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[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

My hands are cold, my body's numb
I'm still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my vision's blurred
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out, yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping

Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm damaged goods, for all to see
Now who would ever wanna be with me?

I've got all the baggage, drink the pills
Yeah, this is living but without the will
I'm backing out, I'm shutting down
You left a hole when you walked out, yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping

[x4]
Lose your clothes and show your scars that's who you are

Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Not feeling so bad anymore... She helps... Thanks, Kass :P

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
Loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the pull of your heart
I taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Sing sha la la la
Sing sha la la la la

Ooo Ooo Ooo...
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love

It's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's all wrong, it's so right
So come on, get higher
So come on and get higher
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms.

[[deleted user]]

I love you so much, Shiv --insert last name here--. I'm sorry... I hadn't seen this. It kinda doesn't show up sometimes... I'm so sorry..

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi, don't be sorry. Baby, its okay. I love you

[[deleted user]]

I could have helped... Baby...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

But you did...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm sorry. Sometimes I just don't realize what I'm doing wrong. But whatever it is, I'm making you feel bad. It isn't your fault. And I'm sorry.

[[deleted user]]

Shiv {3/22. the WeReWoLf} wrote: "But you did..."

Not very quickly....

[[deleted user]]

Shiv {3/22. the WeReWoLf} wrote: "I'm sorry. Sometimes I just don't realize what I'm doing wrong. But whatever it is, I'm making you feel bad. It isn't your fault. And I'm sorry."

You don't do anything...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Whatever {Far from finite; We are forever} wrote: "Shiv {3/22. the WeReWoLf} wrote: "But you did..."

Not very quickly...."

Uh huh!

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm sorry... I've tried so hard to be happy for the people around me and you too and I just don't know if I am happy or if I'm not and I don't want you blaming yourself for anything or feeling sorry. And I've just really wanted to cut myself and I've tried so hard not to cuz then my family would be sad and you would too and there's already enough yelling and fighting and that would just add on to it and I just don't know.... I'm still trying but it gets harder and harder.... I've tried so hard not to fucking hate myself...

[[deleted user]]

Do you?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Do I what?

[[deleted user]]

Hate yourself..n

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi.... I'm sorry...

[[deleted user]]

Me too... Me too. And I love you...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I love you too....

[[deleted user]]

I'm sorry if I made you feel like you couldn't tell me..

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

You didn't....

[[deleted user]]

All right....

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm sorry....

[[deleted user]]

Don't be.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Still... I should have said something...

[[deleted user]]

Yep. You should have. But you didn't and it's still gonna work out.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Still... I tried I just... Couldn't... I didn't want you to be sad...

[[deleted user]]

I know, baby. I know.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Do you?

[[deleted user]]

Baby. How many times have I done the same thing?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I don't care if I'm sad... I can be sad for the rest of my life if I have to. I just don't want you being sad...

[[deleted user]]

Babe. Nooo. Because it hurts even more to find out you're sad and you kept it from me... at least if you tell me we can talk it out easier and it's not so hard.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm sorry...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

[[deleted user]]

Will you?

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I will.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I honestly don't know what to do with my life anymore...

[[deleted user]]

Kik me? :/

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Always.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I don't know what to do. It didn't hurt right away... Maybe ten minutes after I just broke down and haven't been able to stop. Every few hours I cry. I barely have come out of under this blanket. My whole body aches. My arms and legs are weighted in place, my neck and back and sides feel broken... My chest still hurts like hell... It hurts. It hurts to breathe, it hurts to freaking type. I just don't know what to do... I just want things to go back to how they used to be...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

My heart just hurts...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Barcelona, by George Ezra

Barcelona,
I still long to hold her once more, oh,
My boots of leather,
From Europe
I gather you know, know,

Every time you have to go
Shut my eyes and you know
I’ll be lying right by your side
In Barcelona

The native man sang in a foreign tongue,
I still ache to know the song that he sung,
Barcelona

Every time you have to go
Shut my eyes and you know
I’ll be lying right by your side
In Barcelona

Every time you have to go
Shut my eyes and you know
I’ll be lying right by your side
In Barcelona
Barcelona
Barcelona

Every time you have to go
I shut my mind and you know
I’ll be lying right by your side
In Barcelona

[[deleted user]]

That's my song...

[[deleted user]]

I mean, not mine... but... yeah...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

XD I know it is... Why else would it be here? :)

[[deleted user]]

Ha. Ohhh. XD

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

XD sorry.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I miss Kassi.... we couldn't call tonight...

[notyourfriend, supposedly dead.]

Helloo

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Heyos.

[notyourfriend, supposedly dead.]

Oreos. Diritoes? Deritos? Whoa I can't remember how to spell it! Dx