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[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(oooo)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Yeee das all I got)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(nicee)

[Karma Holmes]

((Cool))

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(...I feel like shit rn and need to shower but at the same time feel too shitty to)

(...usually do it everyday and I did it yesterday, but not for a couple days before that and I'm super sweaty rn- I hate this-)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Okay, it worked, I guilttripped myself ibto it)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(that's good that you got a shower)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(First actual shower since wednesday, forgor to use soap aside from shampoo yesterday :[)

(To be fair, I'm sick and feel like shit, have zero energy, and haven't been feeling any emotion too strongly for the past week or so, but I even managed to wash my face after)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(yeah, I get it honestly)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Proper self-care is kinda hard rn so yaaaay)

(anyways hru?)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(I'm alright, my cat is being annoying)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Awh)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(ya)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(What's the cat soin'?)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(tryna eat my spicy yakisoba)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Kitty nooooo

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(yeahhh)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(That cat's gonna regret any success in this mission)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(fr tho)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Rambly slept in the vents.

Alex gave up on everything he'd given up on drawing, on cooking, on life. He just walked to Akio's dorm, he didn't want to but he didn't look back.

(Sorry about my absence... I've had a tough time irl. My mental state ha deteriorated to the point of two suicide attempts and undiagnosed severe depression. I just wanted to say thanks for everything you've done. All of you...)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Do you need to talk? Please don’t do anything drastic)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

(Just some bullshit that no one cares about.)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(No, no)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

..)

[Ducky -Offline- fck off-]

(Husk, we do care)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

(right...)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

(can I vent here?)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Always)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

(so if you don't know I have issues with my mother's side of my family... My grandmother And Aunt showed up and made me feel like shit Even though neither of them hadn't been in my life for seven years. I had just turned eighteen and they show up. They told me I was a piece of shit for not contacting them at all. They tried to force me to go with them to do whatever and even made fun about my depression... A few days later my father got sick again ad my mother blamed me. Told me I didn't care. Told me I was about to get kicked out...)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(What the actual FUCK)

[Rory(Nico)☆Semi-Hiatus☆~ Their angel~]

(thats so messed up..i'm sorry)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Yeah I didn't thank fucking god I'm still living in my home)

[Karma Holmes]

((What the actual fuck))

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

...)

[Rory(Nico)☆Semi-Hiatus☆~ Their angel~]

thats so fucked up on so many levels)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(At the very least, you at least still have a roof over your head)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Yeah...)

[Rory(Nico)☆Semi-Hiatus☆~ Their angel~]

*gently hugs leony)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

For now *Hugs El*

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(...anyone wanna rpppp?)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Sure)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"Who's blood is it this time?"

Jaz had made another unholy caffeine cocktail, sipping it and immediately recoiling at the taste.

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Night slept in the vents alongside Rambly.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"...bleach is still under the sink."

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Imma say Pablo's alive)

Pablo drew in his notebook.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

Rambly~why do I exist~ wrote: "Imma say Pablo's alive)

Pablo drew in his notebook."

He offered a sip of caffeine experiment.

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Night yawned and clambered out of the vents.

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Jasper ~ fit check for my napalm era wrote: "Rambly~why do I exist~ wrote: "Imma say Pablo's alive)

Pablo drew in his notebook."

He offered a sip of caffeine experiment."

Pablo politely declined

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"Suit yourself."

Refusing to admit it tasted like cough syrup and crushed dreams, he kept drinking it.

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Pablo kept drawing he eventually just gave up and patted Noodles the possum