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message 351: by [deleted user] (new)

Ugh. Might disappear. Storm. Power might go out...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments O.o alright. Be safe.


message 353: by [deleted user] (new)

If I can... It's fucking scary...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments *holds and kisses cheek* how bad is it?


message 355: by [deleted user] (new)

Neighbour's tree just broke out from the roots o.o The wind is shaking our windows and one of our glass doors is falling off and it's gonna squish and kill me.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments ... Do you have a basement?


message 357: by [deleted user] (new)

I sleep in the basement, darling XD We had a window fall out down there...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments .... Well.... I'm sorry.... Hide somewhere safe where things can't fall....


message 359: by [deleted user] (new)

Shiiiiitttt. Phone gonna die. Lighting. Power not gone yet but I can't get my charger..


message 360: by [deleted user] (new)

Shiv {3/22. My aWeSoMe BuDaPeSt} wrote: ".... Well.... I'm sorry.... Hide somewhere safe where things can't fall...."

So.... No where...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Crap.... Well... Maybe don't text till power goes out, if it does.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments I'm sorry... That stuff doesn't happen here... Not that bad....


message 363: by [deleted user] (new)

I don't plan on it. I'll call at 9?


message 364: by [deleted user] (new)

Shiv {3/22. My aWeSoMe BuDaPeSt} wrote: "I'm sorry... That stuff doesn't happen here... Not that bad...."

Good. One less reason to be worried.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments But not for me... I'm still worried.... But you're Kassi. You've got this.


message 367: by [deleted user] (new)

I'm having crazy anxiety...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments I'm sorry... Hang in there... We can call soon... I can help even more when you hear me... *holds close* I love you...


message 369: by [deleted user] (new)

That made me smile... I love you too...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Did it? And I mean, you'll get through it. I need my wife...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments And I can't have one without you.... ;)


message 372: by [deleted user] (new)

Hehe. I have to go. Mom pissed.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Byyyyeeeee.... And why? Text me pwease


message 374: by [deleted user] (new)

Will do.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Boys workin' on empty
Is that the kinda way to face the burning heat?
I just think about my baby
I'm so full of love I could barely eat
There's nothing sweeter than my baby
I'd never want once from the cherry tree
Cause my baby's sweet as can be
She'd give me toothaches just from kissin' me

[Chorus:]
When, my, time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
No grave, can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her

Boys, when my baby found me
I was three days on a drunken sin
I woke with her walls around me
Nothin' in her room but an empty crib
And I was burnin' up a fever
I didn't care much how long I lived
But I swear I thought I dreamed her
She never asked me once about the wrong I did

[Chorus x2:]
When, my, time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
No grave, can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her

My babe would never fret none
About what my hands and my body done
If the Lord don't forgive me
I'd still have my baby and my babe would have me
When I was kissin' on my baby
And she put her love down soft and sweet
In the low lamp light I was free
Heaven and hell were words to me

[Chorus x2:]
When, my, time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
No grave, can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her


message 377: by Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (last edited Jun 08, 2015 02:23AM) (new)

Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments |Songs Keeping Me Sane|


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
Been a long time coming for the working man
So shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
When the money is high, we can start to spend
[x2]

Every little bit goes a little of a long way
Life gets hard and I'm headed for the highway home, home
Caught up in the middle of a headache and a heartbreak
Just when I thought I was clear of the mistakes,
No, no oh oh

So tell me, tell me, tell me
What am I to do
I think that this life is darker than the view
So help me, help me, help me
Be a little more like you
When everything is falling
I'm gonna do the things you do

Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
Been a long time coming for the working man
Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
When the money is high, we can start to spend
[x2]
Shake it

Everything is serious and everything is fatal
That's what they tell you
And that's how they make you know, know
I'm tired of the books and I'm tired of the tables
Everything is made with the same old labels
No, no oh oh

So tell me, tell me, tell me
What am I to do
I think that this life is darker than the view
So help me, help me, help me
Be a little more like you
When everything is falling
I'm gonna do the things you do

Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
Been a long time coming for the working man
Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
When the money is high, we can start to spend
[x2]
Shake it

Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
Been a long time coming for the working man
Shake it, shake it
And we're moving again
When the money is high, we can start to spend
[x4]
Shake it


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments |Just A Few More Hours|


message 380: by Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (last edited Jun 08, 2015 02:32AM) (new)

Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Guess I wrote this an hour ago...

'Hey, its like... 1:30, 1:28 to be exact. And I read your journal about an hour ago... And Kass... Are you sure I'm not hurting you? I just don't know anymore. I'm afraid to leave you alone, even for a few hours... I just don't know what to do... Most likely I'll stay up the rest of the night... And you have no reason to be guilty.... '


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments When can we do this again?
When can I see you again?
When can we do this again?
When can I see you again?
When can we do this again?
When can I see you again?

Switch on the sky and the stars glow for you
Go see the world 'cause it's all so brand new
Don't close your eyes 'cause your future's ready to shine
It's just a matter of time, before we learn how to fly
Welcome to the rhythm of the night
There's something in the air you can't deny

It's been fun but now I've got to go
Life is way too short to take it slow
But before I go and hit the road
I gotta know, 'til then,
when can we do this again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can I see you again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can we do this again?
Oh oh oh oh
I gotta know, when can I see you again?
(When can I see you again?)

Joined at the hip, yeah your sidekick needs you
Life is a trip down the road that leads you
Look all around at all the mountains you haven't climbed
It's just a matter of time, before we learn how to fly
Welcome to the rhythm of the night
There's something in the air you can't deny

It's been fun but now I've got to go
Life is way too short to take it slow
But before I go and hit the road
I gotta know, 'til then,
when can we do this again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can I see you again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can we do this again?
Oh oh oh oh
I gotta know,
When can I see you again?

Don't close your eyes 'cause your future's ready to shine
It's just a matter of time, before we learn how to fly
Welcome to the rhythm of the night
There's something in the air you can't deny
So let me know before I wave goodbye

When can I see you again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can we do this again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can I see you again?
Oh oh oh oh
When can we do this again?
Oh oh oh oh

Yeah, it's been fun but now I've got to go
Life is way too short to take it slow
But before I go and hit the road
Tell me when
When can I see you again?
When can I see you again?
Tell me when
When can I see you again?


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments You're a troublemaker
You're a troublemaker...
You ain't nothing but a troublemaker, girl

You had me hooked again from the minute you sat down
The way you bite your lip got my head spinnin' around
After a drink or two I was putty in your hands
I don't know if I have the strength to stand, oh oh oh...

Trouble troublemaker, yeah
That's your middle name, oh oh oh...
I know you're no good but you're stuck in my brain
And I wanna know...

Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad, oh oh oh?
My mind keeps saying,
"Run as fast as you can."
I say, "I'm done," but then you pull me back, oh oh oh...
I swear you're giving me a heart attack
Troublemaker!

It's like you're always there in the corners of my mind
I see your silhouette every time I close my eyes
There must be poison in those finger tips of yours
'Cause I keep comin' back again for more, oh oh oh...

Trouble troublemaker, yeah
That's your middle name, oh oh oh...
I know you're no good but you're stuck in my brain
And I wanna know...

Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad, oh oh oh?
My mind keeps saying,
"Run as fast as you can."
I say, "I'm done," but then you pull me back, oh oh oh...
I swear you're giving me a heart attack
Troublemaker

Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad, oh oh (hurt so bad)?
My mind keeps saying,
"Run as fast as you can."
Troublemaker
I say, "I'm done," but then you pull me back, oh oh oh...
I swear you're giving me a heart attack
Troublemaker

Maybe I'm insane
'Cause I keep doing the same damn thing
Thinking one day we gon' change
But you know just how to work that back
And make me forget my name
What the hell you do I won't remember
I'll be gone until November
And you'll show up again next summer, yeah!
Typical middle name is Prada
Fit you like a glove, girl
I'm sick of the drama
You're a troublemaker
But damn girl it's like I love the trouble
And I can't even explain why
(Yeah!)

Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad, oh oh oh?
My mind keeps saying,
"Run as fast as you can."
Troublemaker
I say, "I'm done," but then you pull me back, oh oh oh...
I swear you're giving me a heart attack
Troublemaker

Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad, oh oh oh?
(And I can't even explain why)
My mind keeps saying,
"Run as fast as you can."
Troublemaker
I say, "I'm done," but then you pull me back, oh oh oh...
I swear you're giving me a heart attack
Troublemaker


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments |And That's All Fine And Good... But Truth Is...|


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments I wish I found some better sounds no one’s ever heard,
I wish I had a better voice that sang some better words,
I wish I found some chords in an order that is new,
I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang,

I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink,
But now I’m insecure and I care what people think.

My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.
My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.

Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out.
Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out.

We're stressed out.

Sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young,
How come I’m never able to identify where it’s coming from,
I’d make a candle out of it if I ever found it,
Try to sell it, never sell out of it, I’d probably only sell one,

It’d be to my brother, ‘cause we have the same nose,
Same clothes homegrown a stone’s throw from a creek we used to roam,
But it would remind us of when nothing really mattered,
Out of student loans and treehouse homes we all would take the latter.

My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.
My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.

Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out.
Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out.

We used to play pretend, give each other different names,
We would build a rocket ship and then we’d fly it far away,
Used to dream of outer space but now they’re laughing at our face,
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money."
Yo.

We used to play pretend, give each other different names,
We would build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away,
Used to dream of outer space but now they're laughing at our face,
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money."
Yo.

Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out.
Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out.

Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
We used to play pretend, give each other different names,
We would build a rocket ship and then we’d fly it far away,
Used to dream of outer space but now they’re laughing at our face,
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money."
Yo.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments I’ve been tryin’ to keep my grip, yeah I think I’m over this
I can hear it now, oh no, oh no-o
Yeah my tongue will let it slip, why’d I do those things I did
I can taste it now, oh no, oh no-o

I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage in her lips
I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage when we kiss.

My innards turn, your eyes, they roll. I’ll be there to take the fall
I can feel it now, oh no, oh no-o
Same old story since day one, but I’ve got no place to run
I can see it now, oh no, oh no-o

I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage in her lips
I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage when we kiss

(Oh, woah)
High voltage in her lips, they catch me when I slip
(Oh, woah)
High voltage in her lips, they catch me when I slip

I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage in her lips
I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage when we kiss

(Oh, woah)
(Like cardiac arrest, high voltage in her lips) (Oh, woah)
(Like cardiac arrest, high voltage when we kiss)
I’ll try my best, how much do I invest?
Like cardiac arrest, high voltage in her lips, I’ll try my best…


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Did this shizz get moved?


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments You may call it in this evening
But you've only lost the night
Preset all your pretty feelings
May they comfort you tonight
And I'm climbing over something
And I'm running through these walls

I don't even know if I believe [x3]
Everything you're trying to say to me

I had the strangest feeling
Your world's not all it seems
So tired of misconceiving
What else this could've been

I don't even know if I believe [x3]
Everything you're trying to say to me

So open up my eyes
Tell me I'm alive
This is never gonna go our way
If I'm gonna have to guess what's on your mind

Say something, say something,
Something like you love me
Less you wanna move away
From the noise of this place

Well I don't even know if I believe [x2]
I don't even know if I wanna believe
Anything you're trying to say to me

[x2:]
So, open up my eyes
Tell me I'm alive
This is never gonna go our way
If I'm gonna have to guess what's on your mind


message 389: by [deleted user] (new)

Shiv {3/22. My aWeSoMe BuDaPeSt} wrote: "Did this shizz get moved?"

Think so! I thought you hadn't posted! I couldn't find it!


message 390: by [deleted user] (new)

Are any of these yours? Babe... <3


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments I hardly do anyway... XD


message 392: by [deleted user] (new)

Stillllll


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments Stttiilll. Gonna post in a sec


message 394: by [deleted user] (new)

Sweeeeeeettttt.


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments 6/18 Well... Its 9:09 for me... 10 at night for you.... Really missing you.... So I listened to 10 seconds of the voicemail.... Thank you Kassi.... So much.... I'll listen to the rest throughout tomorrow. I love you, and I hope camp is going well.


6/19 Its 7:13 and you texted this morning and I'm sorry my phone was off.... But I'm glad we could talk for a little... It really made me happy. You, made me happy. I love you Kassi Jo. That voicemail really helps...

Its 9:05... Gonna sleep soon and can't stop smiling because I just got to the singing part of your voicemail.... Thank you, Kassi... You truly are amazing. I love you and will love you forever... *kisses a bunch* night, babe...


6/20 I woke up around 6:30... I was missing my baby a ton... I love you... I tried sleeping again and now its 8:40... See you tonight? I hope...

Its ten thirty... She came back today... The most beautiful and amazing girl is back, almost by my side... And I'm just laying here, almost going to sleep. Imaging kissing my beautiful wife, Kassi Jo Malhotra to sleep.... And babe... I know today was hard for you. But I promise you that things will get better.... I love you, Kassi. Forever. Never forget that.

6/21 I know I don't put one this morning, I called you once I could. Its 10:43, and I should probably go to sleep soon. And I know you probably will never read this and stuffs but good night, Kassi. I love you. And remember, tomorrows our 3rd month anniversary.... And there's a bunch more to come...


message 396: by [deleted user] (new)

I love you so much...


Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water} (mathew-sonofvulcan) | 3645 comments And I love you just as much... That was the stuffs from my phone note thing...


message 398: by [deleted user] (new)

I know... I figured.


message 400: by [deleted user] (new)

You should change your profile pic ;)


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