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Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}
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Aug 24, 2016 10:06AM
What if, she's busy?
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What if she just doesn't wanna? XD
What if I freeze again?
I don't really know how to dance.
I wannnaaaaa
I told myself I'm going to all the dances.
Oh shit. NEVERMIND, I don't even think I can. XD work. Rip
Depending on when the dance ends, I guess.
We could always go out for dinner or movies afterwards.
>.< dances make me nervous.
Hell. People make me nervous.
Answering the phone makes me nervous. XD
She makes me uber nervous. >.<
*shakes* fuuuuuuu. ;-; I hate overthinking.
Mason called me a tease last period. XDDD
I mean, it's only been like 10+ dates, with 10+ girls in the last month or two. Gawd. I just started going on dates. XDD I only made out with one of them... >.<
I still wanna just settle down again.... I just don't know how.....
Facebook. Memories. Fucking really. >.<
And I'm up.... >.<
So um.... I was feeling bad in I think English and kinda counted all the scars on my arms... There's a lot...
I'm really not good looking.... >.<
She said she'd be back.... >.<
Mason really just called me a tease yesterday. >.<
Monica and I don't talk too much anymore cuz she has volleyball, and I have work. >.<
Just... Fuck man.
I have some PreCal homework to do before I sleep.... If I do..,
Trying to help Mercedes with Josh is making me think about exes too. >.< and then there's Monica, who I still really wanna go on a date with soon.
I don't wanna life today....
When josh says you should give up... And you consider it. >.<
I'm so shit, maaannnn
Work at 4:30 to 8:30.... >.< got late to school this morning. I'm hungryyyyy.
Bannndddddd <3 god I miss this sax
*hugs my giant saxophone* gonna ask Monica out today, hopefully.
I can't take the sax home cuz Caton won't let me. >.< gonna buy a Bari, and alto, once I save up enough....
I WANT KURIBOH KEYCHAINS. THATS IT.
Scars on my arms.... They make me awkward and insecure about everything again.... >.<
I'll be okay. Asking her he day I get paid, just incase we do more than I have saved up for. But um... Yeah. She said it's okay that I'm awkward cuz she is too sometimes... It's just... Really cute the way she waves and says hi? And then it's like. Fuck. And I just forget everything, what class I'm going to, what Hallway I'm in.
When you were supposed to get off an hour and a half ago, but people wanted you to stay, and now you feel energetic as fuck
LUNCH WAS PERFECT. ME AND JOSH AND NINA STARTED A TRAIN. WE WALKED AROUND AND I TOLD EVERYONE TO GET BEHIND THE LAST PERSON AND HALF THE SENIOR CLASS WALKED AROUND THE FUCKIG COURTYARD AS I LEAD THEM. XD
GO TO SLEEP. XD
I'M MAKING MUFFINS SO I CAN'T SLEEP.
YOU ACT LIKE I WONT. XDMY DECK IS TWO CARDS FROM READY FOR REGIONALS.
YOU CAN'T HIT A GIRL XD
GOOD LUCK. I CAN'T HELP CUZ I ONLY KNOW HOW TO BUILD MAGIC THE GATHERING DECKS SO.
GOOD LUCK. I CAN'T HELP CUZ I ONLY KNOW HOW TO BUILD MAGIC THE GATHERING DECKS SO.
SAYS YOU. XD I don't need help lol. It's done. And I'm definitely winning.
When your uber driver makes a wrong turn, but you can't bring yourself to speak up to avoid the awkward. XD
SAYS ME YEA
XD You're probably better than me at Magic too so my help is NOT valued XD But I know you'll win. You're really good.
XD You're probably better than me at Magic too so my help is NOT valued XD But I know you'll win. You're really good.
Bruh. I just got home from work. XD
