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Møøńšhådöw and Fangs
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Apr 30, 2015 05:41PM
"What do you mean?" He asked softly, looking at her curiously. "Why do have to repay me for?"
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"You've protected me even when I didn't know you existed. You helped me when I was struggling with the goddess thing... I haven't even repaid you back once." She said looking down.
He smiled softly and hugged her gently.
"I don't want you to feel the need to repay me." He said kissing the side of her head. "But you have already paid me back more then you know."
"I don't want you to feel the need to repay me." He said kissing the side of her head. "But you have already paid me back more then you know."
She stared at him for a bit before nodding. "I hope I did even though I don't know how." She said softly. She hugged him back and then drew away. "Uh. We should probably serve the food."
"Yeah." He smiled slightly and nodded as he went back to the kitchen and finished up the last of it. He the grabbed the bowls the he put it into and set them on the table in the dinning room.
She sat down in the dinning table with a small sigh. She lifted Berry up and put him besides her in the chair. She looked at the food and got a fork. She quickly started to eat.
He sat down across from her and looked over at her for a moment. He wondered if she was okay, she was acting a bit out of sorts. But again he couldn't blame her, he just hoped she would be better soon.
She looked up at him and then looked down at her food. She eat it quickly and then stood up. She walked over and got a apple as well.
He looked down and started eating when she stood up, just trying to get his mind off of it. He decided maybe he was just being paranoid, reading to much into it.
She looked at him and saw he was thinking. "What's on your mind?" She asked and held the apple off to the side. "I can tell you are thinking deeply into something."
"Just wondering how you are doing." He said softly looking up at her. "Wondering if you want to go home or not." He said shrugging slightly.
"You can ask me you know." She said rubbing the back of her neck. "Plus, I don't want to go home. I want to stay with you." She said softly.
He smiled at that and nodded his head.
"Well...how are you doing?" He asked softly smiling at her. "Are you okay?"
"Well...how are you doing?" He asked softly smiling at her. "Are you okay?"
"I've been nervous about more than half of what I am doing." She said with a shrug. "I guess it's natural, but still it feels weird to worry this much." She sighed softly.
"Yeah, I know what you mean." He said. "But you know I'm here for you, I will be as long as you want me to be."
She nodded. "But, I don't think you'll get it. Plus, I'm used to dealing with things myself you know." She said with a shrug then hugged Berry.
He nodded a bit and slowly finished the last bit of food that was on his plate. He liked that she was so independent and everything, but he wished she didn't feel like she needed to do things like that alone.
"Should we head to bed and then do the spell in the morning?" She asked softly. "If there is morning that is..." She rubbed the back on her head.
"Yeah there's morning." He said smiling as he stood up and grabbed the dishes. "And if your tired you should definitely get some rest. "I have a feeling we're going to need it."
"Uh... I know this sounds childish, but I haven't had pleasant dreams lately, I was wondering if I can sleep with you." She said softly and looking away.
"Doesn't sound childish at all." He said shaking his head as he put the dishes in the sink. "I....don't mind if you sleep with me." He gave her a soft smile. Though in his head he was freaking out, a bit nervous about it.
She smiled slightly. "Thank you." She helped him throw the dishes in the sink and then went to her room. She changed quickly into Pjs and walked out.
London bit his lip as he walked toward his room and calmed himself the best he could. He quickly shook it off and made sure his room was relatively clean. Quickly kicking a pair of his boxers under the bed.
She walked to his room nervously and bit her lip slightly. "Uh... How should we do this?" She asked softly. She rubbed her neck a bit.
"Um....however you feel comfortable." He said trying not to seem like he was freaking out. "Or I could always sleep in the chair." He said pointing to the recliner in the corner of his room.
"No! I mean, if this makes you uncomfortable I'll sleep on the chair. I don't have any problem with it." She said softly.
"I don't want you to have to do that." He smiled and shook his head. "I'm fine, just a bit....nervous is all." He admitted. "We'll share, it'll be fine."
She nodded slightly. She laid in the bed without hesitation and made room for him. She closed her eyes, ready to sleep.
He gulped slightly before he pulled his shirt off and laid down on the other side. He leaned over and kissed her cheek before pulling back.
"Good night." He said quietly.
"Good night." He said quietly.
"Good night." She said softly as she slowly started to fall asleep. She could fall right asleep though because knowing London was right there made her anxious.
He knew he wouldn't be able to go to sleep. For a long time he hadn't been able to sleep. He didn't think this night was any exception. He guessed it was good that he didn't need sleep.
She rolled on her other side without thinking and faced London. She was asleep and was calm for the most part though her face would scrunch up a bit.
London had his eyes closed for the most part. But opened them a bit when he felt her move. He turned his head a bit to look at her and saw her face. She seemed okay, though he was slightly worried. He decided to keep an eye on her, to make sure she didn't have any bad dreams.
Soon she stared having nightmares like always. The demons. Fire. Blood. Death. She felt like it was all real and she tried her best to tell herself it isn't real.
He looked over again a bit later seeing her expression had turned a bit worse. He propped himself up a bit and reached over gently trying to shake her awake.
"Sira?" He said gently. "Come on, wake up please."
"Sira?" He said gently. "Come on, wake up please."
When she started shaking the nightmares now involved the moving land with the gates. She slowly started to loosing her grip on everything and reached her hand up to pull at her hair.
"Sira!" He yelled as he realized it was getting worse. He grabbed her hand as he saw it going for her hair. "You have to wake up!"
Her eyes finally opened and she tried her best not to freak out. She looked at him tiredly and saw what she had done by just looking at him. "I...I'm sorry." She said quietly.
"Sssh..." He cooed gently stroking her hair, pushing some out of her face. "It's alright, you don't have to apologize to me. "You can't help what you dream." He took in a deep breath and gently pulled her close. "How about we stay up a bit longer?"
Even though she wanted to say no since she was beyond tired, she nodded. She stayed close to him and somehow heard his yelling even when she was awake.
He wasn't quite sure what to say to her. Though he knew he had to somehow take her mind off of it. He bit his lip and took in a deep breath.
"You know, there's a fair coming up in a few days." He said softly. "It'll have rides and everything."
"You know, there's a fair coming up in a few days." He said softly. "It'll have rides and everything."
She glanced at him. "You think we'll have time and be protected there?" She asked him softly and hoarsely. She still hesitated to hold onto him because she wasn't sure this was a dream or not.
He looked down at her curiously.
"Of course we will." He said softly. "It'll be in the park outside of the ballroom we were at the other day. "It'll be fun. "Would you want to go?"
"Of course we will." He said softly. "It'll be in the park outside of the ballroom we were at the other day. "It'll be fun. "Would you want to go?"
She looked away. "I guess if we are going their together and all." She said softly and put her head under his chin. She was still trying to calm down from her dream. Sometimes, she would reach her hand up to her hair, but stopped herself.
"You don't have to go if you don't want to." He said kissing the top of her head. He didn't want to push her into anything. He for some reason felt like he was always pushing her into things she didn't want to do.
"No, it's fine. It will be fun and all." She said closing her eyes slightly. "The last time we really had fun was when you were chugging drinks down... That seemed so long ago huh?" She said with her voice cracking slightly.
"Yeah..." he said with a sigh and closed his eyes for a moment. It did actually, though it wasn't but a few days ago. And it all hadn't really sank in until she had said it. He closed his eyes tightly and pressed his lips together, suddenly angry.
She slowly opened her eyes and looked at him. She could tell he was angry. She put a hand on his cheek softly and then put her head against his. "Hopefully we will have more times like that right?"
"Hopefully..." He said quietly and took in a few deep breaths to calm himself. He wished he didn't get so angry about it, that he could just keep it to himself.
"Yeah." She said quietly. "I'm going to try to go to sleep again." She said softly. "Make sure I don't do anything stupid." She closed her eyes and tried up relax.
