Nightfall's Records Of Recollection Showing 501-550 of 2,012

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Doritos*

[notyourfriend, supposedly dead.]

Oh wow. Thanks.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

No probz.

[notyourfriend, supposedly dead.]

I think it's time to change my name, pic, and title. Do you agree?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I probably should too. XD but I'm lazy

[notyourfriend, supposedly dead.]

I want to change it but I don't know what I want to change it to. I like to match everything.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Change it to anything. XD

Might try and sleep..

[notyourfriend, supposedly dead.]

I can't >.< I put way too much thought into this kind of stuff.

Sounds like a good plan. I should steal it.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm not sure how to fix things anymore. All I can say is I'm sorry. Every time. And I'm sorry.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Hold Onto Me, by Mayday Parade

I know I've got my problems and it starts with me
She saw something inside that I can't see
And late at night, yeah she'll comfort me
Hold onto me, hold onto me

I got a nervous habit and I drink too much
She said she hates her life and wants to change her ways
She wakes in the night and whispers
Oh so quiet

Hold onto me, hold onto me
Don't you ever leave, Don't you ever leave
I know I've got my problems and it's probably me
So hold onto me, hold onto me

Stayed up too late and it hurts to breathe
Said it's 4 A.M., girl go back to sleep
Sometimes at night I can hear her dreams

Come rescue me, Come rescue me
Don't you ever leave, Don't you ever leave
I know we got our problems and it's probably me
So hold onto me, hold onto me

I'm a drifter's body in an open sea
And I've seen my reflection staring right back at me
With no place to go and you're left all alone
There's no place like home

Hold onto me, hold onto me
Just stay with me, Just stay with me
I know we got our problems and you'll probably leave
So hold onto me, hold onto me

I could never leave, I will never leave
So hold onto me, hold on to me

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm so sorry I just don't know what to do and I'm a total fuck up and now you probably don't trust me and you have every right to be pissed but I just don't know what I should do with that. And the stuff.... And with anything. Maybe they were right. It kills me to say that. If things got hard, and that's what you wanted to do. What if deep down you still want to?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

[[deleted user]]

I broke your trust the moment you broke mine. Who's crime is worse here?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi. What the hell is wrong with me? I can't help but screw things up.

[[deleted user]]

Nothing is wrong with you. Babe. I'm easy to not trust.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi. No. Thats not it...

[[deleted user]]

It is.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

No. Babe. Whatever happened yesterday, none of it was your fault...

[[deleted user]]

I said the things I did. Okay?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi. And I did what I did. I never should have saw them. Okay?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

All I've done lately is hurt her. When she broke up with me, maybe we probably should have left it like that. Because I'm just stressing her out... I did what I did. And I can't fucking fix it, okay? Please just don't hurt yourself... Its not your fault...

[[deleted user]]

Just felt like you would enjoy having your absolutely gorgeous girlfriend drop by and say that she loves you ;) So... I love you!!!

Te amo my novio asombroso! :) Yo soy muy bonita y intelligente.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I love you... XD

[[deleted user]]

Yay!!! *dances*

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

*dances and cuddles* very.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

If everyone is proud of me... How come I still feel like this? .-.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I... I just don't know. I always feel like something is wrong with me, or something. Always something I can't remember... I just feel bad I guess. Don't really know why... Like maybe there is something more, and I'm just holding everyone back. Maybe I just need some sleep. Or at least that's what I keep telling myself.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

The feeling of being not good enough makes me feel not good enough even more... Vicious cycle I guess.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

So tired but can't sleep...

[[deleted user]]

listen to classical music

[[deleted user]]

or 'yoga' music

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Classical doesn't work anymore... My mind starts trying to figure out all the different instruments and notes...

Not sure what that is

[[deleted user]]

Oh...

Hold on I'll get you a link.

[[deleted user]]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCidR...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Somedays my scars are just a little more prominent...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

She hasn't texted back in awhile cuz she's at a party and I feel kinda lonely...

[[deleted user]]

heyy!!!

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Heyos

[[deleted user]]

watcha doin??

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Just laying here. You?

[[deleted user]]

being bored!!!!

[[deleted user]]

Shiv {3/22 Property of Kass :P} wrote: "Somedays my scars are just a little more prominent..."

I know how that is... When I'm cold they are easier to see.

[[deleted user]]

Shiv {3/22 Property of Kass :P} wrote: "She hasn't texted back in awhile cuz she's at a party and I feel kinda lonely..."

Sorry, love..

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Its okay... You had fun. Fun is good.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Brandi wrote: "being bored!!!!"

Same

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

My head is haunting me and my heart feels like a ghost
I need to feel something, cause I'm still so far from home
Cross your heart and hope to die
Promise me you'll never leave my side

Show me what I can't see when the spark in my eyes is gone
You got me on my knees, I'm your one man cult
Cross my heart and hope to die
Promise you I'll never leave your side

Cause I'm telling you, you're all I need
I promise you you're all I see
Cause I'm telling you, you're all I need
I'll never leave

So you can drag me through Hell
If it meant I could hold your hand
I will follow you cause I'm under your spell
And you can throw me to the flames
I will follow you, I will follow you

Come sink into me and let me breathe you in
I'll be your gravity, you be my oxygen
So dig two graves cause when you die
I swear I'll be leaving by your side

So you can drag me through Hell
If it meant I could hold your hand
I will follow you cause I'm under your spell
And you can throw me to the flames
I will follow you
So you can drag me through Hell
If it meant I could hold your hand
I will follow you cause I'm under your spell
And you can throw me to the flames

I will follow you, I will follow you
I will follow you, I will follow you
So you can drag me through Hell
If it meant I could hold your hand
I will follow you cause I'm under your spell
And you can throw me to the flames
I will follow you, I will follow you

[[deleted user]]

... Not gonna drag you through hell, but will you hold my hand?
Don't like... follow me like a creeper, but I would like if you wrapped your arms around my waist and walked behind me...
Not throwing you into any flames either.

[[deleted user]]

BMTH <3333

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Just really tired of life...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

And everything is my fault... Or at least that's what most people say...