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[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Now it's like.... A lot easier to open up to Monica than for other people, and she tells me her stuff too so it's like... Not one sided, I guess? XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Need to get 2 of the Fire king structure. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Void ogre. <3

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

When you accidentally rip your phone case. >.<

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Why do I watch so many shows where the main character is pawning after a girl. XD watching White Collar.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Falling apart, in a few different ways, but I'll be good, someday.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

For like the passed few days all I've wanted to do is die but I'll get through, and it'll be better when I do.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Can you go on a date, as friends? O.o .-.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm gonna love you like the love you deserve. And I might be quite a bit broken, and you might be too, but I'll be here, anytime, just for you.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

There's a sex rp happening in camp half blood. I'm just gonna hide now and pretend I saw nothing. XDDD ewwwwww. Not sure why it's gross but stilllll

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

When you're an hour and a half early for work so you just chill at Starbucks.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Ya know, dancing around and whistling while making pizza with her running through my mind. XD life is good. Not sure if I wanna date her, or just be really good friends? XD kinda hoping she stops by before work ends. Back in 3. Ugh. XD today's a good day.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Mason was wondering who it was, and when he guessed it I couldn't help smiling and his face. XD he told me to stick with it this time lol. He's the one who bounces around. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Offffffff

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

So, I kinda sorta found the screenshots when Monica and I first started dating? XD Google drive goes back so far. O.O also found old ones with Kass... I miss those times. But I guess there gone.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I remember skipping school to skype her... God I got in so much trouble when mom figured out I wasn't sick. XD

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In the past two months I've met so many amazing people... I was talking with a friend of Patrick Hoban, the dueling world champ. Cuz guess who needs a really expensive prize card??? This guy.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

So, like, I'm not as awkward anymore, but I still am? It's like... I can be really suave when I flirt. XD and I know when I'm flirting or complimenting. So it's chill.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Tbh should have left the first time I got compared with someone else. Note to self, lol. On the bright side, sister got me earphones! Still want headphones doe.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

THREE DAYS GRACE.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

ALL I WANT IS A LITTLE OF THE GOOD LIFE, THE GOOD LIFE IS WHAT I NEEEEEED

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I GET BY IN A WORLD WITH NO CONSCIENCE, BY SHOUTING IT OUT AND BEING ANONYMOUS

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I know how you're operating, only come around when you know I need itttt

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

It just sucks cuz after all that we ended up here. Every fight we'd gotten through, every good time and every mistake.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Oh god... When you have to debate if she stayed so long cuz she was either sorry for you, in love, or cuz of weird stuff. >.< >.<

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Confession: fire kings used to be called Monica's bracelet. Cuz that's where it was kept. Kinda why I stopped using them.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Bringing back fire kings, and mixing them with metal foes. This is gonna be sweet.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Best friend wanted lol.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I haven't actually talked to Monica in about two years oh god. Why. Same with Emily. And like... Almost that with Miki and battin. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Feels special cuz she's liked every one of your Instagram posts, even the nerdy or pointless ones. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Another nightmare, another two hours. :/

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*hides under blanket playing Pokemon to distract myself from everything else while listening to mayday parade and fort minor*

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

*hides under blanket playing Pokemon to distract myself from everything else while listening to mayday parade and fort minor*

[jay, rip]

fort minor <3

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Mhm! <3

[jay, rip]

I love Mike Shinoda in both bands

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Sammmeeeeee. He's amazing. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm bored. ;-; XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Shyanne is the second person I've told about me talking to Monica a lot more... It's like... A daily thing now. It was weekly... And then not anymore... And like... It's really nice. XD and she and mason are both understanding ish to what I'm doing with my life lol. They're just like, be careful. And I will be. :) hopefully. ;)

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Not gonna do it. My mind still debates it sometimes but I won't. I won't. I will not travel almost 2000 miles next week. I won't. I refuse. Fuck that. I would. I could. But I won't.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I didn't just look at old messages. Cuz that wouldn't be smart.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Plz kill me now. .-.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I found old screenshots and I had started reading... >.< >.< >.<

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

NO. you fucking won't shiv. If you do. You're gonna hate yourself for every moment of everyday of your senior year. Don't. Because you have to. Convince yourself somehow that this is the right thing to do. Because it is. Right?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Debating on waking Monica up because she makes you not want to cut yourself. Might go see her today cuz junior orientation and I have time before work.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

She's up! :D

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Music... Music is nice...

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The fact that I'm probably taking my school ID pic in my little Caesars uniform.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Ghetto shaving in the little Caesars bathroom. XD Monica hopefully coming before work