Sofie’s Journal

[Ophelia ೀ Moon]

Anyone may comment 💜

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

hey guys! im sofie

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Ophelia ೀ Moon wrote: "Anyone may comment 💜"

thank you so much for making this

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

im in u.s. history right now, and i really don't want to be here. im so stressed out for tomorrow and i feel like i messed it all up

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

liana keeps on telling me that just because i messed up the lyrics doesn't mean i won't make it but i couldn't sleep last night because of the dread

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i guess i won't sleep tonight either

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

im so done with math class oh my god. avery literally cannot shut up about her life and this and that and everything about herself and how ugly i am. i need to leave school but i cant.

[˚⟡˖ gigi]

im sorry

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

˚⟡˖ gigi {alt} wrote: "im sorry"

its ok i guess i've been dealing with it for two years already

thank you

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i've actually had a decent day today which is saying something

Day Rating: 5/10
Mood: sad, disappointed, calm.
Panic Attacks: 1
Outfit: ripped jeans, an Aerie tan and white striped sweater, hoop earrings, Converse platforms, and a necklace.
Meals Eaten: 2
Glasses of water: 2
Best thing about today: not failing my bio test
Something I'm Grateful For: fuzzy socks
Song of the Day: hand in my pocket- alanis morissette (i've had it playing on repeat in my head because of my choir teacher)

[Sofluff (matching with my sisss)]

eheheehehehh we have the same name ✨

[Sofluff (matching with my sisss)]

anyways glad u had a decent day and im sorry abt the panic attack <3

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Sofluff (matching with my sisss) wrote: "eheheehehehh we have the same name ✨"

AHHH thats so cool!

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Sofluff (matching with my sisss) wrote: "anyways glad u had a decent day and im sorry abt the panic attack <3"

thank youuuu 💜

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

y'all i wasn't online whatsoever yesterday but here was my day rating:
Day Rating: 7/10 although the panic attacks weren't amazing
Mood: ecstatic, worried, stressed, happy
Panic Attacks: 5 (because i was waiting for the results of my audition until 8pm)
Outfit: volleyball hoodie (navy), flare leggings, ponytail, and blue Jordans
Meals Eaten: 3
Glasses of water: 4
Best thing about today: getting into honors choir!!
Something I'm Grateful For: my friend's support 🩷
Song of the Day: Glory of the Snow- Clairo

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

im actually so relieved that i got into honors choir, but most of my friends who also auditioned didn't. i feel like they hate me now because they don't want to talk to me and cancelled our hangout today.

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i love weekends. i wish i never had to go to school.

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

okay so i had three panic attacks today but I dealt through them so it's fine. it's fine. i feel like everyone hates me though. and im so sick and tired of my friends forcing me into their arguments and making me pick sides.

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

AHHHHHHhhh its okay ig

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

avery's just being pretty annoying and she won't stop being 'funny'

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

she's being extremely homophobic and it's pissing me off

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i yelled at her five times because of it but she won't listen to me. i literally hate this bcs i don't even know my sexuality yet and she's saying that nothing other than being 'straight' is normal

[-Georgie-]

I'm so sorry to hear that, I support you and I'm here for you if you need anything

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Georgie wrote: "I'm so sorry to hear that, I support you and I'm here for you if you need anything"

thank you so much 💜

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

today wasn't that bad but i'm pulling another all-nighter tonight... i haven't been sleeping that much which is probably bad. i have three tests tomorrow and if i fail im going to be disapointing myself and my parents because i need to have perfect grades.

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Day Rating: 3/10
Mood: sad, angry, stressed, pressured.
Panic Attacks: 6
Outfit: ripped jeans, AE top, crystal necklace, purple platform Converse, and straightened my hair
Meals Eaten: 2
Glasses of water: 5
Best thing about today: that my parents let me be on my computer for school today
Something I'm Grateful For: The radio
Song of the Day: I like you better than me- Bebe Rexha (i've been blasting it on repeat because it helps me focus when I sing along to it)

[-Georgie-]

Remember that grades don't define you, and it's important to rest your body and get sleep <3

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Georgie wrote: "Remember that grades don't define you, and it's important to rest your body and get sleep <3"

yeahhh i forget that a lot. i'll probably go to bed soon though. thank youu

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Day Rating: 7/10
Mood: happy, proud, uncomfortable
Panic Attacks: 2
Outfit: beige sweater, black baggy jeans, Nike Dunks.
Meals Eaten: 1
Glasses of water: 3
Best thing about today: getting 100s on my tests
Something I'm Grateful For: My dad
Song of the Day: Bags- Clairo

[˚⟡˖ gigi]

Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!) wrote: "Day Rating: 7/10
Mood: happy, proud, uncomfortable
Panic Attacks: 2
Outfit: beige sweater, black baggy jeans, Nike Dunks.
Meals Eaten: 1
Glasses of water: 3
Best thing about today: getting 100s on..."

OMGGGG 100 iS AMAZiNGGGG CGG
also bags is such a good song
maybe have a bit more food?

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

tyyy! I studied a lot lol.

Yeahh I’ll eat more food soon my dads making dinner rn I’ll see if I want any

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i love bags! its one of my favs

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i feel so tired

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Day Rating: 5/10
Mood: annoyed, happy, uncomfortable
Panic Attacks: 3
Outfit: grey off-the-shoulder sweater, ripped baggy jeans, and platformed uggs
Meals Eaten: 2
Glasses of water: 4
Best thing about today: getting home from school
Something I'm Grateful For: music
Song of the Day: Glory of the Snow- Clairo

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

waittt i might change song of the day to Sienna by the marias

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i already put glory of the snow before ughhh

[-Georgie-]

ooo I love Sienna by the marias

[Soph]

Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!) wrote: "hey guys! im sofie"

hi sofie, i'm ur dad now 💀

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

-Georgie- wrote: "ooo I love Sienna by the marias"

AHHHHH yayyy

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

Soph wrote: " Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!) wrote: "hey guys! im sofie"

hi sofie, i'm ur dad now 💀"

okkk soph

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

y'all harry's album just came out today and i've been listening to it on repeat

[Ali (geegee can u invite my alt to da group)]

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU BESTIEEEEE 🩷😘

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

TYSMMMMM ILYSMM

[blair’s alt ⋆˙⟡]

Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!) wrote: "y'all harry's album just came out today and i've been listening to it on repeat"

ikrr its soooo good

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

i swear i'll write more in my journal guys this is a promise

[Ali (geegee can u invite my alt to da group)]

OKIEEEE

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

blair’s alt ⋆˙⟡ wrote: " Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!) wrote: "y'all harry's album just came out today and i've been listening to it on repeat"

ikrr its soooo good"

yesss! sorry i just saw this

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

today has been going well...i have the day off and i didn't want to hang out with my friend group after what Liana did...they're all hanging out at the mall rn i think.

[Sofia (matching with my queen Ali!)]

im trying not to feel upset because it was my own choice to not hang out with them but it's not really working

[Ali (geegee can u invite my alt to da group)]

im sorry what did she do (my memory is crap)