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I just need to vent abt this.
so in a nutshell, your dad is a confusing jackass and your the victim.I had a mom who did this, she used to build me up just to break me down. I always wanted to be a singer but every time I sang in front of her, she'd always say that my sister (she vapes and has bad lungs) can do better than me. She legit only cared about my sister just because she was dying slowly but when it came to me,I always got yelled at for the smallest thing. My mom was an alcoholic so she'd always demand me to get her drinks and if I dropped them or couldn't find them then that was a slap.
Your ok! ima vent to! so when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long knife and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remember how everyone was saying to kill myself and it would make them happy. i smile, thinking 'is this was freedom feels like?' 'it's so quiet and peaceful'...... then i heard a scream and i still hear it today. i was my mothers.....so soft and silky, i felt like i was dreaming........i remember this day......so clearly........cuz it was my birthday.....
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. No one should ever have to go through that. He sounds like a terrible person. I think you're really brave to stand up to your dad. I understand parents being hot and cold and you like not knowing when their going to yell or explode. That's insane. My parents are like that too. I don't know their rules and it makes zero sense whenever they randomly tried to enforce it like, "I'm sorry that I had no idea what makes you mad, sad, happy, disappointed or upset." It's 100% valid that you're feeling this way. my messages are open if you would like someone to talk to. I'm a freshman in high school and have 4 siblings who went through their fair share of toxic things and behaviors from my parents and extended family.
wow, this just got dark
Treyviathan - T.R.⦻.L (Terrifier Version) wrote: "so in a nutshell, your dad is a confusing jackass and your the victim.I had a mom who did this, she used to build me up just to break me down. I always wanted to be a singer but every time I sang..."
Ohhh, I'm so sorry you went through that. I've never been hit, but I can't even imagine how mentally scarring that would be. Hope you're doing better now.
Luna wrote: "Your ok! ima vent to! so when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long shafe and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remeber how everyone was saying to kill myself and it would ma..."That sounds terrible! I hope you're okay now. ❤️❤️
but i'mma say more stuff. Just last year, I became depressed because I felt like there was nothing left of me to do and I was useless and worthless. Then on the news, I heard my friend and her siblings were attacked, it made it worse because she was my friend and I wanted to be there for her and felt like I failed her. On top of that, half of that year was me failing school and being called a failure and being threatened to be kicked out, which hurt. I finally became numb to it but then went on my balcony and jumped, broke my legs but I survived, I guess
Khadijah wrote: "I'm so sorry this is happening to you. No one should ever have to go through that. He sounds like a terrible person. I think you're really brave to stand up to your dad. I understand parents being ..."Thank you. ❤️ ❤️
i am fine now, cuz im 17! but i got sexually abused, mentally, and physically when i was a kid. but i have a mark on my chest, and thats the reason i don't like showing my chest..
Bella (Rhysand’s Version) (School Semi-Hiatus) wrote: "Khadijah wrote: "I'm so sorry this is happening to you. No one should ever have to go through that. He sounds like a terrible person. I think you're really brave to stand up to your dad. I understa..."You're welcome.
Luna wrote: "Your ok! ima vent to! so when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long knife and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remember how everyone was saying to kill myself and it would m..."hate it when people say that. some people take it to heart but they don't care. hope you're feelin' better
Luna wrote: "Your ok! ima vent to! so when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long knife and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remember how everyone was saying to kill myself and it would m..."ummmm babes WHAT???????
are u okay?
guys fr can we talk abt THIS HELLO????
ma am i-im so sorry that happend omg im so concered plz like pm dude..........
sending lots of love and prayers to everyone who needs it 💗💗💗
okay another thing, which I still don't feel comfortable sharing but i'm atheist in a heavy Christian family and everyday, their love for Christ gets stronger and I always feel like I don't belong
Awee sorry you feel that way. If it makes you feel any better, I'm not religious in any way either. 🤷♀️
♥ Alma ♥ wrote: "Luna wrote: "Your ok! ima vent to! so when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long knife and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remember how everyone was saying to kill myself a..."i am fine now! Im 17! that was 13 years ago..
Treyviathan - T.R.⦻.L (Terrifier Version) wrote: "okay another thing, which I still don't feel comfortable sharing but i'm atheist in a heavy Christian family and everyday, their love for Christ gets stronger and I always feel like I don't belong"you will always belong, god has a path for u and that path is worthy of being alive!
I'm a muslim and there this word that's basically considered off-limits and its munafiq. It basically just means a Muslim who doesn't seem like they're actually Muslim based off of their beliefs, morals, ethics, and the way they live their day to day life.I'm bi so there's a lot of hate surrounding queer and bi Muslim girls.
girl, my friend is bi and i support her all the way, and i do to for u!
my friends are pretty toxic and I get left out most of the time, some of them even bully me but they're popular so I cant do anything about it. I don't think my mom likes me much (I have four siblings). I used to go to therapy cus I had a bad relationship with my parents and they forgot to pick me up from one of my appointments so for 4 hours I was just sitting in the lobby (I was too young to have a phone and too shy to ask anyone for help). School is horrible socially (im in 8th grade) and its only the beginning of the year so I don't know how much more of it I can take. I'm also insecure about a lot. I'm rlly tall for my age, I have acne, and I'm not fat but most of my friends are all so skinny. I compare myself a lot. My older brother started jokingly calling me fat but he doesn't say it like a joke so my younger siblings have started doing it too. My parents don't do anything about it and I tried telling my mom about it once but she just laughed at me. I cry myself to sleep and I'm depressed. I feel so alone and nobody knows what I'm going through and there are times I want to kill myself. In August I started cutting my thighs. I keep a knife in my closet. I've done it a few times.
i am always here! u can vent to me! anytime, but i also feel u!:when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long knife and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remember how everyone was saying to kill myself and it would make them happy. i smile, thinking 'is this was freedom feels like?' 'it's so quiet and peaceful'...... then i heard a scream and i still hear it today. i was my mothers.....so soft and silky, i felt like i was dreaming........i remember this day......so clearly........cuz it was my birthday.....
Oh my God. I'm so sorry that you're going through all of that. No child should ever have anyone in their life make fun of their weight. I've felt the same way. That's so terrible!!! I was wondering when do you see your toxic friends? And can you go to the library during lunch? My messages on Goodreads are always open if you want to talk or anything like that.
Khadijah wrote: "Oh my God. I'm so sorry that you're going through all of that. No child should ever have anyone in their life make fun of their weight. I've felt the same way. That's so terrible!!! I was wondering..."since I'm in middle school, I have the toxic friends in every class. they laugh at me behind my back and feel superior over me cus theyre more popular and stuff, so I cant rlly do anything about it. and no I cant go to the library during lunch cus we have a library class at my school, so other classes would be happening. also during lunch its thankfully not bad cus we have assigned seats and I sit with some friends who aren't as toxic and are at least somewhat nice to me.
@Luna and @Khadijah thanks I really appreciate it 💗
Luna wrote: "i am always here! u can vent to me! anytime, but i also feel u!:when i was 4 i was getting bullied bad and i grabbed a long knife and stabbed myself right in the chest and i remember how everyone ..."
Is this true? It seems kinda unrealistic since you were 4...
Bella (Rhysand’s Version) (School Semi-Hiatus) wrote: "Are any of your guys' parents literally so rude and push you down for no reason? Because my dad is like that. Nothing I do is ever enough for him, and he always has to say that I suck at stuff or t..."I see nobody actually helping or answering your vent, and ppl just givin there own trauma. Your dad is toxic. Point blank. He is toxic. And if he keeps doing this—ignore. And i know this sounds stupid, but it makes them so mad and so annoyed that you wont listen to them rant about whatever they are yappin about. Or say " okay" after everything.
brigitte ୨୧ wrote: "Khadijah wrote: "Oh my God. I'm so sorry that you're going through all of that. No child should ever have anyone in their life make fun of their weight. I've felt the same way. That's so terrible!!..."You're welcome.
Ok.
I’m sooooo sorry if I could relate or help I would I have never been in that situation and I hope you can stay strong!!! I’m so sorry you have to carry that weight
brigitte ୨୧ wrote: "my friends are pretty toxic and I get left out most of the time, some of them even bully me but they're popular so I cant do anything about it. I don't think my mom likes me much (I have four sibli..."I'm so sorry you're going through this. Putting up with them makes you stronger, and you know you are better. I hope you find the right group of friends who lift you up rather than pull you down. (Maybe it'll even be us!)
I think my bf cheated on me.....but i dont rlly know....gosh im so stupid fuckkk
If he cheated on you, it is not ur fault, it is his fault.
Its this guy online fuck and we started dating like 4 months ago and well fuck it wass or is idek my first relationship even tho its onlibe......its fucked and i js cant...fuck
Im sorry for the cussing its js like that atm
Goddess wrote: "I think my bf cheated on me.....but i dont rlly know....gosh im so stupid fuckkk"You're not stupid. If he cheated on you HE is the stupid one because he is missing out on a beautiful person who doesn't need him anyways. If he did cheat on you....YOU DON'T NEED HIM!! You're too good for him anyways!!💖💖
that is not a dad. dads should never put you down.
Thanks it js sucks bc idk for sure like well the whole story is this so we started dating on the 2/5/25 and were chatting away and all that stuff (im 16 turn 17 in nov and he like not long turned 16) and then on the 12/7/25 my parents found out abt him (bc we were talking on this chat) and then i was on a total technology ban fir like 2 months till i found a way to get back on.....then 2 weeks ago i reached him.........and this i s the real kicker.....he told me he missed me and that he has been waiting this whole time for me amd that he still loves and mind you i was ready to let him go if he had moved on bc ive made it clear that all ive wanted was him to b happy even if that meant i was not......and not even this morning i thought id surprise him and get onpine only to have this girl tell me that theuve been dating for some time and she didnt know abt me be he didnt tell her and that he s her boyfriend..........AND THEN HE FUCKING BOOTED ME OFF THE DAMN CHATAND UR MOT GONNA GUESS WHAT HE SAID.... if u wanna know js lemme know bc im so fucking done...god i was am so stupid i know
Goddess wrote: "Im sorry for the cussing its js like that atm"wait. is it who I think it is?
Thanks for giving me all the more reason to hate him.
Oh trust i def did not like the way he treated u vut honestly i was so blind i swear....like fuck i actually thought i was smart buuut nooooo i could nvr be
nah, this makes you smarter, I just wish other women knew how he was because once a cheater, always a cheater
Mhmmm omg sorry but do u say nahh too?Bc my ma and all my friends bully me 4 it and say i sound bogan!!!
i rarely say it but it's just a word- shouldn't be judged for it
Yea i know....sighs i think im ready to move on now.....hopefully theres someone irl for bc i idt online dating is for me anymore.
book_girlie wrote: "Bella (Rhysand’s Version) (School Semi-Hiatus) wrote: "Are any of your guys' parents literally so rude and push you down for no reason? Because my dad is like that. Nothing I do is ever enough for ..."Well, thanks for helping. I'll definitely try that from now on. It's just, sometimes when I get in trouble, if I disagree with something he said, he'll force me to give a verbal agreement, or else I get grounded and yelled at even more. Seriously, thank you, though.
sara wrote: "that is not a dad. dads should never put you down."Yup. Honestly, Idk if it's because he's not my biological dad, but he does this a lot now that I'm older than when I first met him. I met him when I was 6, and he was a lot nicer to me then. He only started yelling when I was 8 or 9, and it's not just "yelling"; when he's really mad, it's like the spit-in-your-face kind of yelling. He and my mom always say that they're just trying to teach us how to behave and be respectful, but that obviously doesn't stem from yelling and insults. Also, he knows that my mom gets terrible anxiety, but still freaks out on us when he's mad and takes his anger out by yelling at us and grounding us for the smallest things. I hear them fighting all of the time, too, and my dad is usually being a snippy bitch, and she's usually crying. I talked to a school counselor about it before, but they couldn't really help because if they knew I saw one, they'd ground me and say I didn't need it. They found out that I had a friend email her for me asking to go, and they were mad enough. I told them she did it on her own, and they made me stop being her friend. So, obviously, I can't try that again.
And basically, yesterday I had a tennis match after school, and I misunderstood the directions my parents were giving me, and thought they'd be able to get it to me after school, and didn't take it. It turned out they couldn't, and in the middle of class, my dad started spamming my phone with messages about how my decision was retarded, and I failed my parents, and I didn't think it through, and was being lazy. I was super upset about this and literally started crying in my Spanish class at the end of the day and on the bus ride home. My dad did not seem to care.
This has happened before, too, where I've made a mistake and he straight up did not believe I messed up and told me he knew I did it on purpose and was just trying to avoid being in trouble. Or if I've said I forgot one of his absurd rules that he mentioned once, 5 years ago, and randomly decided to enforce. (He does this to me and my brother all of the time.)
And then today, after I got home from practice, he started saying I was bad at tennis and he could easily beat me in a match. I've been practicing and improving a lot, so I was like No, you couldn't, and he immediately started calling me unathletic and saying that I can't play sports. He also keeps bringing up how when I was younger, I said I wanted to be a singer, but I'm not that good of one, and he would crap talk me and say I sucked at singing. (I know that now, and don't say it anymore. All I ever tell him now is that I don't completely suck. I also have a fear of any public singing and get really insecure when people say stuff about my singing voice,) Anyways, he kept saying that my tennis skills are good like my singing skills, like, sarcastically, yk? And I was really sad, and I got mad and raised my voice slightly because he kept insulting me, and I got grounded for two days just because I was on the verge of tears and trying to explain how much it was hurting me.
Okay, thanks for reading this guys, Sorry for the long rant xx,