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Jun 28, 2025 09:24PM
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Bad bad thoughts go awayyy 🪄✨✨✨✨
I know me too :(
But I do hope you know there are a lot of people who don't want you to go be gone. Even if it feels like nothing is right, there is always a light, which will keep your hope. When all is lost? Grab to that last strand, before you collapse to life's ending chapter. We're all here to support and love you <33
But I do hope you know there are a lot of people who don't want you to go be gone. Even if it feels like nothing is right, there is always a light, which will keep your hope. When all is lost? Grab to that last strand, before you collapse to life's ending chapter. We're all here to support and love you <33
NELL I REFUSE TO STAY SILENT AND JUST SEE U COMMENT ALL THIS. MY HEART ALMOST STOPPED READING THAT.Plsss listen to me, I want u to know that it’s ok to feel overwhelmed and tired, life can be unbelievably tough, and sometimes it feels like the weight is just too much. But please believe me when I say u are SOOOO MUCH stronger than u realise, even if it doesn’t feel like it rn. You are not a burden! You are not alone! The pain u feel is real, and it matters. But so do YOU!. There are ppl who love u deeply, including me, and the world wouldn’t be the same without u in it. PLEASE hold on, even if it’s just a little longer.
I rlly want u to know how incredible u are, srslyly, u have a light inside u that the world needs, even if u can’t see it rn. Life can feel unbearably hard, but u’ve GOT TO KEEP GOING! You matter more than words can say, and there’s so much beautiful life waiting for u to discover. U DESERVE kindness, hope, and happiness, even if it seems impossible right now. I’m here for u, always.
I’m rlly glad we could be here for u ❤️ know that u’re never alone, even in the hardest times. We believe in u and we’re always just a message away. Keep holding on, okay? You’re so loved. <33
Girl, u don’t need anyone who cheats or messes with u. U’re WAY too awesome for tht drama. Real ones who deserve u are out there, don’t let anyone make you feel less. Better ppl are waiting for u.
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "Why do beautiful men cheat😩"tbh beautiful men are too good to be true- it's always the ones with the looks
oh nell… if they cheat they aren’t worth your time and i k ow it’s hard especially if they are good looking but just remember he’s just seeking attention from other people, he needs multiple people girls to make him feel loved and that shows he’s insecure. you are gorgeous the way you are and he is crazy
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "But anyway I am going to go eat pizza rolls"lmao quick change of topics.
btw u need to know ppl who cheat don’t deserve ur time or ur heart, u deserve someone real who sees ur worth and sticks around. Yhh, they might look good on the outside, but TRUST me, ppl who cheat are usually messed up inside. Being hot means absolutely NOTHING if their heart’s rotten. u deserve someone whose inside shines as bright as their looks, someone real, not just a pretty mask
ellieee ࣪ ⭒ wrote: "oh nell… if they cheat they aren’t worth your time and i k ow it’s hard especially if they are good looking but just remember he’s just seeking attention from other people, he needs multiple people..."yhhhh exactlyy
aww I love un-toxic friendships/relationships
Treyviathan - wrote: "aww I love un-toxic friendships/relationships"lmaooo me too!
yassss i posted smth for yall btw but lol u guys all disappearsed suddenly 😂
enjoy ur cookiesss btw <33lmao if it was me they would be burnt or raw or chewy or rubbery
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "Thanks people say my cooking is to die for"girl i put a post up for u and yh ev btw
nora wrote: "Ooo girl can u bring me some cookies???? Ima big back :D"loll frr save sum for me!!!
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "Where did you make the notes?"oh no i meant it was jus a status update dw abt it
oh whttt the time past so fasttt i didn't even realise loll
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "probably overreacting but why am I so fricken dramatic everything with me is drama an dramatic I say something and it is a big deal and like they all hate me even when they are nice but they will n..."just don't deal with them anymore, if they cant understand you and wanna act like bitches, then let them- they'll learn eventually not to fuck with someone who didn't do shit to them.
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "thank you and you are in the group I am talking about we talked about baby animals in the group"oh? what happened?
oh ok tbh i'm just curious because i want to see whatever drama's going on... (that might sound weird lol sorry)
toxic ppl suck
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "I hate cleaning my house like how the hack does it get this dirty I am the only one who lives here"no one likes cleaning- but at least u didn't have to see and feel what I'd I'd ;-;
Treyviathan - wrote: "NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "I hate cleaning my house like how the hack does it get this dirty I am the only one who lives here"no one likes cleaning- but at least u didn't have to see and fee..."
did*
NELL ( swimmer version) wrote: "Ya context I live alone cause my parents were toxic so I said I am done and then staring building with help from company’s and deigning my own house and now I live alone but of course my parents st..."oh- well I like the independence
yeah I wish I had that
how do you live alone at 13 though? is it just in your yard? thats cool
thats actually really cool
I wouldn't enjoy the bills ;-;
