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Jaz, Simon, Alex and Kol's Dorm (1)
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Louis :3
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Jun 18, 2024 06:39AM
``The roof`` He said, before climbing completely on it.
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(I HAVE RETURNED)
-nods- "be careful,i would join u but seems like Gael kind of likes me"
``he really does`` Blake said, the window open.Gael was still asleep, holding onto Jaken.
(WB JAXY!!)
-holds Gael close- "Its almost feeding time so yk blake"
(i have 1/2 hour before my mother walks in to get me up for my counselors appointment)Sam limps to the kitchen and opens the fridge
``I know....`` he muttered, sitting on the edge of the roof.
-jaken carefully with Gael he climbs to the roof and sits a distance from Blake-
He looked at the ground, ``If I fell, do you think I would die from this height?`` He asked.
"You wouldn't die from a fall, you're a vampire, remember?"
-they shakes head- "I don't think so but don't even try please"
"might get injured but thats it"
He sighed, ``I wouldn't even die, I'm a vampire, but if there was a stake at the bottom...then maybe I would``
-they mutter- "Sam,don't give blake ideas"
"You'd probably miss. Trust me, I tried, it ain't easy to land just right."
``Damn it, but I could always put multiple``
-Gael starts to cry- "shhh,its okay Gael" -he starts to calm down while drools- "Someones hungry aren't they"
"No. Not happening."
"i was just passing info" he said defensivley
``I can always just do it at my own dorm, it's simple really``
-jaken mutters to himself- "I can't risk losing someone else again"
"I swear to god, I will fucking handcuff you here if you try."
"if you dont jump, then you might try something else. and thats my dorm to so no." he grabbed an apple and took a bite
-jaken hands Gael to Jaz- "I can't i need air" -jaken jumps to the ground perfectly-
He started chuckling. ``Gael could use a better family than someone who can't breathe most of the time...``
-jaken runs to the woods again-
"Family doesn't always mean blood, or a little slip of paper to tell you you're adopted. He's got plenty of family to help in those situations, if you count friends."
he turns into a bat and flies in front of blake "dont do it" he squeaks "its not worth it"
He looked at the ground again, chuckling. ``Im tired of being useless for everyone here, and I won't be able to care for Gael well enough like other people would``
Owl is a loaf of bread wrote: "He looked at the ground again, chuckling. ``Im tired of being useless for everyone here, and I won't be able to care for Gael well enough like other people would``""Hey."
he put a hand on Blake's shoulder.
"You're still learning. You just need to figure out how it is you want to raise your kid. You're gonna make mistakes, you're gonna wonder if you're doing it right, but you're still learning."
"dont do it!" he lands on blakes head
``my whole life I have been questioning why I exist! I'm worthless, and have been slitting my wrists for years...`` He said, tears streaming down his face. ``At this point I give up``
"No. It's not worth it."
He inched closer to the edge, smiling. ``Worth it? All of my family is dead, I was abandoned, I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR``
"dont" he squeaks, pulling at his clothes to came inside
"Please... don't..."Jaz pulls Blake into a tight hug, well, as tight as it could be with one arm.
He started sobbing, trying to pull away from the hug.
"What do you think death would change...? What do you think it would fix? Just try and answer that..."
``It would change everything....it's wrong for me to even be alive right now.... Gael would have better family, and be safer with anyone but me....my father would be gone, I would be with my mother, and plenty of other things...``
(that homophobic/anti abortion girl is back)"its not worth it blake. trust us"
"Think to the future... don't you think Gael would want to know his father? Know where he came from, see what an amazing person you are?"
(WHERE)``Ive tried over and over...there is a point to it, and if anything it would be worth it if I just died``
(SEND LOCATION, WE COMMITTING MURDER)"No. It wouldn't. Promise..."
(Yes,we will)
(on her ownupdate telling me abortion is murder bc the baby can feel it.)
(bruh the baby ain't born)
(ITS NOT BORN AND ITS A BRAINLESS THING WHEN ITS NOT BORN YET)Blake sniffled, ``No, it would be worth it, just let me die...``
