~Minnie’s Chaotic Thoughts~

[McKenzie (showgirl vrs)]

Enjoy

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Thanks!

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Ok..never had a journal before

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But summers almost over only 16 days until school starts..

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Summer went by wayyy to quickly..but I do like school just j hate homework 😭😭

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I’m currently buddy reading three books- the knight and the moth with Mel, dance of thieves with sofi, and deep end with angel

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They’re all pretty good so far

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Ok now I’m gonna go back to reading :)

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I’m literally gonna crash out

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Broooo a avcay is never just a vacay is it???? There’s always rules and I’m like give me a break I left for a reason bro just one month

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It’s uggghhggh yes I wanna relax but I just need space my life is in shambles

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I need time I need to be okay I need energy and space to go back to society and to look happy and to function normally and to go to school and act like everything okay liek I’m not broken like my world isn’t crashing around me like people don’t need to worry like I don’t want to curl up in a ball and cry until I am dehydrated and look as withered and crumpled as I feel

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I need to be better I need to be good and perfect I need to be happy I’m no one if I’m not happy I have to smile even if it hurts I’m crying on the inside but no one can know they get mad at me when j cry they say that there’s no reason and it’s stupid for me to cry

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I haven’t cried in front of them in years

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But I cry myself to sleep every night

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I’m gonna crash

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I want to jump

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But it’s ok I’m ok I’m just exaggerating and spiralling and being dramatic

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oop- me reading my journal after a couple days i sound crazy lol

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im currently doing 3 buddy reads
deep end with angel
dance of thieves with sofi
and knight and the moth with mel

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but um im picking up another one...bc i loooove multitasking when i know i cant manage it (lol) im really excited tho im reading divine rivals which has been on my tbr for monthsss might i even say a year? im reading it with audri :))

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That is such a good book I love the enemies to lovers and I love some of the quotes in it too

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^-^ wrote: "That is such a good book I love the enemies to lovers and I love some of the quotes in it too"

yes! ive heard great things about it and cant wait to read :))

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Well, I hope you enjoy it and also happy reading!!!!

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^-^ wrote: "Well, I hope you enjoy it and also happy reading!!!!"

thank you!

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I had apple pie today that my grandma made 😋

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Starting a buddy read of divine rivals with audri :)

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just picked it up lol

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Also I’m making (or trying and failing) zoeys norigae from kpdh!! It’s really hard but oh well I hope it’s worth it and it looks good in the end

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Let’s be real

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I’m prob never gonna write in this journal lol

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Anyways..you guys see all those book character acc???

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Bro it was so funny and great while it lasted

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I’m sad that their leaving 😞

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Bro I’m sad that this summer is over

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This was definitely a good reads summer. I got gr in may and I’m now so active like so much stuff has happened

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It all started at the end of June and then now it’s August

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Like so much has happened..and I’ve made some good friends along the way

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We’ve gone through shit together and I’d like to think that we’re tight. When the school year comes I might lose touch with them but I live them so much ☺️

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Valid crash out bc u don’t want to eat lunch …

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Bro I dotn wanna eat sue me

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Anyways imma go pack now byee