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She nodded and closed her eyes. She rolled around under the sheets and eventually just hide under the covers. "Are you going to give the cookies to Iris?"
He sighed softly and looked over at the box.
"If you want me too, I will." He nodded once. He grabbed the box and stood up. "I'll be right back." He would just give the box to the nurse and have her deliver it.
"If you want me too, I will." He nodded once. He grabbed the box and stood up. "I'll be right back." He would just give the box to the nurse and have her deliver it.
She nodded. She just wanted him away for a moment so she could calm down a bit more. She closed her eyes and stuffed her face in the bed.
He looked back at her for a moment before walking out the door. He headed up to the nurses station.
"London?" He looked over and saw Lara. She had a thing of flowers in her hand. "How's she doing?"
"She's....awake now." He said quietly. "But she's taking what happened pretty hard."
"Right." She nodded slightly. "I might have some answers for her." He told her which way to go and she slowly headed in the direction of her room.
"London?" He looked over and saw Lara. She had a thing of flowers in her hand. "How's she doing?"
"She's....awake now." He said quietly. "But she's taking what happened pretty hard."
"Right." She nodded slightly. "I might have some answers for her." He told her which way to go and she slowly headed in the direction of her room.
She peeked her head out from under the covers and saw he was gone. She grabbed one of the pillows and hugged it to her tightly. She brought her knees up too to make a small ball out of herself.
Lara made it to the room and felt the numbers, making sure it was the right one.
"Sira?" She said softly. Walking into the room slowly.
"Sira?" She said softly. Walking into the room slowly.
Sira lifted her head slightly at the sound of her name. "Lara?" She sat up and let go of the pillow. She saw the flowers and looked down. 'Was Iris getting flowers?' She thought.
"How are you feeling?" She asked setting the flowers down by the door and walking over.
"Peachy..." She admitted. She laid back down and went back to her position before without hesitation.
She sat down in the chair and sighed softly.
"I am sorry." She said quietly. "I could have helped you if I had been there...."
"I am sorry." She said quietly. "I could have helped you if I had been there...."
"It's fine. Even if you were there it wouldn't have changed what had happened..." She said softly.
"Yes it could have." She said with a small sigh. "London told me what happened. "And I know what it was that happened to you."
She looked at Lara sadly. "Tell me. Because I'm pretty sure I was half myself in that time..." She said softly.
"I was hoping that it wouldn't happen to you." She said quietly. "It seemed okay after you...killed Jensen. "But it wasn't. "Without you knowing yourself the half of you that took over wanted more. "It's the part of you that usually lays doormat, it's in every powerful being." She paused for a moment. "Sometimes it doesn't want to wait for it to happen again, so it takes over...."
"Is there a way I can make it disappear?" She asked desperately.
She nodded her head slowly.
"There is." She said. "But....there is a bit of a side effect. "If it isn't done right, you may never be yourself again."
"There is." She said. "But....there is a bit of a side effect. "If it isn't done right, you may never be yourself again."
She gripped her pillow and couldn't help it this time. She started to shake again. 'No. I don't want to kill anyone. I want everyone happy. If I try to do it though I might just disappear.' She couldn't stop shaking.
"But I have a way of making sure it's done right." She said trying to reassure her. "I've done this before...."
"Y-you don't know that. I r-rather not r-risk it." She let go of the pillow and laid down. She tried her best to stop herself from shaking.
She tilted her head a bit, hearing her voice shaking. She could tell she was scared.
"Sira do you trust me?" She asked softly.
"Sira do you trust me?" She asked softly.
"No. Lara. I don't want to do it again." She clutched her head and sank down lower. "So stop asking and just leave." She said still shaking.
She sighed and stood up, slowly walking out of the room.
"I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." She said before she left the room. "But I'm sorry if I upset you." She left passing by London in the door way.
"Whoa, whoa." He saw her shaking and quickly went over to her side. "Are you okay? "What happened?"
"I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." She said before she left the room. "But I'm sorry if I upset you." She left passing by London in the door way.
"Whoa, whoa." He saw her shaking and quickly went over to her side. "Are you okay? "What happened?"
She didn't say anything. She just gripped onto the bed with trembling fingers. She curled up tighter in a attempt to stop shaking.
He pressed his lips together and closed his eyes tightly. He wanted to help her, but if she wouldn't tell him anything he couldn't. He wasn't sure what to do for her now, he was frustrated just standing there watching her like this.
"I'm sorry." He whispered sadly. "I'm so sorry." He flopped down in the chair and put his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry." He whispered sadly. "I'm so sorry." He flopped down in the chair and put his head in his hands.
She stared at him and imagined what would happen if all the blood just dripped out of him... She quickly stood up and made a hasty rush for the window. She managed to open it and once she felt the wind. She had stopped shaking.
He looked up as he heard the window open. She seemed to calm down a bit with the fresh air hitting her. Maybe being outside would help her a bit.
"How about we go for a walk?" He asked quietly.
"How about we go for a walk?" He asked quietly.
She was quiet, but gave a small nod. She closed the window back up and walked over to him. She didn't touch him at all. She just kept her distance.
He stood up and put his hand out to her, but she didn't take it. He sighed seeing she was keeping her distance. He looked away from her as he headed out the door. Whatever was happened, it was effecting her pretty badly.
She followed behind him and kept her head down. She crossed her arms and as soon as the fresh air hit her face she relaxed slightly. 'Fresh wind...'
He walked silently along, afraid to look back at her as they walked around the court yard. A few days ago, he would have never though he would have had a hard time finding something to say. He started thinking maybe he had done something wrong.
She watched him for a moment before suddenly reaching out and grabbing the small hem of his back shirt. She stared down at it and then softly said. "I love you." Then said, "I'm sorry."
He stopped when he felt her grab him, and slowly turned around to face her. He managed a bit of a smile when he heard her.
"I love you too." He whispered, taking her hand gently. "And you don't need to apologize."
"I love you too." He whispered, taking her hand gently. "And you don't need to apologize."
She looked up at him then hugged him tightly. She closed her eyes and put her head on his chest. She was quiet while doing it though.
He hugged her back, holding her close. He let out a soft breath and closed his eyes for a moment. He knew it was bad right now, but he knew they could get passed it.
She smiled when she heard take a breath like he always did. She drew away to give him a small kiss. "I didn't mean to do all those things to you either."
"It's okay." He said softly, gently moving her hair from her face. "Whatever happened, it's in the passed. "We just....need to move forward and try and make up for it."
She nodded. "But... There was one thing I wanted to do." She said softly then looked at him in the eyes. "I want to see Iris."
He looked at her for a moment, before he nodded his head.
"Okay." He said softly. He understood, and maybe they could make up....somehow.
"Okay." He said softly. He understood, and maybe they could make up....somehow.
"I feel guilty... I was the one who almost killed her, but I was the one who got the flowers, cookies, attention. Not her..." Sira said softly.
"The nurses said she had some visitors." He said thoughtfully. "But I understand how you feel." He nodded and took her hand. "We can go now if you want."
"I want to go alone. I'm not sure how she will react to me and you. I rather it just be me you know?" She asked softly.
"Alright." He said nodding his head. "I'll be right outside the door for you then."
"Thank you. Can you show me to her room please?" She asked softly.
"Lets go." He took her hand and led the way back inside, and down the opposite way to Iris's room. He stopped in front once they got there and kissed her cheek.
She smiled slightly at him before grabbing the handle and opening it up with slightly trembling hands. She opened it and stepped instead.
Iris was laying in bad, her eyes closed but not sleeping. Her head and stomach area was wrapped up. She slowly opened her eyes when she heard the door, and turned her head slightly to see who it was.
"Sira..." She said a bit surprised. "You....your the last person I would expect to visit me."
"Sira..." She said a bit surprised. "You....your the last person I would expect to visit me."
"I came here to apologize... For everything." She walked over to her. "I understand if you don't forgive me. But, I want you to hear I'm sorry."
She turned her head back and stared up at the ceiling for a moment.
"I don't blame you for this." She said quietly. "It's my fault it even happened. "I should be apologizing to you."
"I don't blame you for this." She said quietly. "It's my fault it even happened. "I should be apologizing to you."
"But. I really almost killed you... How can you forgive that?" She said softly and walked over to her bed.
"I'll be here if you need me." He whispered softly.