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[Louis :3]

(cool)

[Louis :3]

(i dont want to hear about the shit you and Jay deal with in school, we don't go thereeee)

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Fuck your help
Everyone's an expert on everyone else except their fucking selves
Last time that I made a song I left a lot of shit on that shelf
'Cause I know you're too weak to hear the truth or care about how I felt
And oh, hi comment section
Did you know your words describe you and not me and bounce back
'Cause in life we project our insecurities on people we wish we could be
While blinded by the fact that we're our own biggest worst enemies
Yeah
You don't know me, you knew me
You thought Joker was a joke
That shit's my life, this ain't no movie
You torment me and abuse me
Haunt me, chase me, and amuse me
I'm at war inside my mind my opps are black, they hide at night
Like I'm playing Call Of Duty
I'm depressed, but, cancel culture causes me to say that loosely
Why do you judge if you're not Judy?
You're not my friend, you're dead to me
After what you've done, I feel like Uzi
I'm done dealing with these groupies
When they see me they see food, I feel like sushi
Oh, it's funny right 'cause it's not happening to you
I wear a size 13 men's
There's no damn way you could walk in my shoes
Take this pain and do what I do
While making songs that people use
To get through shit I can't get through
While they laugh, hate, destroy, and constantly ridicule
You guys are pitiful
You take my words, and you twist them, that's why I don't want to do interviews
I told my mom I was suicidal, and she cried and then screamed
"What the hell has got into you?"
I don't know, mom
Maybe those people who laugh, hate, spin the truth
And pray you fail, and once you do
Ha ha ha ha ha
They start kicking you
Fuck
They tried to put me in a hospital bed
Diagnose me and stuff me with meds
All it ever did was fuck up my head
They anti-depress you until you're depressed again
And then you depend on the pills that made you independent
What a shame (what a shame)
I'm stuck in a cycle
I'm the hero, villain, traitor, and somebody else's idol
I make songs about my broken heart and about the Bible
If you feel depressed or wanna kill yourself, I'm not liable
Let me clarify and get this straight
I make songs that no one else can make
That millions love 'cause they relate
Then get half the recognition but twice the hate
Then reinvest and do it all again
At a quicker speed than anyone driving in my lane
Then I smile and wave, work and slave
Talk to my fans every day
While you troll and only take breaks to take a shit or masturbate
Then claim my life's a piece of cake
Like you could somehow do it, even though we know you wouldn't
'Cause you're too goddamn afraid
Don't even join my circus this time, I'm not in the mood
Go listen to that mainstream music or whatever your friends think is cool
I'll sit here and play the fool, while you drool
And drown inside my tears that fill
Olympic pools even Michael Phelps couldn't endure
Furthermore
I'm tired of drinking and waking up on that floor
Tired of living a life I cannot afford
Tired of living my life for people who never saw me as equal who hate me and just try to ignore
No more, it's war
I'm evening this score
Killing everyone that walks through that door
And tells me I need wings to soar
So let me take that knife and gun and stop pointing them at myself
I've hurt enough, it's time for you to feel it along with everyone else
Society needs sobriety
We put people down for notoriety
Love in public but destroy them privately
Adding creating anxiety
Then we want love and don't get it, oh, the irony
This was a poem I wrote in my diary
Fighting demons deep inside of me
I feel alone, yet I'm constantly fighting for privacy
Seeking truth while everyone I know lies to me
It's ironic 'cause the people who knew me the best didn't support me
Until I finally made it, now they wanna fake it and act like they love me
When I know they don't even like me
You ain't slick
I remember the day dude fucked my bitch
I remember rejection after rejection and going home wanting to slit my wrists
I remember that coach who said I wasn't shit then took my fucking scholarship
And all the kids who used to bully me just 'cause I didn't fit in
How does it feel?
When you see me now
They say if you're alone and fall it doesn't make a sound
What goes up must come down
Unless
You get a knife and cut a smile so you never frown. (hide spoiler)]

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Perfect!)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

not here

[Louis :3]

((its gonna be raining all week for us))

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Its nice and sunny here, not a cloud in sight)

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Katsuki wrote: "its about time u came back!! also...ITS RAINING V HARD!!!)"

:). )

[Louis :3]

Mori was right next to her, curled up.

[Louis :3]

im bored af- and this pre-test makes no fucking senseeee))

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Katsuki wrote: "boo you! gimme your sun or imma steal it)"

(Come and take it >:>)

[Louis :3]

People keep thinking my Liquid Death water is beer-))

[Louis :3]

Mori slept soundly, happy.

(wanna cont the queen x princess rp too?)

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Sleeps*)

[Louis :3]

Alexander was lying on the couch, asleep, Isabella glaring at him.

[ellie ⭑.ᐟ]

missy was sleeping next to isa

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Night was cooking a failing but he was cooking.

[Louis :3]

Alexander opened his eyes. ``Why do i smell burning...``

Isabella growled, making sure Alexander stayed away from her.

[ellie ⭑.ᐟ]

Missy turned, groaning

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Night sighed as he put out the fire. "Sorry!"

[Louis :3]

Mori stayed asleep, snoring softly.

Isabella coughed, shaking a little. ``Damn...i must have gotten sick..``

[Louis :3]

``Its alright Night, how about i teach you to cook-``

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

"That would be great thanks."

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-there was a loud sound outback, a tall, bulky man walked in the backdoor. Those who knew him would recognize him almost instantly. Kain was back-

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Night peeked out. "hey Kain."

[Louis :3]

Isabella growled, and Mori tried staying asleep, although he struggled.

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-Kain looked at night, and grinned- "Hey bud. " -his gaze shifted to nova- "Giant?-"

[Louis :3]

Mori yawned, clinging to Cherry.

Isabella nodded. ``Alright``

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-Kain patted novas head- "Your Brother in law".


(He's one of akios brothers)

[Louis :3]

``Ma...`` Mori mumbled.

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-a soft breeze would creep across novas neck, akio sat behind her, a mask on- "Hello little onee............."


-kain shrugged, and went to the kitchen- "Whatre you cooking night?"

[Louis :3]

Alexander chuckled, ``How about we get rid of the burnt stuff- and start new then``

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Nova Stellar {In my villain arc Version} wrote: "Nova leaped out of her seat with a squeal, hiding under the coffee table."

-akio laughed as he stood up. Taking off the mask. His long white hair falling to his shoulders-

[ellie ⭑.ᐟ]

Missy groans, waking up. "What the hell's happening?"

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Night Sighed sitting down

[ellie ⭑.ᐟ]

"you good night?"

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

"I have a bad feeling."

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

"He's back." night's voice was barely above a whisper and with that he left.

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

"Who?" Leon said walking in.

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-akio grinned at nova- " You know it"

[ellie ⭑.ᐟ]

"whos back?"

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-kain poked his head in- "Whats his problem?"

[ellie ⭑.ᐟ]

"fuck"

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-kain nodded- "Alright-"


-akio looked at nova, and went outside, lighting a cigarette-

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Jace sighed he was smoking out here already.

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-akio looked at jace- "You alright?" -he sat down on air, inhaling the smoke, then blowing it out-

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

Jace's eyes were pitch black. "just fine." the devil's voice sneered.

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-akio shrugged, and inhaled again- "You know how to box?" -he said as he exhaled-

[Rambly~why do I exist~]

"of course" it was clear it wasn't Jace

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-akio looked at nova- "Yep" -he did a right left-