!

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Iviana (The Sign Painter!) wrote: "My friends are stupid.

They think saying 'I'm sorry' cuts it. Have they learned nothing from my poetry? Apparently not. Retards. -__-"


Well, they're your friends, even if you are smarter and more mature (no offense, Ivi's friends), and deeper, too, than them.

Poor souls. They're just too shallow to understand.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

I know, right? ~annoyance~ Thank gods I had club during lunch and had to stay in Spanish for study hall.

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You know, deep down, I always thought my mom felt something toward me more than just utter disdain, really deep down.
Man, was I wrong.
She told me flat out, too, just came with it and said, "I don't care if I'm hurting you, because I don't give a damn about you."
This doesn't come to me as a shocker, because I suspected it all along. That woman never truly cared for me, unless you count being treated as a pet for amusement being 'cared for'. I didn't really feel anything like hurt or pain, just anger. Angry that I'd tried to make myself believe I was worth something to her, angry that I actually cared enough to make her proud when the feeling wasn't mutual, angry that I was letting her get to me, so I ran away. Of course, the only person who would really truly worry much over my absence was my dad, but I cared enough to let him know where I was going.
After my auntie assured me she would shelter me and not tell a soul, part from my father, I got settled into the couch and fell asleep. I woke up a little later than 1AM, and had a breakdown in the middle of a lone living room. It was just about the saddest thing I'd ever done, second only to the time I ran away and got myself lost in the woods.
I went to school, in my Slytherin robes for Halloween spirit, and everyone thought a had outdone myself, so that cheered me up--Until my friend blew her top on me for going trick-or-treating with her. I felt so pissed, because she has no clue of what I'd gone through that night, and I didn't need her bullsh*t. I left school feeling pretty bad, and then I got to my sanctuary, aka my auntie's house, and I felt miserable trying to cheer myself up with a handful of candy-corn, staring blankly at the floor.
All in all, I had a pretty f*cked up day.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

I can't say I can sympathsize. I can say ~*huggles*~ and that I wanna go find you and give you a real hug instead of the virtual stuff that we have to do. You know that I've gone through a period of hating myself, but you shouldn't hate yourself, because honestly? It sucks. Worse than you can possibly imagine. Try to find things that make you smile (i-ron-y) and try to be positive. I know it's pretty damn hard, but... try. That's all I can really say.

[[deleted user]]

When you have people like you, Ivi, it'a kind of hard not to smile. I can never tell you how much it means to me that you at least try to relate, or understand, even you just giving a single comment, that means a lot to me.
And I say: ~*huggles*~

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

You're welcome. Rawr, Van.


Now... I need to deal with school problems because apparently, my math teacher screwed up my grade and I have four missing assignments. Fudge. Muffin.

[[deleted user]]

Ghetto swearing ftw.
I totally bombed my Algebra exam today. >.> Oh well.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

I studied for Spanish five minutes before the test. High five. Procrastination.

[[deleted user]]

I should've taken Spanish, because I'm not fluent enough in the language to know about grammar and accents. @-@ Either I give up trying to learn French, or I try to learn proper Spanish....Meh, I still have a year to figure it out.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Iunno if I wanna take French 1 next year... Spanish is easy for me, but my parents can help me with French...

[Maggie, Gaea shall smite you all.]

French is best :) Van, I hope you're feeling better. I know a friend who's (whose?) mom doesn't like her or say she loves her, too, and I know I can't relate. I just feel :*) that you would share with us your terrible experience... if I had a teleportation device, I'd go use it to give you a hug... and get Ivi so she can, too.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

YAY.
Maggie... I dunno how much you know but Odette died amd Madeline is dying.

[Maggie, Gaea shall smite you all.]

noo, that means Georgi's next!