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Jaz, Simon, Alex and Kol's Dorm (1)
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Jun 17, 2024 08:23PM
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-Jaken wipes his tears away "I'm sorry Jaz that you have to see me this weak"
Blake muttered, ``Why don't I even know the gender of my own kid....god maybe I shouldn't have even had them....``
-jaken looks at Blake and hurts cause they know what he did to him and his child- (A lot)
(Huhhh? What did Blake do?)Blake kept muttering to himself, starting to cry.
The baby started crying again, and well it was pretty loud.
(Nooo,Jaken is blaming himself his pronouns get that way sometimes)-jaken walks to the baby while hums a soft song he learned when he was little- "They are a cutie blake"
(ohhhhhh, kk and Blake is in his room btw)Blake stopped muttering, ``I-I don't k-know anything about them....not even their gender!``
-jaken walks to blakes room and mutters- "May i hold him" -jaken realizes they said him-
``Go ahead...`` He muttered, not even caring anymore.
-holds him carefully while hums softly and the baby calms down- "Its a boy so you know blake"
He smiled a little, ``At least I know what names I can't name him...``The baby soon calmed down, snuggled up next to Jaken.
-the baby starts smiling at jaken- "He looks so much like u blake"
``Thats nice...`` He said, looking at the floor of his room.
-jaken holds his hand to Blake while mutters- "Look ik i fucked up yesterday with smth and i'm sorry. I want to try again even if u hate me for life" -baby starts to fall asleep-
He sighed, ``The stress from everything made me have him two weeks early....I wasn't planned completely out, and if anything I would make a terrible parent, and you can hate me for life if you wanted to. Plenty of reasons to``
-jaken holds Blakes hand softly- "Look I would never hate u or anyone cause ik what its like to be hated and to hate. I will be here each step if u only let me and i'm sure the others will also help you if u only let us"
``I will never trust people again....I trusted Alexander and look where that has gotten me, I trusted my father, boom both dead and here I am being haunted by both with a baby to take care of!``
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☆Rory ☆Semi-Hiatus☆~Stupid with Love~Hadestown~
(last edited Jun 18, 2024 05:44AM)
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-nods while tears fall while holds him close while mutters "I know,and i'm going to be ur helper with the baby cause I know you love him more than you think. I'm sorry with ur lost but you know we are all here for you. I'm worried for you and everyone. I want you to be able to say u are better than alexander and ur father" -Jaken shakes when he says alexander-
He sniffled, seeming to be thinking for a moment. ``I-I think I'll name him...Gael``
-they smile a little- "baby Gael.what a wonderful name Blake"
``Its unique...and I like the sound of it`` He said, smiling a little. ``There are gonna be a lot of sleepless nights huh``
-Gael,sleeps peacefully- "Maybe Blake,but who knows he might sleep well" -jaken lays his head on blakes shoulder- "Ur going to be the best parent"
``I-i don't know about that...I watched Jaz care for him and I have done nothing but sleep``
"Blake,you need rest and thats normal." -jaken starts to yawn-
``Not with my mother it wasn't...and my father screamed Everytime anyone was sleeping when anything needed tending to, like his cars or food, or literally anything``
``At this point I'm used to not sleeping and when I sleep every sound keeps me alert....so I don't sleep basically at all`` Blake said, trying to not fall asleep.
"Blake you are ur own person,not ur mother or father and fucking not alexander" -jaken lays his head on bed while holds Gael-
``im being fucking haunted by my father, I can't sleep anyway, they always make it feel like I can't breathe, plus I kept binding wrong when I was binding so I already struggle`` He said, taking a deep breath.
-mutters- "u could have asked one of us blake" -lays ur head on my shoulder- "Just try and sleep i will protect u if u let me"
He smiled, ``I thank both of you guys, but I think I'm okay``
He yawned, although he kept his eyes open, not wanting to sleep.
-jaken mutters- "Just sleep for once for Gael if u can"
``Fine...`` he muttered, climbing onto the bed, and quickly falling asleep. It seemed like he hasn't slept in a long time.
-jaken holds gael as he gets up carefully and sits in chair while hums to him-
-hands the hound a treat and mutters- "good boy"
Gael slept soundly, drool dripping down his face.Blake snored quietly, curling up into a ball.
-smiles softly while jaken holds gael and hums-
Blake started tossing and turning, mumbling.
-jaken mutters- "shhh,its okay blake"
He soon stopped tossing and turning, although he kept mumbling.
-jaken sits on the bed while holds Gael-
He kept mumbling about his father, and....someone who was unknown to everyone but Blake. Gael clung to Jaken, asleep.
-jaken lays head on a pillow while holds gael safely while starts to doze off-
After a few minutes Blake woke back up, gasping a little. ``Hell....`` he muttered before looking at Jaken and Gael. ``Cute...``Gael was fast asleep, drooling.
-jaken sleeps calmly since he hasn't slept in a few weeks while holds gael-
He smiled softly, ``Gael, have fun`` he said before getting out of the bed. He climbed out of his window, and onto the roof.
-jaken hears smth and wakes up and mutters- "Blake where are u going?"
