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Im so conflicted. >.< xD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I've decided. Tomorrow or the day after, I will be asking someone out.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Part of me, wants to do literally anything I could, to fix this. And that's the part I need to resist.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

If it's supposed to happen it'll happen. Just shut up and wait. But then again, what if I can't? Cuz this really hurts...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I miss having someone in my corner, ya know? :/

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I've been sleeping today and that's both good and bad...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

My random spikes of anger and worthlessness are kinda back. So fuck nice to know I'm a danger to humanity again.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Swiss rolls and sulking. >.<

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

"Catch me if you can
Catch me if you can
I just got my head down
And I'm a little bit scared tonight
I need to run just far enough
So I can smile again, smile again
So I can smile again
Take me by the hand
Take me by the hand
But don't you get too close now
Cause I'm a little bit scared of life
I need someone to try and bring
Me back to innocence, innocence
Me back to innocence"

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Just so tired of everything. Tired of the lack of sleep, and the lack of emotion, the lack of fun and the lack of eating. And everything else.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean any of it
I just got too lonely, lonely, whoa
In between being young and being right
You were my Versailles at night"

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

If you saw me, the way I see myself, you'd know I was better off otherwise.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I wanna say, with all my heart, that I still believe in forever, but I'm not sure if I can anymore... Not right now, at least.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I honestly don't know how to express how I feel anymore. I think I need to start reading a ton again.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

So um.... I just dropped my birthday cake.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Rip me. Someone is actually here now. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Nah it's chill. Just don't read too far back. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Good lol

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Plz no. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

SHIT. GETTING READY

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

HOW CAN I FUCKING TEXT HER FOR HOURS BUT CANT SAY HI. WHAT THE FUCK. IM AWKWARD AS SHIT

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Rippp me dude. I can't do this. ;-;

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Wait up. She still kiks me.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

*hides* shit man. I thought I was done with being awkward as hell. Ripppppp

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Class intro. >.<

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OH SHIT. THAT WENT WELL. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

GUYS. GUYS. I FUCKING DID IT. DURING ENGLISH I FUCKED UP HARD CUZ SHE WAS LIKE TWO SEATS AWAY AND I COULDNT STOP SHAKING AND MY AWKWARD SELF DROPPED SKITTLES EVERYWHERE. BUT AT LUNCH I GOT BALLZY ENOUGH TO TALK TO HER AND AFTERSCHOOL WE TALKED FOR A FEW HOURS BEFORE I WENT TO HANG OUT, DUEL, AND THEN GO TO WORK.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Life is good again. At least for the moment. <3 and that's what matters, I guess. Getting from moment to moment till it all adds up.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I know I'm over thinking but she hasn't messaged since before work. XD fmllllll

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I enjoy talking to you. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

No probz, and same. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Hm. Probably South America. Because I know the language, and id like to explore and help people along the way. You?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm in Cali. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I have no idea what it is. All I know it's tonight, I'm eating food for about a weeks worth and I'm sleepy. Im freaking sleepy. This is... Great.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

CℓєαяSкує♆ wrote: "Luckyyy except for the drought"

Yeaaaahhhh. I FREAKING LOVE RAIN IT MAKES ME SO SAD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I love raaaiiinnnnnb xD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

CℓєαяSкує♆ wrote: "I only mind it when i have to walk or play a sport in it"

WHAT. THATS THE BEST XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Yeaaahhhh. I just run around like an idiot and dance alone and shizz in the middle of the court yard. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

It probably is. XD


The problem is, I don't know if I have feelings for her or if I just found my new favorite person to talk to. >.<

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Gonna sleep soooonnnnn

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Legit shaking in my blankets I'm so happy

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Nooooooooo


>.< I don't wanna mess this up. I really don't.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

But I'm so awkwarddddd

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

She's so... Gorgeous and I wanna kiss her face. >.< and hold her but I'm still awkward and I barely could say hi this morning. XD I mean, I actually talked to her for the first time in a few years. Ughhhh xD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Oh shizz. She kiked first today.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Can't wait till I see her at lunch. >.<

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Her brother barely got let it of jail in time...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I feel oddly at home in any math class I'm in. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

THERES A DANCE THIS FRIDAY. FUCK. IVE NEVER ASKED ANYONE TO A DANCE BEFORE.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

What if... She already has a date