it ends with us - clean, better man, death by a thousand cuts, mr perfectly fine, haunted, dress, gorgeous, seven, begin again, I knew you were trouble

[millie, lovermore]

first of all, the song >>>>

someone tell me im not the only one who thinks this song is ridiculously underrated

[millie, lovermore]

"it was months and months of back and forth"

lily never really knew what to do about ryle, for months

[millie, lovermore]

"you're still all over me like a wine stained dress i cant wear anymore"

lily and ryle were very close, and eventhough she ended things with him, emmy makes that impossible, she cant shake him and he will forever be a part of her, but she cant be truly happy in his company anymore

[millie, lovermore]

"hung my head as i lost the war and the sky turned black like the perfect storm"

she was losing the war and there was nothing she could do, no way out, and life just got darker

[millie, lovermore]

"there was nothing left to do"

she felt helpless

[millie, lovermore]

"when the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room"

her initial feelings were gone in the 15 seconds but there was so much evidence of him around her it was like a blanket covering her whole life

[millie, lovermore]

"10 months older i wont give in"

well it was 9 months🤪, but she finally knew what she wanted

[millie, lovermore]

"now that im clean im never gonna risk it"

once she decided to leave, she wasnt going back no matter how much apologising he did

[millie, lovermore]

"the water filled my lungs i screamed so loud but no one heard a thing"

until atlas, she felt like she had no one to talk to bc alyssa is his sister and she didnt want to worry her mam so she just felt helpless and alone

[millie, lovermore]

anywho rant over what do you think of the book?

[amirah :)]

i dnfd it lol