SOLVED. Adult Nonfiction. Getting to know a woman's body.

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Okay so this book should be nonfiction based off what i read from it and if its not I'd be surprised. So yes its nonfiction. The books intended audience should just be men or young adults. I had to look deep to find it but i read it in the USA, its original language is english and it was recommended to me by a youtube short, there are some similar titles and books but originally i found the exact same one that was shown in the video but now i cant even remember the name of it or how it looks. I just know that if i read the first couple of pages that i will know the book instantly.
Alright to start off, the book has a weird but nice design to it that is very different from modern books from what i can remember it more old school-ish and is a hidden gem from the way that i remember from the youtube short that introduced me to it. Now lets get into the books details and initial story line from what i can remember about it. The full book is about pleasing a woman the proper way or at least the way the man was taught growing up, yes it is in a guys pov. It starts off from when he was younger and it had some lines about him being taught about the womans body and how to be gentle with it even though he didn't realize it at the time because he was so young. Apparently the male figures in his life brought him to a field of flowers and had him touch roses and do some other things that were normal but it was to heighten his senses so that he would be able to notice slight changes in a women. Then it fast forwards to when he's older and he was then brought to a house where he had to choose from a line up of women, all types and he would then choose which woman would be his teacher. He choose a more older woman and from what i can remember she smiled and the woman was also married with a husband and in the story iot said that he was so proud of her for helping other people into becoming men. (i dont wanna get too crazy with my interpretation of the description lol) So they never did any sexual acts until he was a bit older and they spent time together and from what i remember about the story they never did anything aside from oral seggs but i barley got through the book so i dont know. He would also bring up how he had urges but he was taught to control them by being with that women who was helping him.
So, yes this is currently the book i am on the day and night hunt for and i wont b e stopping anytime soon. It took me so long to find it in the first place but then i accidentally wiped my hard drive and now boom its gone. If i can get a physically copy of it i will pay top dollar lol. I hope someone out there knows the title.

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Is this book a memoir?

When did you see it on YouTube?

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Rainbowheart wrote: "Is this book a memoir?

When did you see it on YouTube?"


It was probably last year in a youtube short. I doubt that it was tiktok because i stopped using tiktok and havent had it installed in so long. It was a black guy that recommended it and all he did was caption that we are missing out and then he flashed the book and its title. i then went on a hunt to find it and eventually was able to get it in pdf format which i then proceeded to accidentally delete




edit: also the flower that he went to the field for and was touching was a tulip im pretty sure not a rose

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After Hunting this book down based of only the information given here in this thread. I am glad to report that once i saw the title i knew i found it. ...... No im not down bad but my head is gonna be down in this book for sure aaahaha.

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Good news, glad you found it!

The Sexual Practices of Quodoushka for the link.