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[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Guys I wish GR allowed pics to be sent or smth bc I just cleaned my room and it looks so good 🥳🤩

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Surina (Taylor’s Version) wrote: "Ava ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ wrote: "ok here's a bit of a song i wrote couple years ago:

I look across the room, youre over there
with your brown eyed smile and your dark hair
and my heart starts to flip over my ..."

Thank youuu!!

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Goodnight Surina!!!

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Anna⸆⸉ (Jacks & Wessy’s Version) wrote: "Guys I wish GR allowed pics to be sent or smth bc I just cleaned my room and it looks so good 🥳🤩"

Nice! and you actually can send pics on gr but its really hard and doesnt work half the time lol

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

SURINA THAT SONG IS AMAZING????

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Surina (Taylor’s Version) wrote: "Also, this is a bit of a song I wrote a couple of weeks ago:

Cause you’re the bringer of joy,
Into our lives
You are nothing other than brilliance
And pure utter excellence
Let the haters shoot t..."

Cool thats really good!!

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Guys I have a song I ac like that I wrote, but it swears lol. Do yw me to put it on here anyways?

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

yeah for sure! i'm ok with that

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Okay good 🤣😭 I wanna make sure Surina’s good with it too, cuz this is technically her group and no swearing is a rule. But I think she’s asleep lol so I’ll put it on here tmmr!

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

ok

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

also if she isn't you could just put * in the middle of any swears

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Yk I might do that lol, cuz ik I’ll forget to do this tmmr.

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

ok lol

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

It’s probably bad lol, but this is the best song I’ve written. This is only the first verse and chorus.


Beauty standards
That I don’t meet
Taking tests
Try not to cheat
Petal picking
He loves me not
I guess I should’ve
Shot my shot
Before it was just
Too late
To be anything at all
Now we’re nothing great

And it’s so hard these days
To keep up with all this sh*t
Tests,
standards,
pressure,
stress,
Wishes
What ifs
Why’s
What’s
Oh god
I’m losing it
Losing my sh*t
My sanity
Oh where did you go?

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Ooh thats really really good!!

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Ty 😭 I was crashing out like three months ago so naturally I wrote a song lmao

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

that is so real 😭

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

😭🙏🏼

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

i can write the lyrics of another song I wrote here if you want... or i could write the titles of all and you can pick one because i'm bad at making decisions

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

lol sure!

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

ok! my mom wants me off the computer for a bit but once i'm back i will

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Okkkk

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

byeeee

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

i found another song i wrote

do u want to see the full lyrics??

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

Girl I Can't Be

Wake up, same face in the mirror
Try a new hairstyle, maybe they'll see her
Mascara smudges, lips too thin
Wish I could trade the skin I'm in

Pull on my favorite sweater,
But it doesn't fit like it used to
Mom says, "You're beautiful, honey"
But what if that's not true?

In the hallway, I keep my head down
Hide behind a laugh, play the class clown
But inside, I’m wishing I could be
Someone else—anyone but me

I try so hard, but it never feels right
Every selfie, every outfit, every sleepless night
Blushing in math when you look my way
But I’m just the girl who fades to gray
Don’t you see, I’m invisible here
Trying to be pretty, but I disappear
If only I knew what you see in me
Boy, do you notice the girl I can’t be?

Lunchroom whispers, I hear them all
"She’s too quiet," "She’s too small"
I laugh too loud, trip on my shoes
Wish I could win, but I always lose

You sit two rows behind me
Your smile is a secret I keep
I write your name in my notebook
But that’s a dream I’ll never speak

I watch you talk with your friends
Wish I could be more than just pretend
If only I could see through your eyes
Would I still want to hide?

I try so hard, but it never feels right
Every selfie, every outfit, every sleepless night
Blushing in math when you look my way
But I’m just the girl who fades to gray
Don’t you see, I’m invisible here
Trying to be pretty, but I disappear
If only I knew what you see in me
Boy, do you notice the girl I can’t be?

Maybe one day I’ll believe
There’s more to me than what they see
Maybe you’re waiting for me to find
The courage to love what’s inside

I try so hard, but it never feels right
Every selfie, every outfit, every sleepless night
Blushing in math when you look my way
But I’m just the girl who fades to gray
Don’t you see, I’m invisible here
Trying to be pretty, but I disappear
If only I knew what you see in me
Boy, do you notice the girl I can’t be?

Maybe tomorrow, I’ll let myself shine
Maybe you’ll notice, maybe you’re already mine
But tonight, I’ll dream I’m enough
And hope that you see me, just once

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Savannah that is actually so good. Like I would listen to that song on REPEAT if it was released! I love it and it’s so relatable 😭

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

omg thankssss

it took me forevs to write it

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

It’s so good tho 😭

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

This is the full version of mine:


~MY SANITY~

*VERSE ONE*

Beauty standards
That I don’t meet
Taking tests
Try not to cheat
Petal picking
He loves me not
I guess I should’ve
Shot my shot
Before it was just
Too late
To be anything at all
Now we’re nothing great

*CHORUS 1*

And it’s so hard these days
To keep up with all this sh*t
Tests,
standards,
pressure,
stress,
Wishes
What ifs
Why’s
What’s
Oh god
I’m losing it
Losing my sh*t
My sanity
Oh where did you go?

*SECOND VERSE*

I sigh
I hope one day
I won’t cry
Wish I could be someone else
Someone better
Anyone but myself
Some days are good
Some days are bad
Maybe I should
Try and get past
These feelings I drown in
But I don’t know how
Can’t put a pin
On what might help
Because

*CHORUS 2*

It’s just so hard these days
Trying to keep up with all this sh*t
Family
Friends
Commitments
Responsibilities
Love
Loss
Searching
Fear
Faith
Oh god
I’m losing it
Losing my sh*t
My sanity
Oh where did you go?

*BRIDGE*

I just keep panicking
Can’t handle my thoughts
The old me is vanishing
Oh sh*t where’d she go
I’m lost
In the anxiety
The pressure around
Me
From
Everyone
From
Society
My family
My friends
My teachers
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
Do this
Anymore
(Sigh)

*CHORUS 3*
Because it’s just so hard these days
To handle all this sh*t
All of it
Exhausting
But I’m fine
Yeah, I’m fine
At least I will be
Eventually
My sanity
Come find me
My sanity
Come back
To me

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

omg its so good

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

ill record my song but my throat is killing me so i tried but... but i sound so so different in recordings. idk why tho

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

https://voca.ro/1mxQWpVm7Ebn

here it is. i sound so cheesy lol

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

wow thats really good!!

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

which one of songs do you want me to share the lyrics of? here are the names:
Ocean- song about the boy i like
Screaming at shadows- sad song
Frozen in time- sad song about boy i like
Shattered (not finished yet)- also sad about friends
Flames- maybe even more sad?
More than just a crush- unhinged and funny song about crush
Somehow I still miss you- icdiwabh type song (upbeat, sad lyrics)
Pretend- i dont remember
Oreos- crush song also sad
Tell me what happened- song about getting older
You ruined me- angry song
The hunger games- also angry song
How can I be happy?- saddddd song
If i'm better- my saddest song

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

sorry I know thats a lot lol

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

more than just a crush or tell me what happened

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

ok! so I lost my note on my phone where i wrote more than just a crush but here's the chorus:

No it's more than just a crush
God, it's even more than love
Yeah the fireworks go off, but it's like galaxies connect us
I don't care if I get burned
No I'm fine if I get hurt
As long as it's by you
As long as youre the one to break but heart

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

i love that so much!

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

thanks!

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Wow Ava that’s really good! That’s a really solid and catchy chorus!!! Can you show us the screaming at shadows one too? It sounds rlly good!

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

Savannah I’ll listen to it recording later tn! 😉

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

omg thankssss
my throat was killing me so i tried but... but i sound so so different in recordings. idk why tho

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Anna⸆⸉ (Jacks & Wessy’s Version) wrote: "Wow Ava that’s really good! That’s a really solid and catchy chorus!!! Can you show us the screaming at shadows one too? It sounds rlly good!"

Thanks!! Sure :)

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

yayyyy

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

I was fine alone
Or at least away from you
I had my own friends
I didn't need to be betrayed by you
After everything you've done, I'll never thank you
I remember your smile
Everything was worse after I saw it first
It continued to go that way for a while

Cause I'm screaming at shadows
Oh oh oh
Scared to see your face in the grocery line
You know I see you everywhere
oh oh oh
you haunt me like a ghost on the darkest nights

How can you be scared of somebody
so much smaller than you
how can you be scared of somebody
who barely even knows you
I was so nice to you
now i know that i'll never see you again

Cause I'm screaming at shadows
Oh oh oh
Scared to see your face in the grocery line
You know I see you everywhere
oh oh oh
you haunt me like a ghost on the darkest nights

I was screaming at shadows didn't know what to do
i was scared of the world all thanks to you
i had a billion tears fall down that day
i knew everything i knew was far away
i was yelling at silence thought i heard your voice
i was scared of every stupid thing in my life

Cause I'm screaming at shadows
Oh oh oh
Scared to see your face in the grocery line
You know I see you everywhere
oh oh oh
you haunt me like a ghost on the darkest nights

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

i know it's not that good but i wrote it a while ago...

[Savannah (Summer Semi~Hiatus) (UPDATED BIO!!!)]

its still sooo good!

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Thanks!

[Anna⸆⸉ (hiatus)(𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒏)]

THATS STILL SO GOOD I LOVE THE BRIDGE

[Ava ୨ৎ (showgirl version)]

Tysm!!